Metzfan044
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Over the past 3-4 years I've been stuck gaining and losing the same 20 lbs. Just the other day I was thinking about my weight at various instances throughout that time, and I noticed a few things worth mentioning....
- At the mid to low end of that 20 lb range, I could describe myself as genuinely happy.
- I noticed a surge of "happiness" while in the process of actually LOSING the weight.
- Although I'm technically not unhappy, I'm pretty "meh" at the top end, which I'm currently at now.
After doing a bit of research I noticed that some of my symptoms coincide fairly well with those of depression including but not limited to lack of interest in usually satisfying activities, looking back to the past "good old days" a bit too much, and an overall feeling that the good times are over.
So my question specifically is if anyone thinks somewhere in that 20 lb. range there lies a "switch" for depression that's being turned on/off every time I pass it. It sure feels like it, and considering I've lost that same 20 lb. about 4 or 5 times in the past, it just seems like far too much to be a coincidence.
Thanks.
- At the mid to low end of that 20 lb range, I could describe myself as genuinely happy.
- I noticed a surge of "happiness" while in the process of actually LOSING the weight.
- Although I'm technically not unhappy, I'm pretty "meh" at the top end, which I'm currently at now.
After doing a bit of research I noticed that some of my symptoms coincide fairly well with those of depression including but not limited to lack of interest in usually satisfying activities, looking back to the past "good old days" a bit too much, and an overall feeling that the good times are over.
So my question specifically is if anyone thinks somewhere in that 20 lb. range there lies a "switch" for depression that's being turned on/off every time I pass it. It sure feels like it, and considering I've lost that same 20 lb. about 4 or 5 times in the past, it just seems like far too much to be a coincidence.
Thanks.