Beginning of the End.

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todaysaftermath

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I couldn't sleep at the boy's casa, so figured I'd sort out some thoughts here as far as weight-loss goes. I think today is going to be the day that I start monitoring everything. I don't have a specific plan, and I don't know how well this will go considering the fact of the limited food we have in the house, and the lack of cash I have! But, like I've said I think I'm going to start with smaller portions, better choices, exercise, & subtracting the diet cokes and add water. So I'm just kind of aimlessly doing this, but i'll pick up things along the way, I'm sure. I was thinking Weight Watchers minus the meetings, ha, because I'm the type of person who needs structure... maybe I'll just count the calories. Ahh. We'll see... I take my placement test to go back to college today, so another big step towards the future.

The boy broke my button on my jeans! So I've made a goal that regardless of my dang budget, that if by the end of this week, on Sunday, I've lost 3 pounds (I think this is reasonable considering I've just started, so the first week I should lose more than weeks to come?), then I WiLL buy a new pair of pants! A new attire has been long due!




- SW: 230
- Goals for the day: water only!, 1,400 calorie intake, 30 minutes of exercise not including my WORK work-out..., & ACE that accuplacer!!
 
Wow, I suck. I guess forget about my goals.

Whatev'. Tomorrow is another day.

I wonder how many times I've said that. If I would've just started when I really wanted to, YEARS ago, then I could be at my goal by now.


BLAH!!!! Failure.


My only activity has been work (restaurant, therefore, walking), & one on one activity w/ the boy.

Sigh.
 
Sigh. Long, tiring day, and long, tiring day to follow. Went to sleep w/ the boy at about 2, went to work at 10:30 AM, worked all day until 11 PM ( did have an hour 1/2 break), and now washing clothes. Tomorrow I work all day, then after work, it is off to Dallas for a two day vacation. :). Six Flags on Saturday, which means a LOT of walking, and a LOT of h2o intake.

Today I ate chicken fajitas (about two "tacos") w/ flour tortillas & a little bit of beans.

Then after work I ate a nacho supreme & one of cantina tacos (on a corn tortilla) from taco bell.

About 2-3 serving of MD.


I suck, yup.

I can't wait for these clothes to finish so I can acquire some snoozery! Please say mean things to me so I can get some motivation. Ha.
 
Sigh. Nothing has changed. Still partying (which means excessive drinking, which means not good for my weight-loss plan), still eating unhealthy, still not exercising, ETC... Ah.

Six Flags was extremely hot, I stayed hydrated on plenty h2o & gatorade. Like 103 degrees. BLAH.


Registration for school on Saturday...
 
Pretty much got the motivation I needed. I found out that apparently the boy & some of his friends refer to me as "big girl." Wtf? Like, really? But, welcome to how being a complete fatty controls my life. It's sad when you can't even get a not-so-attractive guy to be attracted to you. He denies it, but whatev'... enough negativity. If this is what I needed to begin the journey, this is what I needed. More motivated than ever...

So I've drinken lots of h2o thusfar today, and one diet coke. Which I'm limiting myself to maybe 2-3 a week... (diet cokes, that is.)

Breakfast: Raisin, dates, & walnuts oatmeal w/ 2 sprays of "i can't believe it's not butter."

Lunch: Subway - oven roasted chicken breast of wheat bread, american cheese, lettuce, tomatoes, cucumbers, black olives, & vinegar & sun chips.


About to eat a peach & maybe some green beans before I go back to work... This will probably sum it up since I don't have much time due to working a double today.


No alcohol! :). It IS Thursday night, and I WiLL be tempted. No, no, no.
 
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