I've gotten beyond "not thin". You know how you describe people to your girlfriends as "She's not fat, but she's not thin either..." that always used to be me, the not thin girl...
Well, here I am...delusions aside, a very very not thin girl. Yes, I admit it, I am fat.
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And, wow, did I ever let myself go. I feel genuinely sick and unhealthy most all of the time..and I'm finally ready for a change. I'm young-ish only 24, I'm hoping to take advantage of that.
I don't smoke, I rarely drink (maybe once every few months, and even then it's maybe half a drink), and I don't do drugs.
I'm in a serious relationship with a guy who loves me, but I know he'd love me a bit more if I were better looking. Men tend to overlook some flaws if they're dating a barbie doll (don't even deny it guys!)
Anyhow, enough babbling. I need to lose weight. I've given up on hoping to lose mass amounts of weight in short periods of time. I don't care if it takes me a year or two to get to my goal weight...I vow to get there.
A lot of what I need, I think, is support and *education*.
Growing up poor, in a very small town, I have very little knowledge of what is and isn't healthy.
For example: I only recently realized that I need to eat more fruit. Growing up, fruit was rarely served in my house as anything other than dessert...and when you're dieting you cut out dessert...so I inadvertently cut fruit out of my diet. Crazy, I know...
There is a new diet plan, new exercise plan, new kinds of good fats and bad fats every day....it is all so confusing!
So I started today...officially on my new plan.
Step 1: Cut out the soda! I am a caffeine addict. So much so that I get the SHAKES if I don't have a pepsi. I made the switch from Pepsi to green tea.
Frankly, I love it so far. It tastes great and keeps me from being shaky.
Step 2: ??? Here is where this forum and loads of research come in.
Thanks for reading, and I hope to get to know you all better as time progresses...
-Dazz
Well, here I am...delusions aside, a very very not thin girl. Yes, I admit it, I am fat.
And, wow, did I ever let myself go. I feel genuinely sick and unhealthy most all of the time..and I'm finally ready for a change. I'm young-ish only 24, I'm hoping to take advantage of that.
I don't smoke, I rarely drink (maybe once every few months, and even then it's maybe half a drink), and I don't do drugs.
I'm in a serious relationship with a guy who loves me, but I know he'd love me a bit more if I were better looking. Men tend to overlook some flaws if they're dating a barbie doll (don't even deny it guys!)
Anyhow, enough babbling. I need to lose weight. I've given up on hoping to lose mass amounts of weight in short periods of time. I don't care if it takes me a year or two to get to my goal weight...I vow to get there.
A lot of what I need, I think, is support and *education*.
Growing up poor, in a very small town, I have very little knowledge of what is and isn't healthy.
For example: I only recently realized that I need to eat more fruit. Growing up, fruit was rarely served in my house as anything other than dessert...and when you're dieting you cut out dessert...so I inadvertently cut fruit out of my diet. Crazy, I know...
There is a new diet plan, new exercise plan, new kinds of good fats and bad fats every day....it is all so confusing!
So I started today...officially on my new plan.
Step 1: Cut out the soda! I am a caffeine addict. So much so that I get the SHAKES if I don't have a pepsi. I made the switch from Pepsi to green tea.
Frankly, I love it so far. It tastes great and keeps me from being shaky.
Step 2: ??? Here is where this forum and loads of research come in.
Thanks for reading, and I hope to get to know you all better as time progresses...
-Dazz