♡☆♡Beating binging is now my goal♡☆♡

Morning

Slept in till 5:45, I feel exhausted today. But I had 2 iced coffees and paced for 1.5 hrs. Then I had my toast for brekky, so good.

Then I sat down ready to take a nap but then the family woke up.

I had my everything shower, did laundry and cleaned kitty litter, then I laid down for a nap at 10.
 
Ihaveacupcake said:
From yesterday

Up at 5, showered, 2 iced coffees and pacing for 2 hrs. Then I had brekky, my normal toast.

Today my kid gets his cast off, so we are heading to his doctor appt 2 hrs away.

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I slept the whole way lol, poor hubs. I did wake up in time for a Tim Hortons stop and I got a vanilla iced coffee, it was good. Then my dad made sandwiches for everyone, I had turkey and cheese and a bunch of strawberries. Then we left for my kids appt.

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Got home at 5:45. I slept all the way back too lol. Tired today. I had a banana to snack on and another coffee. And I still fell asleep!

Started the oven right away for pizza tonight, dried laundry, set the table and had a hoot. I told ya, I'm addicted to the high. But I didn't fight it from now on, no more pot.

It was a good trip, we go back in 3 weeks for another and hopefully last check up.
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Do u make your own ice coffee?
 
Afternoon

I napped for nearly 2.5 hours. And I'm still tired. But I had lunch, a too big of cereal but it was so good. Then I did dishes and had a cbd hoot.

Made the kids lunch and hubby went to lay down. Im still so tired and might have another nap. We'll see.

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I've been watching Netflix 'You'. I've seen the first 3 seasons a few times so I'm rewatching season 4 before I watch the last season, season 5. It's such a good show.

Then my MIL came over for a surprise visit and I invited her for supper, she accepted. I had 2 cbd hoots since I'm trying to quit pot.

MIL and I played a card game, and she beat me, as always lol.

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Supper was fish, roasted potatoes and veggies. I also had a regular pop and a cake pop for dessert. No more food now till half a banana tomorrow.

I'm just feel so guilty for all the binging. 😔

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MIL left and we got kiddos in bed and I had a hoot. Then I snuck some snacks while hubs showered. That's it, no more snacks or binging.
 
Up at 5, 2 iced coffees and pacing. I only lasted 30 mins before I became exhausted, so I napped till 7.

My youngest kid had a slight cold for a couple days and I caught it, hence why I'm so tired.

At 7 I got the kiddos up and fed.

I don't want to go to church, I wish I didn't have to. Ever since my psychosis and religious delusions, I don't want to get close to God, in fear it'll happen again. So church is now an anxious place to be.

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Yup, fell asleep at church, but I honestly didn't care today. 🙃 Then I proceeded to eat 3 cookkes. Wtf...Then we went grocery shopping. Came home and I fed the kids lunch, had a bowl of cereal.
 
Afternoon

I tried to have a nap after lunch but couldn't sleep, so I watched 'you'. I finished season 4 and am now on season 5.

Then...oh I hate admitting what I did....but I binged on 2 pieces of buttered toast and a dry bowl of cereal. 🙁

I don't know why I am binging...I just love food. But tomorrow I'm going back to counting calories, 1500. That's 5 small meals. I will beat this binging!

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Hubs and I took the kids outside, it's finally a nice day. I had a hoot, but I just don't care today. Fuck it. I'm going to get spaghetti and meatballs and garlic toast for supper and cereal for a snack tonight. I. Don't. Fucking. Care

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Supper was delish! I love when hubs cooks. Then he showered our kids and I gave them fruit as a snack.

Then we got them in bed and I had a dry bowl of nesquik cereal to snack on, then went to bed.
 
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