For those that read my thread regularly you probably know my emphasis isn't on weight or calories, it's on making good, thoughtful decisions regarding food and exercise. Well yesterday was not a day of good decision making. I ate a giant salad at lunch that was delicious and made me incredibly full. And then I immediately had dessert which made my tummy hurt. And then I had a caramel macchiato which kept my tummy hurting, and then I had two more snacks before leaving the office. At home I ate a small, sensible dinner of one chicken kabob with yellow rice. Then boyfriend hopped in the shower and I immediately raided the kitchen for snacks. Five Slim Jims (I think one serving is four), a few gummy bears, and way too many chocolate candies. So I had a self-induced stomach ache all day, combined with certain unpleasant side effects that I get after eating too much sugar :-( Not a good day for me.
TOM is next week and I definitely get to craving sweets during this time. I was feeling a little down, and extra tired. And I just gave in. I used food as some sort of self-medication instead of doing any of my numerous other options. Calling a family member. Exercising. Writing in my journal. Chores. Snuggle time. I had lots of options and I chose poorly.
But hey, whatever, today's a new day. I'm on my way to work with my gym bag in tow. I've got some steel cut oats just waiting to be eaten, and a lifetime of positive choices left to make. Huzzah.