Bassackwards diary

[Lilyofthevalley]

Pathetic, huh? lol

Not pathetic per se, obsessive, maybe, but not pathetic.

Hope you had a good day!!

<3 Annie

 

[Judyb]

BF spent all day yesterday helping his sister get her stuff packed up and into storage (she's getting divorced) and he got home super grumpy and fussing at me. So....I got mad back. We went to bed mad at each other and kinda tense this morning.

I know he had a bad day so I feel kinda bad about getting so mad at him....and then I remember that he was taking his bad day out on me so I feel justified in my anger. lol

I need to get a grip and get over it.

Anger might be good for my weight though...I hit a new low this morning.

 

[sammyboy24]

Sorry about the anger. I went to bed last night upset at my roommate, who also happens to be my brother... I just slept on it though, and woke up this morning and wasn't angry anymore... It was something stupid about groceries anyways, lol...

Congrats on the new weight low, and it's nice of you to swing by and say hi

-Sam

 

[Judyb]

Sorry about the anger. I went to bed last night upset at my roommate, who also happens to be my brother... I just slept on it though, and woke up this morning and wasn't angry anymore... It was something stupid about groceries anyways, lol...

Congrats on the new weight low, and it's nice of you to swing by and say hi

-Sam

Thanks Sam. Most arguments aren't really over whatever the bickering is about...it's usually over some other frustration...we just take it out on the people closest too us because we can.

Funny how I still like to see lower numbers since I'm pretty much happy with my weight and size. (except for my lower abdominals). I guess just seeing that weight on the balance beam scale having to move to the left side of 150 would tickle me.

 

[sammyboy24]

The scale will move, I know it will

Not pathetic at all (about the trial ) You really like trials I can tell. I'm more of someone who likes the forensics/ mystery side of things. I really enjoy getting the heebie jeebies from cases, etc. My friend at work is the same way and she is addicted to this channel on her satellite cable called Investigation something.... I guess it's a channel that is just full of murder mysteries, etc, and how they get solved, even some old notorious ones... I would probably be all over that if I had really really nice cable television like hers... wadaya do.

Honestly, I don't post much over on the CourtTV boards anymore, or whatever the hell they are called now, lol... They just seem so different from what they once were. I do go and occasionally lurk, and rarely post. It's a lot cattier and crazy over there than here, imo. Sometimes it's fun to go read thru it all, hehe.

I agree with what you said about not fighting with someone about what your really angry about. The argument with my bro really had nothing to do with groceries. It's other aspects of his life that I'm frustrated with and my anger/frustration manifested itself in something "safer" to fight about, groceries, lol...

Have an excellent day,
Sam

 

[Lilyofthevalley]

hahaha...

Do you truly want to see a lower number? I hope you don't get, ya know, too fixated on that number.

I think if you look how you want to look, I think you should stick by it.

Do you follow politics at all? The Vice Presidential debate is on. Who are you for? (no judgment here )



Palin


Hope you don't find my political views distressing, I don't mind Republicans as long as I'm not arguing with them.

<3 Annie

 

[Judyb]

Hey Annie, you didn't offend me with your political views, I just haven't been here. I have watched the debates (sort of). I don't much care for politicians....all I hear is blah, blah, blah. I rarely discuss politics either because it's really a good way to cause friction with people you like.

I will say I consider myself to be a liberal conservative.

I discovered I have muscles I didn't know about. We spent yesterday cutting, loading and stacking firewood. Much of the work was done on a hillside so it was off balance work most of the time. Today my body hurts. My inner thighs and butt are stiff along with the insides of my upper arms. Not the bicep or tricep area...in between those two muscles.

On the bright side we have a beautiful stack of firewood ready to keep us warm, which is a good thing cuz there is frost on the ground this morning.

 

[Lilyofthevalley]

Man, there's frost on the ground here too... I can't even walk outside without shoes on! I mean, I like the winter, but it's a shock to the system after such a lovely warm summer!

Hope your poor muscles have recovered!

Annie

 

[Judyb]

I gotta get my appetite under control. After eating huge quantities of fresh veggies all summer, I can't seem to stop shoveling food into my mouth.

Instead of my weight hovering between 151 and 154 it's hovering between 154 and 157.

 

[Lilyofthevalley]

ahh, suckage. Appetite used to rule my life, but then I just don't eat as much... but you were just eating all of those fresh veggies, I'm not sure what I'd do... bummer...

I hope everything sorts itself out for you! Sorry I have no thought-provoking remarks for you


<3Annie

 

[Judyb]

ahh, suckage. Appetite used to rule my life, but then I just don't eat as much... but you were just eating all of those fresh veggies, I'm not sure what I'd do... bummer...

I hope everything sorts itself out for you! Sorry I have no thought-provoking remarks for you


<3Annie

No need to be thought provoking...I just appreciate ya stopping by.

 

[Judyb]

After a very frustrating month of watching my weight creep up a bit every single day (10 pounds + in a month) it suddenly melted off and I'm back to hovering around 152-153. I'm wondering if the weight gain is related to menopause as I believe I'm going through it....

 

[sammyboy24]

Hey Judy

Glad to hear the weight melted off. I would think that maybe menopause would be the culprit if you think you are going through it. Hope you had a nice Christmas and New Year's this year!

-Sam

 

[Judyb]

Hey Judy

Glad to hear the weight melted off. I would think that maybe menopause would be the culprit if you think you are going through it. Hope you had a nice Christmas and New Year's this year!

-Sam

Hi Sam! Christmas day sucked. My expectations had a lot to do with it... Thanksgiving was so nice and everybody wanted to do the same menu again. I worried that expectations (for the food) would be too high, but I never expected it would be the people who would let me down.

All those people who begged me to cook the same diner again, showed up so late that dinner was overcooked by the time they got here. I was in tears and out walking in the forest by myself before they got here on Christmas day.

For what it's worth, they ain't my blood relatives that let me down... Maybe that makes it worse...it was those I've called family because of the heart that did that to me.

My grown son did give me a call on Christmas day and that certainly brightened my day until I got the others out of the house.

lol

 

[sammyboy24]

That's awful Judy. I'm sorry to hear that. Some people just don't appreciate the time and effort that others go to when preparing such a meal, and it seems kind of rude of them to ask you to cook all that and then they don't even have the courtesy to show up on time... If it makes any difference I would have been on time Hell, I probably would have been early At least you got to chat with your son on Christmas, I bet that was really nice considering what else happened.

Man, I'm sick of the snow already... Enough with the cold temperatures and ice! We had a hellluva snowstorm here on the night of Christmas Day... It was a blizzard by the time I left my dads... I then had to wake up the next morning and drive to work in it... My car got stuck in the driveway (which has never happened)... It's mostly all melted now (crazy unpredictable UT weather), so I guess we are just waiting until we dumped on again...

Take Care,
Sam

 

[Blancita]

Awwww Judy, I'm so sorry to hear you were disappointed by your "friends". Our guests also arrived very late and the dinner was overcooked and tasted like garbage. Ah well. Next year they wont be coming here..

Lucky lady that the 10 lbs slipped off again. Hope you're doing well .

C

 

[Judyb]

I just realized how incredibly self absorbed my last few posts were. All about me-me-me without ever asking after anybody else or how their holidays were.

I hope y'all will forgive me and thanks for stopping by my diary. I will try to be a better poster in the future.

 

[Blancita]

I just realized how incredibly self absorbed my last few posts were. All about me-me-me without ever asking after anybody else or how their holidays were.

I hope y'all will forgive me and thanks for stopping by my diary. I will try to be a better poster in the future.

JUDY!???!!!! Its your diary, you wish people well in their own diary. In YOUR diary you get to vent. And rightfully so, I felt so bad reading about how let down you felt. Hope the year is a great one for you .

 

[Judyb]

JUDY!???!!!! Its your diary, you wish people well in their own diary. In YOUR diary you get to vent. And rightfully so, I felt so bad reading about how let down you felt. Hope the year is a great one for you .

Thanks...but all I've done is whine without ever bothering to inquire into other people's lives. I can vent here but then I should take the time to stop by other people's diaries too.

My new year's resolution is to be better about acknowledging the special days in other people's lives (birthdays, anniversaries and such) but I think I need to amend my resolution to remember to inquire into the lives of my online buddies too.

 

[Blancita]

Thanks...but all I've done is whine without ever bothering to inquire into other people's lives. I can vent here but then I should take the time to stop by other people's diaries too.

My new year's resolution is to be better about acknowledging the special days in other people's lives (birthdays, anniversaries and such) but I think I need to amend my resolution to remember to inquire into the lives of my online buddies too.

LOL dont worry, you're nothing like that girl that was posting a while back who was extraordinarily self-absorbed . You know the one I'm talking about (yeah?)..