BansheeBabe's Diary!

BansheeBabe

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Alrighty... let's get crackin'! :hurray:

Ok, so, I've been doing this healthy lifestyle thing since Oct. 2008. Granted, it was really hard to even GET STARTED, but hey, for some people it takes time. Before that date, I ate out at Restaurants or Fast Food at least 4 times a week, with my husband, and didn't think there would be any repercussions to those actions. Needless to say, within the first 6 months of graduating high school (2004) I gained 45 pounds. I didn't really care because my family didn't say a word because they were all overweight and my husband was getting fat right along with me. I was silly to think by not working out or getting SOME exercise and still eating all those calories weren't going to do anyting made me look like a fool. :banghead:

Before Oct. 2008, I still played fast-pitch softball with my girls from high school (some that didn't play college and some that had finished playing) and so to me, that was my workout for the WEEK. I only had 1 game a week from Spring to Fall but in my eyes, that should be enough. Once again, I am such an idiot. Finally, I decided to watch my calories (1200-1500 a day) workout at least 1 hour a day (30 min. of cardio and 30 min of lifting weights) and only eat out once a month, as long as it was sushi or salad. I am happy to say that I have been doing this faithfully since then and have cheated a couple of times. It has been hard, but I know that I will be so much happier in the end.....

I am 5' 7"
I started out weighing 190... my highest was 198.
I currently weigh 174
I want to weigh 145

Now to yesterday.....

Well, my job is quite stressful: I do work in an office, but I'm a personal assistant and get busy and always tend to forget to eat, which I know, is a major key to weight loss. I had string cheese, yogurt and an apple for breakfast; soup, more string cheese and a peanut butter rice cake thing for lunch and a chicken quesadilla for dinner. I don't think I got enough water in but I try and make up for it at the gym so when I sweat, I know it's doing it magic!

The gym was pleasant as always and I pretty much feel like a gym rat. I see all the same people there and I love how it makes me feel. I love coming home and being completed exhausted so that I can get a good nights rest and not try and fall asleep by the t.v.

So a crazy side note: Because I didn't ever care about what I weighed when I was younger, I decided to get my medical records from way back when (2003) to see what I actually did weigh. My logic suggests that in high school, I was a normal size 6-8 and I was happy and didn't have a shady self image. Well, I got them and come to find out that my weight was 152 when I was 18! That makes me so happy because now I feel like I'm not far off what is comfortable to me and there actually may be a light at the end of the tunnel! Yesssss!! :party: Hallelujiah! Well of course, we will just have to see when I get there, and what my goals will be then.

I'll try to post some pictures so everyone can see what I am talking about....

AHH, that felt good.. :coolgleamA:
 
Blah...

Yay for me, I lost 1 pound last week! I'm down to 173... :cheers2:

Now for the crazy part about that....

So normally, what I was doing the first 3 months, is I would work out 6 days a week, for an hour and take Sunday off and that seemed to work up until January. So then I tried everything to switch up my routine or change my eating habits because I stopped losing weight all of the sudden. Needless to say, I went on vacation got back about two weeks ago, decided to only work out 4 days a week for an hour and take Friday, Saturday and Sunday off. Well so far, it has been working....

Friday I didn't work out but I got really sick around 6:00 PM (nauseous) for some reason and didn't eat that much...

Saturday I felt better, didn't work out and by the same time that day (6:00 PM) I got sick again! So, I pounded the Maalox and decided to go get salad and pizza with my husband..... I ended up feeling better and went bowling with some friends...

Sunday, I started getting chest pains, didn't work out and don't think I ate too much because I didn't feel too well..

The moral of my story is that my Friday, I actually went up to 176 and by Sunday, with not working out consistently, dropped down to 173 on Sunday morning when I weighed myself! This has happend before, but I mean come on! I don't freaking get it! I work my ass off and don't lose a freaking pound and then I don't work out and my body all of the sudden decides to drop it like its hot... ANY IDEAS?????

On one last note, this morning when I went to go weigh myself, to see if my weight loss wasn't a fluke, my scale read: "78.5". Ok, freaking donkey dick. I have to go buy a new scale now?? GRRR.....

Until tomorrow friends!

P.S. My weight loss may be actually stalled for a couple weeks because I'm having surgery on Wednesday... waited a long time for Boobs! Yay!
 
Even more Blah...

Yesterday wasn't very fun. I was so busy with work that I didn't even take a lunch break and I probably ate a total of 450 calories up until about five in the afternoon. How I managed to get through the day without that energy, is beyond me. I'm taking off work Wednesday-Friday of this week and I know he was just punishing me to get as much done as possible because my assistant that is covering me has only been with us since September of last year. She's great but not as consistent as I am...

I also have been experiencing allergies lately, which has given me a weird cough. So, after I consumed some much needed calories, I headed to the gym to get a good workout in (since I will be out of commission in that department for the next couple of weeks). I started out on the elliptical and within the first 15 minutes, I couldn't breathe without wanting to cough. UGH! So annoying! Needless to say, I only completed 30 minutes and went home. I felt so ashamed I couldn't get my iron in, since that is when I feel the most power in my workout. I am so much stronger than I used to be and my arms are getting huge... (pictures to follow to soon). I don't really mind being the muscular type, because that is what I am aiming for. I want someone to look at me and say, "Holy shit, that girl could kick my ass!". I think some women look better that way, just my opinion though, of course.

Well, I still have that nagging cough as I sit at my desk now, so I'm hoping to be able to get through tonight and then it's off to surgery tomorrow morning!

P.S. On a side note, I am getting so excited for Easter weekend, out here in Utah, my husband and I and some friends go down to our sand dunes, Little Sahara, and it is always packed because it is the opening weekend! We ride all day and night and I need to get going on cleaning my carbs and cleaning out my K&N's! I am so stoked! RRRRRRRRR!!!

Great quote of the day: "In life you don't get what you deserve, you get what you negotiate! NO, is just the beginning of the conversation."
 
I have never been in so much pain in my life...

Tuesday was an ok, day. I made it through work as usual but my allergies were killin me! By the time I got home all I wanted to do was pass out on the couch. Well, I decided to take it easy since on Wednesday I was going in for surgery and I didn't work out. I went an got my 4 prescriptions and went home and went to bed.

So, I've wanted a boob job for a long time, my whole life, and decided that now was the best time to do it. I'm right in between my weight loss goals, but I was going to get one anyway. This was just an extra perk and is something that will continue to push me along.

Let me just say, having major surgery and especially getting a boob job is very, very painful. Wow was I in for a major surprise. I actuallly can't workout for 2 weeks and that's just cardio and I can't lift weights for about 4-6 weeks. This honestly bums me out but I don't want to ruin the healing process and waste my money. I'm still going to eat claen and watch my calories and I actually can't eat that much because of all the loratab and valium I have to be on. Yesterday, I probably ate a total of 500 calories but was way too passed out to even think about it. Today, I haven't eaten that much either, but as we speak, I'm planning on having some eggs and toast.

I haven't weighed myself since Tuesday, which read 173, so with the implants, I don't know how much it added. Hopefully, not too much, be we shall see. Yeah and I'm and idiot, speaking of scales, I thought mine was broken earlier but for some reason I had it on kilograms and not pounds. Wow. Mental retard.

Anywho! I'm signing off for now but will keep updating this and my healing process... I know this isn't "Boob Job forum" but my ultimate goal is to lose weight, so why not track the changes I'm going through regardless?

Have a good day everyone!
 
Hey Woman!! :waving: Thanks for stopping by my diary. I figured id check yours out. How big of a bummer is it in the beginning before you meet peeps and you pretty much are writing to yourself! hehe. Anyways, congrats on the new rack!!! hehe. If you dont mind me asking how big did ya go? Anyways hope ur boobies feel better soon!

congrats on the weight loss so far!
 
Gettin better..

So last week sucked very bad. The day after surgery, I weighed in at 178. Not a pretty number. I knew that my implants had to weigh something and that they pump you fulll of fluids, but 5 pounds? Holy cow. :ack2:

The last 4 days, I haven't eaten hardly anything and I have seriously been sleeping 24/7. Today was my first day back at work and it has sucked so bad. My boobs are sore and on top of that, I still have a cold. I did weigh myself this morning and I am back down to 175 but we shall see where I am when I can actually start working out again and my boobs aren't swollen like watermelons.

I'm sick of complaining but I'm trying to stay positive and I'm eating well so I don't gain weight! I want to be a size 8 by summer! Can't wait to catch up on everyone else's diaries! :leaving:
 
I bet by next week you will be fit as a fiddle :) Congrats on staying healthy - that is definitely an achievment! I am sure that as the swelling goes out of your body from the surgery the weight will just melt off - keep us updated!
 
I am so ANXIOUS!!!

Ok, so I am getting so frustrated with not being able to workout!!! It is all I am thinking about! I am definately watching my calories but in this stage of the game, I can't lose pounds by cutting calories alone. I know I am at a weight where the extra effort is needed to really drop the pounds and hit it home. I love going to the gym and I am definately a gym rat! I love sweating, my heart pumping and knowing that every minute I workout, I am that much closer to my goal.

I have a follow up appointment to my surgery tomorrow and I'm going to ask him when he thinks it's safe to start working out again. Even if it's just riding those little sit down bikes where you just pump your feet... I DON'T CARE... I just want to get that adrenaline rush and listen to my Red Jumpsuit Apparatus or Coheed and Cambria and FEEL the pounds melt off!

On a little side note, I also can't wait for softball season to start!:hurray: Our first game is on the 29th of April and I am ready to TEAR it UP! Hitting is definately my game and I love powering through the ball! Defense is definately a huge factor as well, but I love hitting the ball in the sweet spot, watching it go into the hole where no one is there and slide into second base, if not third base... ahhhhh, I love softball! AND NO, I am not a lesbian!:rant: I know that was something weird to put in but gosh, what is with the correlation between softball and lesbians? I don't get it....

On a food side note, my favorite new snack is apples and peanut butter. YUM! I always wondered why my mom when I was younger would give me that for a snack and I was like, "Dude, where's the Doritos, this is B.S.". Wow. That was the start of it all, right there... :reddevil:

Well, off to go home and DO NOTHING.... maybe I'll slip in a little walk around the block and not say anything.... BwAHAHAHA... Until tomorrow!!!
 
Hey I put some pictures in my album so you guys can see my fatness, soon to be HOTNESS! AND, I need to post some actual weight loss comparison pictures too and the new boobies!!
 
Yay!

So, I had my doctor's appointment today, he took out my sutures and my incision is completely healed!!! :hurray: So that means that I can now wear any bra I want but even better......

I can work out on monday!!!!

Of course, I can only do soft cardio but hey, it's a freaking start! I mean, it's only a week and a half but I guess I did what I was supposed to for my body to heal correctly. I am so excited because while I was there, he told me my implants weigh about 2.5 to 3 pounds EACH, which explains why I know weigh 178. I'm going to keep my weight at 173 and go from there...

See my new boobie picture in my album and have a great weekenD!! Yippee!:coolgleamA:
 
whoo whoo nice rack gurrrrrl!!! hehehe


coming from the 34 B cup that i am lol.


I am sure you are totally pumped to work out!!!!! enjoy it but take it easy at first... im sure they are still sore???
 
I just read through your diary. HE HE HE, I read a girl's diary...

Anyway, sounds like you're doing really good. I played baseball for most of my life, so I know how fun it is to get out on the field. And, I also know that playing one single game can make you believe that you don't gave to work out for another month or so. Unfortunately, that's not true.

So, what position do you play? I was a catcher. Not like a CATCHER, as in a gay man's version of a catcher...not that there's anything wrong with that. Ooooh booooy...
 
HA - how ironic, new boobs make ya not be able to work out...LOL...Well ya know what I mean.I say them in your album:D

I thought I would drop by and say hey and thanx for droppin by my neck of the woods and for your kind words in my diary.Im finally over being sick and am in my normal supportive frame of mind HA!!!

:hug2:I look forward to getting to know you better:hug2:
 
Boy am I tired!

Last night was my first night going back to working out..... it totally kicked my ass. :ack2: I hated not being able to make it just on the stupid little sit down bike. Alas, I persevered and did 50 minutes but only managed to burn 300 calories. Gag me... :puke: I sat helplessly and watched my husband do vigorus exercise on the elliptical for 20 minutes and go lift weights for 30 minutes. I was so jealous because I love lifting weights, which I still can't do until the 18th of April. I am still eating pretty well, keeping my calories pretty low, around 1500 a day. I didn't gain any weight while recooperating but I didn't lose any either. I really just want to get back on that saddle and really hit it hard but I know it will take time. I think tonight I'll try the elliptical without using my arms or do the arc trainer, just so I can burn more calories. I still have a ways to go and I want to start losing sooner rather than later... June is coming really quick and I want to look great for summer! Actually, I'm going down to Havasu for Memorial Weekend to visit my sister and for mine and my husbands' anniversary, so I want to look really, really good!

Well I'm off to check everyone else's progress! :leaving:
 
i know! isnt it a bummer when you bust your butt on a machine and find out you didnt burn nearly as many calories as you THOUGHT you did? hehehe


gotta love it! hope you are enjoying your new tatas hehe
 
Thanks for checking out my journal and congrats on the new chest... I'm sooo jealous!! :) I know what you mean about feeling like you burned a million calories and then finding out that you only burned a few hundred calories. I've just stopped looking because I would always feel like I was waisting time and then the next day I would be like "why should I do that if I'm only going to burn X00 calories?" I know that that approach wouldn't work for everyone, but it's an idea... at least while you're recovering. Well, keep up the good work and best of luck to you!!
 
Turn it up, turn it up now!

Last night in the work out department was lot better than Monday's. I sucked it up and did the elliptical for 54 minutes at a level 5 but didn't use the arms because of my, ahem, recent surgery; however, I am pleased to report that I did burn 606 calories this time which put my calories out for yesterday at...... drum roll..... 1,641! If I keep those calories that way everyday, I should lose about a pound every 2 1/2 days... cross my fingers! Now, also, I weighed myself this morning and I'm down to 172! :cheers2:Hallelujiah! I just want to keep this wagon train a rollin'! Rollin', rollin', rollin', rawhide, yeeehaw!!

So, the plan for today for food is going to be:

Breakfast:
Fiber One cereal
Yogurt
Snack:
Apple and peanut butter
Lunch:
Chow mein bowl :drool5:
Snack:
yogurt
Dinner:
Have no idea yet, maybe eggs and turkey bacon again.

Well, today it is April 1st and it a freaking blizzard here! :cuss: I am so sick of the snow and honestly, where was all this snow back in February? I am so bugged because this weekend would have been the perfect weekend to go snowmobiling and can't go because of my, ahem, surgery. Oh well.... I want it to be spring so badly!

Until later duuuuuudes!
 
I LOOOVEEE Fiber1 cereal - I get the Caramel Delight :) Which one's do you like, I really need to expand my horizons!


I am eating the one with bran flakes and little vanilla cluster things.. I don't know the name of it, but it is so good and has a vanilla flavor to it! Try this one!
 
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