asgosnell18
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It's Saturday, February 27th, and I've decided to write my first page now because I feel as though I've lost all hope and confidence in myself. I know that it is only the first week of my diet, but I still feel as though I have failed horribly. It feels as though I'll never get down to a healthy weight. I don't even know what I look like at a healthy weight because I've been overweight my entire life. My weight has recently gotten worse and I felt as though it was the last straw and that I needed to take control of it. I needed to realize that food doesn't control me and that my lifestyle was completely unhealthy. I just barely stopped crying a couple of minutes ago over the fact that I don't believe that I'll be able to lose the weight. Months just sounds too long to wait, and I feel as though I haven't the will power to say no to food when I'm hungry. I don't know what I'm going to do anymore, I can't exercise because of the horrible weather outside and the fact that I live in one extremely crowded room barely large enough to sleep in. Please, if anyone is reading this, comment, because I desperately need advice, encouragement, and a friend.
