~Anna's weight loss story~

I didnt' make it as a cheerleader~ I never even got to try out b/c I was too late~ oh, well~ maybe next year~ as for school~ I'm out of school b/c it stressed me too much and my doctor got me to stay home for the rest of the school year and do anything not to stress so I dont' get chest pains~ ~__~...

I pigged out all week but for some reason I haven't gained anything~ and managed to maintain~ I'm loosing agn though~ now that I'm back to the gym~
Mom took me out to look at bikinis~ they've always got me all determined to loose weight~ since I've always been wanting to wear one~
allll my swimsuits are like... one-piece black things~ I hate black so much b/c of that~ all these skinny girls wearing colorful 2-pieces~ I envied them~

Mom says that when I get down to 149 she'll buy me a bikini~ not sure I'll be able to wear it by then~ I think I'm fat... or wide... I just dont' see some one who is skinny in my reflection~ but I tried on my old bathingsuit just now~ I guess the black color makes me look slimmer (which is why my bathingsuits have always been black)~ but tell me wut you all think?
 
I'm glad to hear things are getting better for you. You look great! I think you'd look fantastic in a two peice! I wish I looked that good in a swimsuit!
 
today is April the 12th, 2006

note that on this day~ I, Anna, have lost my 100th pound~ ^_________^

I'm 152 now~
so just 25-30 to go~!
 
It's bn so long since I've bn here~ Did I ever show you guys my prom pics?

That was a few months ago~ ^^;;; but I went on alot a/b prom and worked hard to look decent in my dress~ so i thought i should~ =P

I was at around 165 then~ I lost around 15 more after that~ But I've been stuck at 150-152 for so long now~ =( like a month or 2! garsh dernnit! >_<
 
First of all, you are beautiful :D Don't think otherwise!

Second of all, I love your art. Love love love. I added you to my DeviantArt watch list! You have such great line work, and shading! Some of those darker pictures are pretty neat too!
 
You look soooooooo awesome! Keep up the good work...you're doing great. I want to be just like you! I have 117 pounds to go! How long has it taken you?
 
~~thnx for the add on DA~ =D
Only~ I'm working hard on a manga right now~ so I don't think I'll be submitting anything too soon~ maybe I will -shrugs- =P

~~I've bn tryin to loose weight for a year and a half now~ I slacked off alot or it probibly would have taken less time to get this far~ =P
But good luck ridding of your 117lbs!!<3! =3 dont' slack off like I did~ ^__^;;; haha...
 
Excellent work!

Outstanding!

I have immense RESPECT for you.

I think heavier people who get thin deserve MUCH more respect then naturaly thin people who brag about it.

You are in the home stretch!! I can't wait to see before and after pics! I'm sure you look AWESOME right now!

-Nightporter-
 
Wow, just reading your story and all the replies......you truly have done an AWESOME job!!! And don't worry about the plateaus, we all hit them. I remember them all too well!!

You look fabulous in your prom dress!!!! Good luck on your continued weight loss!!!
 
ahhh~ welll~ things have bn going pretty... not good not bad~
I've bn maintaining my weight all month~ and all month before that~ not loosing... not gaining~ =( wah!

But thanks for all the replies, every1~ =)
I love you all~<3 ;D ~~u all rok~<3

I've been spending the night at friends houses alot~ and going out alot in the last month or so~ meaning~ I've had no time to concentrate on my dieting or exersice~

as much as it kills me to eat bad~ =__= how could i resist?... after my tummy cussin me out for not feeding it~ all i had access to was what the ppl i was staying with ate~

One family~ They are made up of abunch of skinny ppl! all toothpicks! the mother and every1 in the family must be the smallest size existant to man~ o_O... like a -1 or something~ lolz~ yet!!! what they eat!! is the most fattening things in the world!! and they eat alot!!! i counted up the fat grams in one of their meals and it came to... 30-50 fat grams!! I'm talkin bout stuff like... buttery biscuts, sausage, chewy bacon (need i go on and kill myself? =| ...)
I dont' understand why I'm cursed with the metabolism i have and have to watch ppl so skinny like that eat so much!! and not gain a pound!! whilest i eat a peanut and gain 20 pounds~

The other family was one of the larger families~ they wanted to diet and watch what they ate but had no determination to~ and the only food they had was very unhealthy also~ i tried to help em tho... but after spending 2 days with them i had to accept their food also~ since i'd rather be overweight than anerexic~

Then~ there is the family that forces me to eat by taking me out all the time(usually)~ pressures me and makes me feel bad if i don't~ TT____TT

They took me to this buffet~ and bought me a meal i didn't want (bc i already ate) I felt like~ they spent all that money on me~ might as well not be rude and accept their offer too~

I sound like I'm making a ton of excuses right? ~___~

But it's sooo freakin hard now! now that I'm home and away from all the bad foodlings~ I feel addicted to food agn~ I'm starting to crave it all the time~ it's all I can think a/b now!!!

it's like...

boyfriend: wanna watch a movie, hon?
me: you bet i do!! ((thinking: ....POPCORN!!!! O______O))

=.= I wanna get back on track so bad~ but we're going out agn for the day~ we have to drive out of town (takes us almost an hour to get there since we live in southern hickville, Alabama) so we plan on stayin in town all dayyy~~~ until my therapist appointment~

T___T I hope my determination stays with me and I'm not temped by my mom's offers to eat at that great resteraunt place that we always go to... or that bakery with the delicious cookies and desserts that has this creepy guy who checks me out..!! >__<

I can't wait to get my own place~ I'll never spend money on food! =P
I'd rather buy my J-pop/rock concerts that i watch all day~ that make me want to be a dancer~

dont you see? I'd be skinny if i lived on my own! O_O
with the not buying alot of food and the dancing~... lolz~ i joke =P

wah~ I'm talking alot~ sorry~ I just get sooo lonely!!! ... ~__~ :(
 
I just read through your whole story. You've done really great. Don't deny yourself everything just limit how much of it you eat and you should be fine. I mean 100 pounds! You've made it so far, I know you don't want to throw all that effort away!! You look great in your bikini. I wish you luck keep up the great work, you have a great body go have fun swimming. :p
 
my cousins just got a pool~ Soooo~ i went swimming in it with them~

thing is... there was a camera there~ Dx!!!

I have new pictures~ very recent~ from like... 2 days ago~

looking at them made me want to go on the same diet Nicole Richie is on~ ~____~


I mean, look! My bellybutton still does that frowny thing~ :'(
 
Time

Give it time, and keep on exercising. You are looking great!

If your bellybutton really makes you uncomfortable, get a really cute tankini type suit until that part firms up. But, really, you look awesome and you did it all yourself! You should be very proud of the strength of character it took to do something this big - something most adults cannot do. Nicole Richie looks ill, but you look healthy and teriffic!
 
Hey there girl

BUG HUGS and congrats to you sweetie that is awesome! Keep up what your doing. You have been through allot so start to enjoy your results.
 
You do look great! Don't ever think you need to look like nicole richie she is sickly not healthy. Just keep up the exercise. You lost 100 pounds your skin probably still needs to catch up. :p
 
I think your skin has sprung back really well, especially considering you have lost 100lbs!! You must definitely have youth on your side ;)
 
okkei~ so it's bn awhile since I've posted much of anything~

I slacked off agn~ I stopped working out for a week.. or 2... i dunno... ~__~

so i just recently started going back to the gym and working out at home and taking LONG walks~

I have no energy~ not nearly as much as i usually do~ Dx

these last 25 pounds are the hardest.. =__=

I dunno~ I guess getting my dress for the anime con kinda motivated me to loose weight agn~ it's so cute!!! n__n I'm happi I'm getting it finally~ =D
It's a gothic lolita kitten maid dress~
Every1 I've shown it to loved it too~ I'm most satisfied~ =3
I'm just waiting for it to come in the mail now~ wanted it to come by my birthday next week but I don't think it will~ since it's comming from China~

yesh~ that's right~ my birthday is July 31st~ I'm turning 16~ whoo~

this is gonna be the hardest thing ever~ =__= my bf says he's gonna make me this big, special cake (how can I not eat a piece of something big and special made for me? dernit! >_<)~ and my mom and dad's getting another cake b/c her 25th anniversary is the day after my bday~ all the cake and the icecream~ Dx !!! hope to GOD I can resist it~ =| since i just started working out agn~

oh, well~ good luck, me~ ^_^;;
 
Wow... I just read your story. You've done such an amazing job! Congratulations on your overall weightloss. You look so amazing!! You're so close to your goal!! Keep it up!
 
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