KasumiNeko
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over a year ago I seriously started getting concerned about my weight and did everything i could to work it off (I bought every single workout thing i could afford at the time O_O).
I was sick of the way the kids at school tortured me and I was sick of hating my body more than anything else (at times I'd put myself down more than any of the kids at school). The kids made fun of me and got me so down and depressed (my gym teacher even used my obesity as a bad example to the class saying that if they didnt' cooperate in class they'd end up with flab all over their bodies like me). I was too depressed to handle public school. I had to drop out from public school and my mom decided to homeschool me after that. After I was homeschooled I spent alot more time in my room with myself. I hated it even more.. it gave me time to think about how much i didn't like the body I was in and realize I wanted to do something about it~
I couldnt' afford a pass to the gym for a few months and had to deal with the things I could afford~ exercise balls, aerobics/yoga DVDs, my dad's weights, ect.~ Until I helped my mom save up for my 1st month at the gym~ every1 was very nice~ they gave mne a workout sched. and I tried my best to do it.
It was my 1st time on a tredmil! I had bought new workout shoes the day before b/c I didn't have any shoes that were suitable for working out in~ after 10 minutes on the tredmil the heels of my feet started burning from them rubbing up against my new shoes but I ignored it and continued running b/c i was so determined to loose weight~ after running for 30 minutes I couldn't run anymore and i had to stop~ I went into the bathroom and took off my shoes to see that my heel had been ripped open from my new shoes and I had gotten blood all over my new $80 shoes. There were blisters all over my toes and the balls of my feet.
I came home shortly after and got into the shower to find out that my inner thighs had shafed so badly that they started to burn to death from my shower~ along with my heels. The bottom of my feet were numb from all the blisters. I felt horrible~ and it was only the 1st day.nothing seemed to stop me~ I bought bandaids for my heels, new pants so my inner thighs wouldnt' rub, and popped all my blisters and went to the gym the next day regardless of how sore I was.
over time I started seeing results to the point were i would be loosing a pound a day! So I refused to stop working out and dieting.
After awhile I joined a step aerobics class. It was intense but fun~! and I think it really helped my weight loss. until I messed up my ankle in class~ it still hurts today when i walk on it too hard or put too much pressure on it.
I had one friend. She was the only friend I had at the time. She seemed to bring me down and compare her size 4/6 body to my size 22/24 body all the time.. she talked down to me and hurt me but she was the only person I had so I ignored it. soon enough it got me so down~ I started going to the gym less and staying in my room all day... soon enough~ I stopped going to the gym completely! I stopped loosing weight and I stopped caring. All I did was spend time in front of this computer 24/7.
Later on my friend had this boyfriend~ they didn't work out and he seemed to like me more~ so me and him started going out. Me and my friend are no longer friends anymore. me and my boyfriend both were sick of how mean she was to us.as of today me and him have been going out for one year now! =D
My boyfriend helped me get started on my weight loss once again after months of not caring~ I started going back to the gym and making endless efforts to loose weight like I used to~ I couldnt' loose it no matter what~ I was stuck at 200 pounds for almost 7 months. recently aerobics classes opened back up and I've started going again to that and yoga. Now I've lost another 20 pounds since I've gone back!
overall~ throughout everything I've typed about~ I've managed to get from a size 24 to a size 14. I've started loosing again and I plan to loose another 48 pounds! I'm more than half way done with my mission to have a healthy body I can be satisfied with! Next year I plan to go with my dreams and get back into public school so I can try out for cheerleading!
Also~ my boyfriend had asked me to the prom which is march 18th! =D!!! I want to loose another 10 pounds and fit into my prom dress better~!
just thought I would share my (so far) success story with you all~
over a year ago I seriously started getting concerned about my weight and did everything i could to work it off (I bought every single workout thing i could afford at the time O_O).
I was sick of the way the kids at school tortured me and I was sick of hating my body more than anything else (at times I'd put myself down more than any of the kids at school). The kids made fun of me and got me so down and depressed (my gym teacher even used my obesity as a bad example to the class saying that if they didnt' cooperate in class they'd end up with flab all over their bodies like me). I was too depressed to handle public school. I had to drop out from public school and my mom decided to homeschool me after that. After I was homeschooled I spent alot more time in my room with myself. I hated it even more.. it gave me time to think about how much i didn't like the body I was in and realize I wanted to do something about it~
I couldnt' afford a pass to the gym for a few months and had to deal with the things I could afford~ exercise balls, aerobics/yoga DVDs, my dad's weights, ect.~ Until I helped my mom save up for my 1st month at the gym~ every1 was very nice~ they gave mne a workout sched. and I tried my best to do it.
It was my 1st time on a tredmil! I had bought new workout shoes the day before b/c I didn't have any shoes that were suitable for working out in~ after 10 minutes on the tredmil the heels of my feet started burning from them rubbing up against my new shoes but I ignored it and continued running b/c i was so determined to loose weight~ after running for 30 minutes I couldn't run anymore and i had to stop~ I went into the bathroom and took off my shoes to see that my heel had been ripped open from my new shoes and I had gotten blood all over my new $80 shoes. There were blisters all over my toes and the balls of my feet.
I came home shortly after and got into the shower to find out that my inner thighs had shafed so badly that they started to burn to death from my shower~ along with my heels. The bottom of my feet were numb from all the blisters. I felt horrible~ and it was only the 1st day.nothing seemed to stop me~ I bought bandaids for my heels, new pants so my inner thighs wouldnt' rub, and popped all my blisters and went to the gym the next day regardless of how sore I was.
over time I started seeing results to the point were i would be loosing a pound a day! So I refused to stop working out and dieting.
After awhile I joined a step aerobics class. It was intense but fun~! and I think it really helped my weight loss. until I messed up my ankle in class~ it still hurts today when i walk on it too hard or put too much pressure on it.
I had one friend. She was the only friend I had at the time. She seemed to bring me down and compare her size 4/6 body to my size 22/24 body all the time.. she talked down to me and hurt me but she was the only person I had so I ignored it. soon enough it got me so down~ I started going to the gym less and staying in my room all day... soon enough~ I stopped going to the gym completely! I stopped loosing weight and I stopped caring. All I did was spend time in front of this computer 24/7.
Later on my friend had this boyfriend~ they didn't work out and he seemed to like me more~ so me and him started going out. Me and my friend are no longer friends anymore. me and my boyfriend both were sick of how mean she was to us.as of today me and him have been going out for one year now! =D
My boyfriend helped me get started on my weight loss once again after months of not caring~ I started going back to the gym and making endless efforts to loose weight like I used to~ I couldnt' loose it no matter what~ I was stuck at 200 pounds for almost 7 months. recently aerobics classes opened back up and I've started going again to that and yoga. Now I've lost another 20 pounds since I've gone back!
overall~ throughout everything I've typed about~ I've managed to get from a size 24 to a size 14. I've started loosing again and I plan to loose another 48 pounds! I'm more than half way done with my mission to have a healthy body I can be satisfied with! Next year I plan to go with my dreams and get back into public school so I can try out for cheerleading!
Also~ my boyfriend had asked me to the prom which is march 18th! =D!!! I want to loose another 10 pounds and fit into my prom dress better~!
just thought I would share my (so far) success story with you all~
