I have really been slacking here - not posting. But, note to self , do better at that. I have to remember that this is where all honesty is! I did get in a quick jog today. It seems to be getting a little easier. I was just noticing my weightloss. I still have 11 days before I hit my one month mark - of which I didn't have any goals, and I have already lost 7 pounds. I think that is pretty good, considering I can't cut out very many calories, and if I work out very much, I have to consume more calories to keep up my breastfeeding.I will be so excited to hit 220's. I seem to be stuck where I am I feel like. In my head I keep saying, if I can get under 230, then I'm actually acomplishing something. I don't know how I let myself get this heavy. I used to be a national gymnast, I swam in state competitions, and jogged an average of 5 miles a day when I got married. I was still 170, but at 5'8" I was in a size 6 comfortably and looked pretty good. I don't know how people the same height as me can be 120. I would look dead. But then again - reminder to self - no matter how much weight I loose I'm still a DD.Right now, I want to get down to my Christmas Goal. I really think I can do it. If I can stick to the November challenge I will only be left with one pound to get rid of between 30 NOv & 25 December! Need sleep now!