Angelice Hope <3

Hi Angelica, I've enjoyed reading lots of your diary today, very much indeed. Well done on those 10 pounds, many congrats to you --- you go girl!! :hurray:

I don't want to intrude too much about your stuff as I am so new here, but for what it's worth I'm sorry to hear about your feeling a bit hurt or neglected by your bf right now.....
I have to say I've had my fair share of men stuff and all I can say is that yes, men can sometimes be a teeny, tiny, bit insensitive, but not out of malice, but simply because they don't realise they are doing it and don't realise how sensitive we can be.

I know and can relate because I am super-super-hyper sensitive, in this respect. Thin skin is my middle name. Lol. :)

But hey, 5 months relationship is nothing to sniff at!-- certainly not (errr I can relate also to your short r.ship / friends with benefits comment haha), and really it's only to be expected that you guys will have ups and downs like this, in that amount of time. :hug2:

I remember what I read in that book 'Women are from Venus etc.' (forgot the rest of the title), which is that men need to go into their little 'cave' sometimes, to retreat and get their space. After which they are fine and dandy! Not sure if it's true or not, but it's something I've remind myself when I feel neglected by a guy in the past & it helps.

All the best to you and congrats again for the wonderful weight loss. Keep up the good work :) :)
 
ALTA - 0__o 4 children?! what a douchebag... is he originally from cali?! because i would believe you if you told me he was a hick from arkansas... :x oh my! i need to watch what i say... to be clear... lol... not all country people are bad^^ just the ignorant rascist hypocritical hicks who think they can insult whomever they please because they go to church every sunday... -_-" ... whoooh! anyways... thanks for sharing... that is such an awful story... but at least he decided show his rear before you left everyone in cali for his trashy A$$!
 
LUX - i was totally the same way before i met him... lol i think i love the chase and the initial part of the relationship where you think he is perfect... i usually get attached if he dumps me first though... -_-" silly billy! like suddenly i cant handle the guy not wanting me. D: even though i can hardly stand him lol xD
 
Ivette8uNOmore said:
you need to date a bunch of cocks...
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xDD ohhhh lordy!!! that totally just made my day... i giggled and even snorted a wee bit! tooo funny

lol i will look up that book now^^ im totally curious! maybe i do need to pull out the whips... im not sure when i handed over my control over the relationship... need to take it back >=D
 
SOPHIA- yeah i try to remember that he is a guy... this helps... we havent been fighting as much... since we decided we needed to respect each other's opinions...

haha the last fight was over my cleavage in pictures... >_< i got mad and told him its not my fault... im very voluptuous and i hate wearing t-shirts... low cut shirts are more comfy duh! he was like... only i should get to see your cleavage, i get sooo jealous thinking about all the other guys who get to see as well ... -_-" baby! he was like me showing cleavage is the same as him walking around with his paenus ( :3 ) hanging out 0___o i was like i dont even think soo... lol

bleh but yeah... we will be fine... if he just prioritize better lol!
 
gosh!!! all your amazingly sweet messages distracted me from what i set out to do! even though i totally wasnt in the mood and i am sooo sore... i did something awesome!

-5/5 miles finished
-flexibility finished
-weight training lower body finished

3 whole days of success!!! >=D

i had like 700 calories left for the day... and for dinner i had like ... shepherds pie... i have no idea how much i ate... but i am pretty sure that i am done eating for today... gosh its sad that it took me soo long to get motivated today... but i love how much better i feel after i am finished!!
 
First time in here and the first thing I see is a whole bunch of talk about cleavage, cocks, whips...

(pulls up seat) Time to sit down and watch the show...:lurk5:


I'll have to do some reading here...:leaving:

I'll be back when I see what this is all about...
 
Okay, I somehow missed out on the BF drama, and I am sorry to hear that you are having problems. I can't do long distant relationships. I lasted in one for two weeks, so I give you a round of applause for being able to last five months in one. It shows your dedication.

Guys are way different than us, so just keep that in mind. They don't think the same way we do. That is in no way meant to insult them, but most, not all, are very simple. Sometimes just knowing that you are theirs is good enough for them. And it's never enough for us! We want them to show it, express it. He'll come around.

As far as him comparing have his wiiiiiiiiiiiiii out to you showing a little cleavage, he's totally over doing it! No way can those to be comparable! Cleavage is meant to be shown. Penis' are not. Atleast not in public!
 
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First time in here and the first thing I see is a whole bunch of talk about cleavage, cocks, whips...

(pulls up seat) Time to sit down and watch the show...


I'll have to do some reading here...

I'll be back when I see what this is all about...
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That's high-larious!!!!! Welcome to the wonderfully interesting world of Angelica! She's fabulous.
 
I'm not sure if I regret jumping into this flow of estrogen that is floating all around me here... A lot of male negativity here....

LOL, J/K, yes as a member fo the male of the species.... I concur, we can be insensitive, we can be stubborn, we can also have a hard time seeing the forest for the trees...

But, the good ones work that out. We get it, we can be trained :D and some of us can do things like still be in love with our wives after being married for 21 years...


Oh yeah, btw, congrats on the 10 lbs, your doing great. you're beautiful to begin with so its all gonna be uphill from here!
 
OMG, I swear I'm dyslexic or something and I cannot focus on more than one story at once. Just found your message about him blocking you on msn. .. . .

Not even cool. Ignore him. I know it might be hard, but it would be your best bet. Don't answer calls, respond to text, email, fax's, etc you get the point! You have to show him that it's not effecting you much. Shit, I'm so scandalous that I'd put on pics so that he can see them (facebookk, myspace, etc) of me and a guy, EVEN if the pic was taken long before him (he doesn't have to know) and especially if you say he's the jealous type.

But honestly Ange, if he tried to apologize, think twice about forgiving him. If he's doing stupid crap like blocking you, he's probably not worth it. Find a nice guy who wants you more than you want him.

And chunk the duce to this one.
 
lol i tried to be good and stay PG ... but i think my diary... is on its way to being rated R ^_~ hehe i guess a diary says alot about the person who writes in it. =P

hello cabbie^^ nice to see you here =D hmm... usually i dont get into the whole boy bashing anti-cock thing... but lol girls will be girls hehehe xD lol i guess i need to train him like a puppy!

nicky!!! hey girl. lol he is a great guy... just needs to learn to show his emotion better... he texted me later and said "baby im soo sry T.T i need to start having mre angelica time. im sory and i dnt want to lose u. i love u soo much baby idk what id do w.o u T.T" totally sweet. i just wish he would say things like that even when im not upset.
 
lol... he claims he didnt block me... that its just because he logged off... but idk... sometimes msn is stupid like that...i will give him the benefit of the doubt... im not ready to throw away 5 months quite yet...
 
Holy shit, I certainly do get worked up when it comes to men pissing women off. I'm not this crazy feminest, I just like being in control.

Have had my boytoy wrapped around my finger for five years now. Love it.

YES! TRAIN HIM LIKE A PUPPY!

LMAO.
 
Alta818 said:
...It's so funny that you live in Arkansas....cause my bf (at the time)...we had been together 3 years...then he moved to Arkansas and we had a long distance relationship for about a year....we spoke EVERYDAY a million times a day...i missed him sooo much when he left....we were going to start this whole freaking life over there...(don't ask why there...I dunno)...lol...So one year into it...right...I applied to the University of Arkansas and I got accepted...i had plans to move there..and be happy...leave my family, friends, EVERYONE for him....then....2 weeks b4 I leave.....

..the FUCKER stops calling me....out of the blue....so it REALLY got me thinking....I called all around and nothing...FINALLY, I decide...FORGET THIS SHIT...I can't go there...I have to be stupid to leave everything for this dude who won't call me right b4 I'm gonna move my life....and YUP I didn't go...we broke up....and I was devastated for soooo long....

....believe it or not...we ended up speaking last January....and I finally figured the whole reason as to why he didn't call me and why we didn't speak (took years after like 4 later) to find out the truth....BUT THE TRUTH WAS HE WAS SLEEPING WITH HIS EX BABIES MOM while we were talking and he got her PREGNANT again, in the midst of when I was going to move down there....and YUP how the hell was he gonna tell me that....SO HE DIDN'T CALL...and the sad part is.....that he WAS CRYING TO ME TELLING ME ALL THE MISTAKES he made...and how he STILL :eek: wished things could be different....

...SORRRRRRRY.....not with 4 kids now....LMAO!!!! PSHHHHHHHH!! Get on.....LOL!!!

(you just reminded me of this....SORRY to ramble)!!!
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OMG ALTA! how dramatical! (i know it's not a real word.) it's crazy the things we do when we care about someone! when i was wiht my boyfriend, i would do things that when i look back on now, i'm liwk UHH WHY DID I do that? whyy did i even considerr that? being in love, like, lust, whatever, makes all of us think differently than we would usually. sometimes we have to step out of our own shoes and look at it from a different prospective. mm anyway im glad youre not wirh him anymore.. do u really want 4 random kids at your age? oops, i mean FIVE kids, considering he wasnt adult enough to tell you. hmph!! hah mannnn im so angry today. all this angerr


GRRRRRRR
 
lol... yeah im not a crazy feminist either... i think its just women in large groups = crazy!
i was totally in control... im not quite sure when it changed xD
 
DRAMATICAL!

That's so funny! I love you and your made up words.

Yep, I think it's getting a little too kerrrazzzy in here.


I like it.
 
ANGE - sorrry-- your journal is just all over the place bc so many people are posting. i totally had not seen the post about your bf until now. i AM SOOO SORRY you're going through this! i know that as a girl, we sometimes over analyze and take things personally. sometimes we're right in doing so, and sometimes we're not. i hope for your sake that this time you're just over analyzing what is going on. maybe he just has a lot going on right now. ask him whats up before you assume that he's lost interest.

i knowww it's so hard to have a long distance relationship but it can work - u obviously already know that since youve been with him for a while. i hope it works out for you! :) HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG!

mm ok so i have my own story for you -- not as crazy as alta's though. haha. she might top the story of craziness. when i was still in HS, i was dating a guy who was 20. i was barely 16. first of all, that's inSANE> i hope your bf is at least close to your age. i thought i loved him and i thought he cared about me. he lived asbout 1.5 hours away (i thought this was long distance. hahh) so he woiuld always drive to come see me. but hten i always felt that he was hiding something/. or he'd be disinterested in things i had to say. like.. he was never fully there. so anyway i found out that hes dating a million other girls. OK ACTUALLY--- now that i think about it, i feel like this is the reoccurring theme in my life. almost everyyy guy i date has the bad habit of dating other women> AHH! men. dogs. dogs. but my pointttt isss -- i think we, as women, put up with a lot from our guys. sometimes it's wroth it - sometimes it's not. definitely a learning experience though. okkk im done being angry



feel better hun! <3333
 
whoooh today was crazy >_<

graham cracker - 65 calories
chilis taco salad thingie and volcano cake - 1600 calories >_<

i over did for calories.. and my mom forced me to split the cake with her... -_-" on the bright note... we went mall walking... and took stairs instead of escalators... soo that eased a little of my guilt... she also gave me full control of the food...

she was looking at joining jenny craig or nutrisystem today... and i was like dont do that i can plan meals for alot cheaper... and it will be less processed =D

soo she bought me a food scale.. and a juicer today ^^ soo im really happy... but i have a bit of a headache D:
 
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