Thanks everybody for stopping by. Your kind words of encouragement mean so much.
I feel pretty good about this. Not that I won't mess up. I know I will because every once in awhile it just happens. It really is a lifestyle change. Learning to eat healthy. To make good food choices. I am trying to learn that I don't have to eat it all now. I keep telling myself that I can have more later or at a different time. I think I was kind of in the mentality of if I don't have it now I won't ever be able to have it. That's a tough one to get past. It's so difficult to give up food that you like and enjoy. We all know that one. So many family traditions and celebrations are food related. In my family to celebrate it was always a special dinner or dessert. The key is moderation. I'm trying to learn that one. That is what has been the hardest for me. I limit certain things because I know my willpower only goes so far. Once I start I may not stop! I try to make lower fat, less calorie choices of things that I want so I don't feel deprived. So far so good. Tonight at dinner we had steaks. I ate a very small portion from my husband's steak. I showed great restraint. He didn't finish his. In the past I would have finished it off. I love steak. But, I didn't. I was proud of myself for not giving into temptation. I wasn't hungry so I didn't eat it. But, in the past that wouldn't have stopped me. I feel like I have made some progress. I also must remember that I didn't gain weight overnight. It will take time to lose it. Patience.