Denial. How easy it is to be in denial. Not so easy once you get back on the scale. In about a year and a half I have managed to gain back all but 20 pounds of the weight that I had worked so hard to lose. I educated myself and thought I would never be back in this situation. My only excuse is that I forgot to be mindful of me. I became a first year teacher and I completely forgot to put myself first. Also, I became LAZY!
I joined this sight a few years ago, but never really posted. So I've started over with a new name and all (old name was very reveiling about who I was...don't really need a student or parent hunting me down on the internet.
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Anyways, this will be a log and a reminder for me to look back in the next few years when I'm back where I want to be to never forget to take care of myself.
STATS:
Height: 5'8"
SW: 222
CW: 220
GW: 160
My first goal for myself is to be between 180-190 by the end of August when school begins again.
So far I've been back at this for about a week and I'm finding my groove again.
Calories in: 1350
Gym time: 800
1hr eliptical, 17 min treamill: 1mi (
smash: I remember when I could run a 5K on the treadmill and would only stop because it got boring, now I'm back to walking...that is a long term goal to get back to running/jogging))
I joined this sight a few years ago, but never really posted. So I've started over with a new name and all (old name was very reveiling about who I was...don't really need a student or parent hunting me down on the internet.
)Anyways, this will be a log and a reminder for me to look back in the next few years when I'm back where I want to be to never forget to take care of myself.
STATS:
Height: 5'8"
SW: 222
CW: 220
GW: 160
My first goal for myself is to be between 180-190 by the end of August when school begins again.
So far I've been back at this for about a week and I'm finding my groove again.
Calories in: 1350
Gym time: 800
1hr eliptical, 17 min treamill: 1mi (
Welcome back! You know you can do it! Try not to beat yourself up over gaining. Today is a new day, and you are on the right path.
I've done this all before and I know my weight changes throughout the day and it's all good. BUT, honestly my weight should not change from 216 to 218 to 220 to 219 all in a two minute span. Either it's broken or I gain and lose weight at light speed. Maybe it's time to get a new scale.
YAY!! Only 5 days of school left. I'm done, the kids are done. I'll miss most of them. This year has been stress, I'm glad it's almost over and I can refocus and be better for next year.