A new me!

rimay2k

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Sometimes it takes something big in your life to happen to make change. I guess its my turn again. Terrible breakup!I feel ripped apart and I know I can do so much better than sit and wait for my phone to illuminate with a call or text from him. Tried its been exactly one week now. TIme to move on!

I have been dealing with losing and gaining weight since my late 20's now at 32 I am trying to go at this again. I started great this summer until i had to switch my work site and stopped going to the gym almost everyday to never. I know drastic but my work hours changed to like 3 am to 4 pm. By the time I got off i was pooped. Even when i got off earlier i was too tired. I was not to tired to eat though. I ate all day because the job was boring and exposed me to wonderful pastries and resturants.

I do not know how much weight i have gain but I know I need to get back into shape. I have the most cellulite ever. Got it about 2 years now. I know my body does not need this much stress on it with the added weight. It makes me feel lazy. I want to get this ball moving but I keep making excuses.

I wrote a plan out for myself which usually helps me to get on track. Avoiding fast food for 1 months is one that I am passionate about. As well as candy, cakes, chocolate and diet sodas. I want my diet to be as clean as possible.

I want to get back into running but i know with the winter approaching the likeliness of that happen will not happen until spring out doors that is. I will try to love the treadmill this winter. I am using all the anger and pain inside from this break up to fuel me. I know I deserve better. I figure a more positive and fit me will make ME happy! It also will not hurt to see him in the future and have his jaw drop!

I need to avoid social interactions around food: Known to be my downfall whenever starting something new, diet and fitness wise. I am suppose to attend a octoberfest party on Wednesday I am sure I will make this work because I have work on Thursday. Now that I have written this I feel more locked into this plan.
 
I need to avoid social interactions around food: Known to be my downfall whenever starting something new, diet and fitness wise. I am suppose to attend a octoberfest party on Wednesday I am sure I will make this work because I have work on Thursday. Now that I have written this I feel more locked into this plan.


Girl i know exactly how you feel, i have to not attend some events with friends because i know i will eat everything and anything:) Goodluck on your mission to lose weight! You can totally do this!:)
 
Thanks for the motivation Irishprincess!!

Today was a good Day I went the gym ran about 32 minutes.

It think turned around and went walking for about an hour.

I am still having appetite issues not hungry which is not normal for me so I am embracing it.

I ate a fish stirfry made at home prepared with fresh fish and veggies. It was good and filling!
 
Went to the gym after work. Ran and walked for about 55 minutes. I challenged myself when i was running and I think I need to push myself to the limit more often if I want to see improvements. I did great with eating. I know i was suppose to eliminate sugar but i saw some fruit chews that were 80 calories in a bag so i bought a box and will keep them in my trunk and use them as a reward when i do really well at the gym!Need to focus on my water intake tomorrow!
 
So my mother in law died today and I feel horrible. We were not extras close but I appreciated having her since my mom is a large ocean away. She had been battling cancer since 2009. I feel like life really is to short and I want to be around for my kids and feel the best I can while I am in good health. I thought I would not be that emotional but I really am.

I am still trying to stay on track. I am noticing my body looking slimmer in the mirror so thats a plus. I took a pt test with my reserve unit and knowed almost 1 minute and a half off my run!!!I felt like i did not push myself and did well imagine what it will be like when I do.
 
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