A new me

iluvgymnastics

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I've decided I needed a new journal. One with not so many negative thoughts, and more concrete evidence as to what is happening with my weight loss journey. I am going to post my daily diet and daily exercise every night, and my daily weight every morning. That way I can see what works and what doesn't, and if I am on the right track. In addition, I will include my feelings on how I did for the day so that I can track whether I am happy in my pursuits or not. I think this is important because I often feel bad about myself for stupid, tiny slipups, and I would like to change that. My ultimate goal is 125 pounds, but more than that I want to be toned. And most of all I want to feel confident in how I look, and feel comfortable in whatever I choose to wear, including a bikini. I want to make a lifestyle change, which means slower weight loss than I have been expecting in the past. I am not going to make any mini goals, because putting a timeframe on it is too stressful. I want to be happy as long as I see a downward trend, however slow it is. I think thats all for now. I'll be back tomorrow morning to record my weight.
 
Since the scale can be extremely varied -I'd alsostrongly suggest thatyou give yourself a starting set of measurments... that will be a much better indicator of how you're doing...

good luck to you
 
modernwilla- yup, procrastination. It's horrible. I do it with everything. As far as weight loss goes, once I get going I'm pretty good for a while, but its going so slow, and I get so discouraged when I don't meet goals, I decided it was better to just let it happen at its own pace

maleficent- thanks for the advice. I'll do that tomorrow morning. I'd still like to use the scale too. It seems to keep me on track. I'll measure every week though, as well.

today:
exercise:
cardio:burned 410 calories- 10 minutes running at 6.4, 10 minutes running at 6.6 and 25 minutes walking
strength: gymnastics ( I think this counts, its really hard)
food:
7:30- cereal (300 calories)
12:00- tuna sandwich (500 calories), carrots (70 calories), pretzels (300 calories), cereal (300 calories), 2 ice cream sandwiches (200 calories)
6:00- yogurt (100 calories), banana (100 calories)
TOTAL: 1870

Thoughts: did well with exercise. I like that I can run for longer than I used to be able to. Diet wasn't so good. I don't know why I always eat so much at lunch time. I decided I need some kind of structure so I bought a box of slim fast. I'm excited so I think I'll stick with it.

goals for tomorrow: Follow the slim fast diet plan.
 
today:
exercise: 495 calories burned, 21 minutes running, 45 minutes walking plus gymnastics!

food:
7:30- slim fast (200 calories)
12:00- slim fast (200 calories)
1:00- apple (100 calories)
4:00- soup, carrots, cheese (400 calories)
10:15- half peanut butter and jelly sandwich (300 calories), 2 ice cream sandwiches (200 calories)
TOTAL: 1400

Thoughts: I feel really good about how today went. The slim fast doesn't keep me full for 4 hours like it says it will, but almost. I like that I can have a large dinner, and not worry about going over on my calories. I need to add more snacks I think.

Goals for tomorrow: No unnatural sugar
 
Exercise: 365 calories burned- 20 minutes running, 20 minutes walking
Food:
7:30- slim fast (200), half peanut butter and jelly(200)
12:00- slim fast (200), cheese (200), ice cream (200), popsicles (120), 2 pieces toast with butter (350)
3:00- apple (100)
8:00- carrots (80)
Total: 1650
 
Exercise: none
Food:
breakfast- 5 grain hot cereal with blueberries and milk (250), whole milk yogurt (250)
snack- luna bar (200)
lunch- tuna sandwich (350)
snack- strawberries (100)
dinner- salad with ham, turkey, egg, and cheese, and dressing (350), apple (100)
snack- pickles (0), yogurt (100)
Total: 1700

Thoughts: My mom is here visiting so I knew I wasn't going to get any exercise in. Food was okay. good choices I think, but too much. If anyone wants to comment on how my diet has been I would love to get feedback.
 
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thanks modernwilla!

But I was 139.5 this morning.
Yesterday: no exercise, but that will start again today. About 1600 calories, I think. I will start counting better tomorrow, because I'll be back trying the slim fast for the rest of the week.

Goal for tomorrow: To to the gym twice and stick to slim fast diet.
 
How much weight do you want to lose? 12 to 15 pounds

What is the timeframe for reaching your target weight? I'd really like to be there by the end of May/beginning of June, but it keeps getting pushed back when I don't meet it.

How do you want to accomplish your goal (what methods do you want to use)? I'm doing pretty well with exercise. I'd like to eat only 3 meals a day- its the snacks that do me in. I'd like to find a way to keep exercising over break (in 3 weeks for 3 weeks) as well.

Who or what can support you in reaching your goal?
This forum. Unfortunately, thats about it. My boyfriend is as supportive as he can be, but he's 6 hours away. I want to look good for him though, so he's pretty good motivation without even saying anything.

How realistic is your goal?
It is realistic, I think. That gives me two months. Thats almost 2 pounds a week.

When will you start? I started a while ago. Maybe 5 months ago. I've done well for the most part, other than gaining back a lot of the weight I had gained over break.

What is your current height and weight? 5'5.5", 139 pounds

If you were at an ideal weight now, what would that weight be? 125 pounds

At what weight would you like to be at four months from now?
I'd like to be at my goal, 125 pounds

Why do you want to lose weight? Mostly to feel comfortable with how I look and what I'm wearing. But also to be in better shape so I can do more physically, to be an example to my patients once I'm a doctor, and to have others think I look good (shallow, I know).

Do you want to lose weight for a specific life event such as wedding or reunion? If so, when is that event? Not anything specific, but I'd like to feel comfortable in a bikini at the beach this summer

What obstacles could get between you and your weight loss goals? Break from school. I don't really exercise that much, and go out to eat a lot more. but I'm going to try hard this time.

Why do you think that you now have a weight problem? Thats easy. Because I can see the rolls, and pinch the fat at many places on my body.

What lifestyle changes do you think would help you lose weight?
Most importantly I need to develop a good eating plan. Exercise and being active come really easily to me so that shouldn't be as hard as good eating habits.

Have you lost weight in the past?
If so, what has worked in the past to help you lose weight? Yes, It's always been through deprivation and A LOT of exercise. The weight would come off really quickly, but I've always gained it back.

Why do you believe that you did not lose weight or you gained the weight back? Because I didn't have a plan that I could stick to once I lost the weight.
What, if anything, has not worked for you in the past in helping you to lose weight? Why do you think it did not work? I think I've done pretty well in knowing how to lose weight, just not in keeping it off.

Would you try writing down all food and drink consumed for a given period of time? Yup, I do, here on the forum.

Do you cook at home often? If so, what do you cook? Nope, because I live in a dorm room. But I'm moving into an apartment in May, and I can't wait to start cooking.

How often do you go out to eat? Where do you go? Yes, when I'm with my boyfriend. Breakfast is our favorite, but sometimes we do lunch or sushi for dinner.

What are your three favorite foods?
Fruit salad, whole milk yogurt, lasagna

What are your three favorite restaurants?
The city room (for breakfast), San Francisco Kitchen (for sushi), Del Rossi's (amazing Italian)

If you woke up tomorrow and your body was exactly the way you want it, what would be different? I would be able to see my abs and deltoids, my two favorite muscles.

Do you eat when you are not hungry?
Yes, all the time. *Sigh* I know I shouldn't

Do you binge eat (large amounts at a time)?
Yup, unfortunately.

Do you hide your food or eat in secret?
Yup. My roommates think I barely ever eat because I don't do it when they're around or I take it to my room.

Do you eat when you are sad, nervous, or depressed?
No, not usually.

Do you eat as a reward? Sometimes, but usually only when its a planned reward.

Do you eat while watching TV or using the computer?
Yup

What do you normally eat for a meal?
Breakfast is cereal or oatmeal with fruit and/or yogurt or a bagel or piece of toast or a smoothie. Lunch and dinner are a sandwich, soup, or salad or some combination of those.

What type of snacks do you eat?
Anything I decide I want. It really varies.

In terms of exercise, what, if anything, are you currently doing?
walking/running on the treadmill most days, a little bit of conditioning, gymnastics twice a week

What is your daily/weekly/monthly/yearly motivation to move towards your goals? To see changes in my body so I know I'm moving toward my goal.

Do you have rewards for certain goals? Yup, definitely. I couldn't do it without them. Small ones for doing my daily exercise and eating plan, bigger ones for mini weight goals.
 
136 this morning! Yay!
Notes:
I already got a workout in this morning, too. I feel so good and energetic. I've actually gotten almost enough sleep the past couple nights, which is really unusual for me, so thats probably why.

I rewrote my eating, exercise plans, and weight goals with rewards for each. Maybe its not good to reward myself that much for such little things, but for now its what keeps me on track. So far so good. I already earned a pedicure from yesterday! Today I'm going for new makeup! It's very exciting.

I'll be back to write about how today went later. :)
 
Today:
Exercise- I went to the gym twice! 1st time: run/walk for 45 minutes (400 calories burned), 2nd time: run/walk for 40 minutes (350 calories burned)-- 750 TOTAL!!!
Food:
7:45- banana (100 calories)
9:30- slim fast (200 calories)
12:00- cheese, avacado and orange pepper slices, carrots (200 calories), 2 popsicles (120 calories)
1:30- slim fast (200 calories)
5:00- tofu teryaki with broccoli (300 calories), toast with butter (200 calories), 2 popsicles (120 calories), avacado slices (200 calories)
9:00- apple (100 calories)
TOTAL: 1740 calories

Thoughts: too many calories. Didn't stick to the eating plan. I'm wasting a lot of money buying that slim fast if I don't use it right. It's supposed to replace two meals with one real meal and two small snacks allowed. I'm going to make sure I do that tomorrow so I don't waste money. I did a lot at the gym and it felt really good so I don't think I'll gain any weight from today, but I probably won't lose any either.

Goal for tomorrow: I'm making it easy because I need to feel good about doing this... Work hard at gymnastics tomorrow.
 
Hi!
I cant help but wonder how you're calculating the details of how many calories a specific food has?
Are you using FitDay or TheDailyPlate (or some other similar database)?

It just seemed to me there may be some inconsistencies in your estimation of how many calories a specific food has.

Another thought i had for you, Try eating MORE often in order to avoid over-eating at a specific meal.
I found that in order to maintain my daily intake of 1720 NET calories, i have to eat about 5 times a day... 300-400 calorie breakfast (7am), 200 calorie snack (10am), 400-500 calorie lunch (12pm), 200 calorie snack (3pm), 200 calorie snack (5pm), negative 400-500 calories Exercise (5:30-6:30), 400-500 calorie dinner (7pm).

At each "meal" I find it a lot more effective to ward off the hungeries between meals if i drink about 10oz of water before i start eating then 10-20oz after eating... fills me up and makes my stomach think the food had more substance..

It works for me, but you'll have to find your own snack-size and meal-size and exercise expenditure's.

Good luck!
 
JonnyG, thank you so much for the advice. I'll definitely try eating more often. It's hard because I'm in class for 4 hours in the morning and 4 hours in the afternoon, but we do get a break so I can bring something with me. I could just do fruit or something. I'll try it and see what works. As for calculating calories, I used fitday until I got an idea of what certain foods were worth, but now I'm mostly just guessing. Usually rounding up. I should probably go back to using it so I'm more accurate. I'll do that today. Good luck to you too!

I was too tired to post last night, but I did achieve my goal of working hard at gymnastics last night. I usually do though, so it wasn't hard, but that was the point.

I was 134.5 this morning. I don't know why its dropping so quickly all of a sudden, but I'm not complaining. I'm past the half-way mark now. Yay!

Goal for today: Record all foods eaten at fitday.com. So far so good!
 
Exercise: run/walk on treadmill, 10 minutes on bike (410 calories burned), gymnastics (not a great workout tonight)

Food: According to fitday.com
7:30- slim fast (190)
9:30- pear (123 calories), 3 pickles (16)
11:30- half a piece of spinach lasagna (147), chicken salad (209)
3:15- carrots (38), chicken noodle soup (150)
5:00- ice cream bar (100)
5:45- lasagna (295), tofu (52)
9:45- 3 pickles (16)
10:30- granola (285), milk (150)
Total: 1825, 41% fat, 41% carbs, 19% protein

Thoughts: As suggested by JonnyG, I tried eating more often. The morning went great. I wasn't hungry at all. I didn't get hungry until 3:15 when I had the soup and carrots. Probably shouldn't have had the ice cream. Then I was hungry when I got back from gymnastics. I thought pickles would be enough, but then I had the granola. I should bring something in the car for before and after so I don't get so hungry afterwards. I don't know how the fat percentage is so high. How do I cut fat out of my diet?

Goals for tomorrow: lower fat percentage
 
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