A new me! (hopefully, with some help)

Ah sweetness you'll feel back to your normal self in no time, just use this time to really rest and recover. When you're better you'll be rested and smashing out runs again in no time!!


Lol had a few moments like you looking in the cookie jar today- I wasn't hungry, I just kept walking to the kitchen to look at the food in the fridge and pantry and then walking back to my room... Ended up leaving the house to do something because I was doing my head in!!! Good on you for not eating any cookies (I didn't eat anything either! Go us)
 
you are great for not getting on the scales every day.It is so hard i know but it is for the best , you know how bad you can get if you see something you not expecting.So really its better like this.Once a week and the results are just that,what you get.

Sorry you still arent feeling well, hope you feel better today and get your run in.

Kisses and hugs!
 
ADAY 168

Breakfast: 50g porridge (180 cals)
Lunch: 97 cal crisps, granola bar, 2 kiwi's and a yoghurt (406 cals)
Dinner: Small bowl of spag (466 cals)
Snacks: Ryvita, bag of snackajacks and a banana (250 cals)
Total calories = 1302

Exercise: 30 min run :)

Had a nice day today :) Felt much better too. Woke up this morning knowing that after today at work i have a 4 day weekend :)
I went for a run today and it felt awesome...Loved it......missed it so much. I know i shouldn't but i am gonna try and get one in tomorrow too :)
I had a sneaky weigh at the gym :eek: and was pleasantly suprised with what it said :) I am a little bit optomistic about a loss for sunday.
If i lose 1lb i will have reached 50lb loss!!!!
If i lose 2lb i will have lost 3 and a half stone!!!!!
I wont but if i lose 4lb i will have reached my target!!!!!!!!!!!

Mark was hassling me yesterday about giving up smoking and i agreed to give up when i have reached 10 stone something and have been there for a month!!!! Really scary!!!

Cate Sorry cupcake, i failed and weighed :( I couldn't help it lol my legs walked me to them without any control from my brain!!

Lucy What is it with woman having to look in the cookie jar or fridge or cupboards?!?! Why do we do it to ourselves? I supose it does make us feel good when we dont eat it but on the other hand we feel shit for even going in there.

Jess Oh, i failed you too with weighing today :( Luckly it was better than i expected so it gave me a little lift.

Thanks for your love and care. I do feel so much better and having a really long weekend making christmas cookies and sweets for presents will be lovely. Love and hugs Xxx
 
Kate- when you reach your target I will do a silly little dance in your honour!! Go Kate!!!! So glad you're feeling much better. It is awesome what you are doing with your life. Listen to Mark sweetie as he obviously loves you, but know that it's your body, your future & it's in your hands. You have come such a long way & I'm sure that you are also capable of giving up smokes. I know that when I gave up it wasn't because other people, especially my LH, were nagging me, even if he did have my best interests at heart. I gave up mostly for our kids' sake. It was when I decided that I would, not before. If you want to give up, you will. You have made so many wonderful lifestyle choices & this will be just another one when you're mentally ready. I just want to say to you that you have proved to yourself & to all of us that you are capable of almost anything you set your mind to do. Sending you lots of love sweetie, xoxo Cate
 
ADAY 169

Breakfast: 50g porridge (180 cals)
Lunch: Ham, lettuce and coleslaw granary sandwich & monster munch crisps (326 cals)
Dinner: Small bowl of spag (466 cals)
Snacks: mini babybel cheese, 2 kiwi's & granola bar (288 cals)
Total calories = 1260

Exercise: Rest day.

Do you remember me saying that i had bought a pair of size 12 jeans that fitted but i bulged out of the top of them (i was gonna take a photo of them like that but forgot to) i tried them on this morning and.......they fit perfectly!! :hurray: :hurray: :hurray: I felt proper slim today :) I really have to keep reminding myself 'i'm a 12, i'm a 12!!!'
Then went to have my nails done....They are bright red with sparkles!! Love them!! Feel proper christmasy :santa:
I finished all the wrapping today and sorted the jars of jams and chutneys for everyone and made mince pies. Just got the sweets to make now. When we make our mince pies for christmas we usually eat at least 2 each when they are cooked but today i just had a bite to taste them and Mark had the rest of it! How good is that, they are yummy too.

I was a good girl and didn't go for a run today :) I am going to do a 5 mile run in the morning with Jane, i've put a whole load of new music for us to listen to on my phone.

I am really scared and excited about my weigh in tomorrow. Part of me doesn't mind if i don't lose cos i know it gets really hard the less you have to lose and i do feel slimmer this week but i would be so so chuffed if i lost.

Cate You will do a silly dance! Can you imagine how clappy, excited jumpy and squealy i will be when i get there. Wouldn't it be great if i actually manage to get there by my weigh in next sunday cos that is christmas day!!!!! I am so excited, i can't think about it :)
I did give up smoking a few years ago cos Jack asked me to but stupidly started smoking when i went out etc and before i knew it i was smoking all the time again, i don't smoke much, about 5-8 roll ups a day but yeah i know, it's still smoking. I hate that i smoke so i hope that i won't struggle to give up but to me at the moment weight loss is the priority. Thank you so much for believing that i am capable of doing it, i supose i am when i think about what i have done in the last 6 months :)

I am so blown away with the love help and support you guys have all given me. This is the first time ever i have managed to lose enough weight to be 'normal' Thank you so so much from the bottom of my heart.....Love you Xxx
 
I will, I promise! :hurray::jump::willy_nilly::beerchug: How's that for silly? That's the best I could do with our smileys. I will do a can-can burlesque style celebratory dance, with waving arms or maybe even a belly dance, because that's one especially for women! I'm in Xmas mode too now sweetie. Isn't it great. Let's try hanging on to this feeling for the whole year:santa:

Look at you fitting into your size 12's. Look at you feeling "normal!" That's what most of us want & you've got it my sweet friend. Much love, xoxo Cate
 
AMorning all

I lost 1lb! I'm cool with that :) Soooooooo......I have reached a 50lb loss :hurray: :hurray: :hurray: :hurray:

And, you know i said if i lost 2lb then i would have reached 3 and a half stone.....Well........Kate and her special math have kicked in again...i have lost 3 stone 8lb!!!! Which Mark worked out for me, god i am sooooo shit at maths. At least i got in wrong in the right way so was plesantly surprised :)

I don't think i have any chance of losing 3lb by next sunday but that's cool, i got damn close :)

Right, off for my run now, Jane cant make it so i'm going on my own. :eek:
 
AJust got back from my run and am having my 2nd breakfast. :)

I have got a new app for my phone that a friend of Marks uses (he ran the London marathon this year!!) and it is awesome!!! Here are my stats.....

I ran 9.08KM in 1:01:43. Burnt 737 calories! and averaged 6;48 mins a KM

It even breaks it down and gives me a time for each KM run. My fastest was 5.44!!! and my slowest was 8.15 whoops lol That one was towards the end of the uphill. I'm well impressed with this app!!!
 
ADAY 170

Breakfast: 2 slices of granary toast with light spread and marmite
2nd Breakfast: Same as above (360 cals)
Lunch: 97 cal crisps & granola bar
Dinner: Quiche, salad and coleslaw (573 cals)
Snack: Kitkat & satsuma (127 cals)
Total calories = 1355

Exercise: 9k run :)

I know i haven't had enough calories seeing as i did a huge run but i made loads of sweets today and had to sample :) So i reckon i had amother 200 cals or so!

Jane couldn't make it for our run this morning so i did it on my own. I didn't struggle with convincing myself to do the whole thing. I loved it, it was really bloody hard the last little bit back but i just loved it, loved it, loved it. Running totally rocks :)

Made more jam for presents and also made peppermint creams, lemon creams and coconut ice also for christmas presents. Still got more coconut ice, honeycombe, fudge and cookies to do but i have 2 days to do it. I was totally whacked when i finished at about 6.30 so had a lovely soak in the bath.

I am going to change my target weight when i get to it or from jan 1st (depends which comes first, my money is on jan 1st lol) I'm gonna change it to 150lb.

Ok, i'm shattered so i'm gonna curl up on the sofa, i'll try and catch up on diaries tomorrow. Love to all. Xxx



 
Hi Kate. Is the app Runkeeper? I use that for my walks & it also maps it on Google, which is fun. A friend from the forum who visited me once put me onto it. You have been so busy cooking for Xmas. Wowsers! If you can resist trying your own cooking you are one amaaaazing woman!!

I thought of you yesterday when I got the giggles!! xoxo Cate
 
Sweetie I am SO SO SO super proud of you!!! 50lbs is nothing short of AMAZING!!!!!!!!!! And how awesome, it looks like you'll be finishing this year with the original goal you set out with. That's so EXCITING!!! And you'll be ending the year fitter and slimmer and healthier than any other year of your life... And just think, this time next year you will be able to say the same thing!! I have no doubt you'll smash the new goals you set for yourself and keep the weight off.


I had a bit of a cook up today too!!! I made my husband blueberry crumble muffins for with his work lunches, gluten free chocolate lace cookies (SO rich!! and surprisingly, kind of healthy-besides the chocolate lol) and a block of non-cheese cheese. Just felt like it today. Eeeee Christmas in a week!! I'm excited!!!!! :santa:
 
AHOLY MOLY MUFFIN GODS!!!!!!
FIFTY POUNDS!!!!


I just KNEW I'd get on here and there would be some new major milestone you'd hit. You are freaking incredible. True story.
 
ADAY 171

Breakfast: 2 slices of granary toast with light spread and marmite (180 cals)
Lunch: Ham, lettuce and light mayo granary sandwich, light babybel cheese & 97 cal crisps (319 cals)
Dinner: cottage pie (380 cals)
Snacks: A bag of snackajacks, banana and one of Marks syrup & oat cookies (294 cals)
Total calories = 1173

Exercise : 15 min walk, 20 min run, 3x12 chest press, 3x12 peck flye, 3x12 tricep extentions and 200 reps on the abs machine

I wasn't going to go to the gym today cos i did a 9k run yesterday but Ash text and asked if i wanted to go..........'Oh ok, if you insist' :rolleyes: I know i should have rested today but i just had to go, i couldn't let her gone on her lonesome :)

I've had a lovely day today. No work for me today :hurray: I got up early and went into Barnstaple, i had an appointment at the hospital for my pre-op stuff at 11.45 so i thought 'oh, i could go and try on some clothes' I use to hate shopping, now i just love trying clothes on :) I did get Mark a few little bits for christmas but yes, i did get myself some clothes. I got a lovely long jumper for £5 and a top for £5 too. I found this pretty dress, really funky colours (i seem to be wearing black all the time) it looked lovely on other than the armpit bulgy bits!!! BUT i found this adorable little short cardi that goes totally perfect with it :hurray: That never happens to me, i never find somethng that goes perfectly. I'll get Jack to take a photo tomorrow. I tried on lots and lots of clothes, all size 12 and everything fitted :) :) :) :) It is so weird!!!!!
I get to go proper shopping with my christmas money in the sales after christmas. Can't bloody wait, i'm gonna go with Bec's, there is no way i am gonna do that with Mark!!!

I went into the Ann Summers shop to get an underwear set and i didn't like the thong that went with it on me so i asked if they had matching briefs instead and the young girl (who was skinny and pretty) asked what size and i said a 12 but i kinda said it in a sheepish odd way which made her look at me funny so i said that i had lost lots of weight and i found it weird not asking for a size 20. She then told me that she use to be a size 18-20 and was now a size 8, she had lost over 5 stone!!!! It was lovely chatting to her, she said you get use to the different size buying thing, she still sees herself as fat but has come to accept that. She was so complimentry about how 'stunning' i looked too. I left that shop with my sexy underwear and a huge smile on my face :)
I then bumped into Rachael, Robs girlfriend!!!!! She got back from Thailand yesterday and was there doing her christmas shopping. I haven't seen her since April and she very nearly walked straight past me!!!! She was gushing about how amazing i looked and she said i looked 10 years younger :eek: She did say that she didn't think i needed to lose any more weight but, whatever, i'll lose what i want to and just not tell people.
It was so nice to see her, Rob is down on wednesday. I think they are gonna come to us on boxing day, we will probably go for a walk along the beach or something. I am gonna go for a run boxing day morning too :)

Came home and carried on making sweets, did more coconut ice and honeycomb today, oh and did some hazelnut chocolates. I didn't eat all my cals today because of more 'sampling' while making sweets, i really don't know what it would have been so i just stuck to about my allowance.

Cate Heya cupcake :) The app is called 'micoach' it is great, it shows you all sorts of stuff, really breaks down your run, i was well impressed with it :) I love that you thought of me when you had a fit of the giggles :) I love giggles and i love it when you laugh so much your face hurts and you cry. I am so lucky that my life does give me a lot to laugh about. Giggles Rock!!

Lucy Aww thank you sweetie. I am blown away with 50lb!!! I was so obsessed with what i needed to lose still that i didn't even notice that i was only 1lb away from it until Ruthie pointed it out!!! It is a huge acheievement and i really need to make sure i remember that.
'You'll be finishing the year slimmer and fitter and healthier than any other year of your life' I actually stopped and stared at that statement for so long, i had never thought about it like that but it is so so true. I have (we have) made such massive changes for the better. Again i really need to remember that. I hope you are right, i would love to able to get thru christmas and crack on thru to a weight i am happy with and then actually maintain it........That is where i am soooooooo gonna need help lol.
Mmmmm your cooking sounds amazing, yum yum. I love making the sweets we do for friends and family and they really love getting them. They always ask if we are making them each year and are always so excited when we are :)

Joh Aww sweetie, you always say the best things. You rock!!!! Ooooohh, love the belly pic.....How big are you!!!!! Loving it. You even have the sticky out bum arch thing that happens when you're pregnant. You look freaking radiant sweetie. Love and hugs Xxx
 
ADAY 172

Breakfast: 2 slices of granary toast with light spread and marmite (180 cals)
Lunch: Lettuce and coleslaw wholemeal sandwich and 97 cal crisps (368 cals)
Dinner: Quiche, salad, coleslaw and courgette relish (501 cals)
Snacks: cookies and chocolate while making things and popcorn (about 500 cals!!!!!)
Total calories = 1549

Exercise: Rest day

I have eaten badly, well picked at stuff really, today!!!!! I have eaten cookies and spoonfuls of melted chocolate. I can't wait to go back to work tomorrow and get back to normal!!! I have made sweets etc for the last 4 days so i haven't done too bad really, it has only been today that i couldn't help eating some.
Went to the panto this evening, it was fun :) but i had popcorn!!! Bad bad girl tut tut!!!

This week leading up to christmas is so bloody busy, i barely even had time to write on my own diary, let alone catch up with everyone elses, sorry :( I will as soon as i get some time.

Love to all
 
ADAY 173

Breakfast: 50g porridge (180 cals)
Lunch: Chicken salad & coleslaw, 97 cal crisps, 2 kiwi's & a yoghurt (463 cals)
Dinner: Ham salad with a few chips (241 cals)
Snacks: Banana, granola bar, apple and some coconut ice (459 cals)
Total calories = 1343

Exercise: 100 crunches & 50 bridges

Another manic busy day and i have been sooooo hungry too. All i wanted was chocolate and sweets. More biscuits and chocolates at work but managed to stay away from them :) Came home and did the christmas food shop. God, i'm gonna struggle not eating crap over christmas, I keep telling myself 'damage control' and i know that i can hopefully get back on track straight away in the new year, with help :) I intend to keep up with my running over christmas, just dont seem to have time to fit it in at the moment. Still got lots to do after work tomorrow and friday. I can't wait til i get a few days to chill with friends and family.
 
ADAY 174

Breakfast: 50g porridge (180 cals)
Lunch: Ham & light mayo sandwich, 97 cal crisps, 2 kiwi's, yoghurt & 69 cals of chocolate (453 cals)
Dinner: 2 sausages, mash potato & baked beans (417 cals)
Snacks: 97 cal crisps, 2 ryvita, chocloate and honeycomb (421 cals)
Total calories = 1471

Exercise: 100 crunches, 50 bridges and 30 seconds plank!! (it's the first time i have ever tried it, omg it is rather hard!!! Gonna try and get up to 1 min)

OMG another crazy day. It's nearly 10pm and i have just sat down!!! I have got a night out for Bec's birthday tomorrow night.....I can't wait :)
I have had an ok food day, i keep pinching bits of the sweets we have made...Whoops but it could have been so much worse.
 
ADAY 175

Breakfast: 50g porridge (180 cals)
Lunch: 97 cal crisps & a granola bar (282 cals)
Dinner: Pork steak, dry roast potatos, cauliflower, brocolli, french beans & gravy (314 cals)
Snacks: banana, coconut ice and a peice of honeycomb (280 cals)
Total calories = 1056 But then went out and drank lots of red wine and had nibbles!

Exercise: Nothing :(

Yet another manic day today. Work was nice, not too busy which makes a change, the last day of work before the christmas break is usually mental cos everyone decides that they cant posibly have that broken tooth or lost filling, that happened weeks ago, over christmas!!!!!
After work i got the last few bits sorted and went out with Bec's for her birthday. We had a lovely evening and she perswaded me to go to the pub where there would loads of people we knew and.....It was ok. We were only there for about 45 mins and i had about 10 people saying how stunning i looked. I think i dealt with it pretty well.
 
ADay 176

Breakfast: 2 small slices of wholemeal toast with light spread and marmite (220 cals)
Lunch: Ham, lettuce and coleslaw wholemeal sandwich, light babybel cheese and 108 cal crisps (378 cals)
Dinner: Pork steak, salad, coleslaw and oven chips (442 cals)
Snacks: Banana and honeycomb (205 cals)
Total calories = 1245

Exercise: 5k run

Did town shop and got the last few bits needed for christmas first thing this morning then went for a run :) I got hailed on while running, that wasn't so nice. Rob and Rachael were here when i got back!!! They had a good laugh at the state of me lol

Got the house sorted, clean and tidy and........Relax.
I have been pretty good food wise this week. I have my weigh in in the morning which has kept me on track. I'm kinda nervous about weighing, still not use to not being able to check on my weight every day.
I am going to try and keep track of what i eat over christmas, i am not going to restrict myself too much but i am going to keep a note of everything.

I just want to wish you all a very Merry Christmas Xxxx
 
AMerry christmas everyone

I weighed this morning and i have gained 1lb but hey ho!!!, i have been making and 'sampling' sweets all week and i went out on friday night drinking and eating nibbles.
I'm not gonna change my ticker, i am going to wait until i am back on track completely and i am gonna change my goal weight on it too.

I hope everyone has a wonderful time.
Thank you all so so so much for all you have done for me. You must take all the credit for the new healthier, slimmer and happier size 12 me!!!! You mean so so much to me and i love you all dearly. Xxx
 
ADAY 177

Breakfast: 2 small slices of wholemeal toast with light spread and jam
Lunch: Roast turkey, roast potato's, honey roast parsnips, pigs in blankets, carrots, sprouts with bacon chestnuts and cream, stuffing, mash potato (with cream) cauliflower cheese, braised red cabbage and gravy!!!!!!!!
Dinner: A smaller plate of the above veg
Snacks: Baileys, baileys, baileys and ummmmmm.......more baileys!!! A spoonful of christmas pudding with cream and ice cream, a jaffa cake, about 6 jelly babies and a crunchie!!!!
Total calories = Not a clue but shit loads!!!!!

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Merry Christmas!!!

I had a lovely day, got drunk while cooking the dinner but it was awesome and everyone loved it so i think i needed to so i didn't get stressed!! (well that's my excuse anyway) I have to admit, even though i cooked it, dinner was totally scrummy but my stomach hurt soooooooooo much after it. I felt that i looked like i was 4 months pregnant lol.

I am writing this Boxing day morning and i am off for a run in a minute!!! Trying to repair some of the damage i did yesterday. I don't know what i'm gonna do, the house is full of loads and loads of scrummy food still. I think i am just gonna have to do 'damage limitation' for about 2 bloody weeks lol



 
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