A New Girl Looking to Make a Change

[Kitten_22]

Every time I make an account here I either forget my password, or I just stop coming all together. Sometimes it's both. Well, I'm stopping that behavior once and for all. I've been having trouble finding support in the people I'm around everyday, and I need the help of others.
My name is Kylee and right now I'd say I'm about 173lbs. I've always been chubby and it's always made me depressed. I feel like I'm not worthy enough to walk outside of my house in a cute outfit. I hate the way jeans feel on me. I hate that belly buldge I get when I sit in them too. I don't feel pretty at all.
My dream is to be able to fit into a bikini and look GOOD. It's all I really want. I just want to feel great about myself and to be able to look in the mirror and go "I'm hot".
My boyfriend loves the way I look, and although I love him, he doesn't give me the support I need. In fact when I even hint at losing weight he gets mad at me and we end up in an argument. I love him with all of my heart, but It would be nice to get a little help from him.
I recently bought Turbo Jam. So far I'm lovin' it. It's at least fun and keeping my attention. Hoepfully that, and eating right of course, will help me shed these pounds that are keeping me from being truly happy.
I hope I haven't bored anyone. I'm going to try and get on here as much as I can. I'm with my boyfriend almost every second of every day so we'll see.
I hope to find people here who will help me and tell me I can do this.

-Kylee

 

[rickjames101]

Welcome... Your not the only one who feels this way! I can admit by stop making excuses! I used to make excuses like i had a big test and I am too tired to hit the gym or saying it's too pack. Their is no excuses... Work hard and you will be tankful. I hated going to the gym,but losing 60 pounds made me feel good in many different ways. 1 is being able to go down to a size where its offered at all stores. 2 the feeling of being heathier. 3 you'll be addicted to the gym. I go to the gym 5 days of the week and make time for it. I wish you the best and hope that you realize the harder you work, the more you lose and the less the lesser.

 

[wishes]

The main thing you need to realize, is that whilst we are happy to give support, you need to get off your own ass, and actively pursue it. This means stop forgetting passwords and not coming and using excuses to not do it.
Only you have control over what you do, nobody else. Get your A into G and move it! Join in some clubs here or competitions and go for it!