Chris20051
New member
Hi all,
I've finally had the courage of setting the date to have my Spatz balloon inserted this Saturday. Given that it's only 3 days away I am starting to feel a bit nervous, but I am very sure that it will be the right thing to do. I've just been obese for too long and enough is enough. I am really ready for it "Bring it on" is my motto.
I've decided to have the balloon as I am not ready for any other gastric surgery even though the NHS consultants said I should have a bypass. I am starting to thing that they always want people to have a bypass as that 'takes care of things first time around' as one of the many consultants told me. Well 2 years later and 3 failed funding applications to my local PCT I am going private. I figure I will make savings on food (I am not joking!) and cheaper cloths (as smaller sizes always cost less), so in the long term I should even out financially.
I've got a BMI of 46 and I am hoping to get down to around 30-35 within the 12 months that the balloon is in. I know it'll be hard, but THIS IS MY CHANCE.
More tomorrow.
I've finally had the courage of setting the date to have my Spatz balloon inserted this Saturday. Given that it's only 3 days away I am starting to feel a bit nervous, but I am very sure that it will be the right thing to do. I've just been obese for too long and enough is enough. I am really ready for it "Bring it on" is my motto.
I've decided to have the balloon as I am not ready for any other gastric surgery even though the NHS consultants said I should have a bypass. I am starting to thing that they always want people to have a bypass as that 'takes care of things first time around' as one of the many consultants told me. Well 2 years later and 3 failed funding applications to my local PCT I am going private. I figure I will make savings on food (I am not joking!) and cheaper cloths (as smaller sizes always cost less), so in the long term I should even out financially.
I've got a BMI of 46 and I am hoping to get down to around 30-35 within the 12 months that the balloon is in. I know it'll be hard, but THIS IS MY CHANCE.
More tomorrow.
I am down 2 dress sizes and people are slowly starting to notice my transformation and actually say it as well (noticed that a lot of people don't tell a fat person when they've lost weight until it's very very visable; not sure why that is). It all feels great and I can't wait until I am finally the weight I want to be. Although I must say that I don't have a specific number in my mind in terms of my ultimate weight goal. I just want to loose enough weight so that I don't stick out in the crowed (don't encrouch onto the next person's seat on the train and none wanting to sit down next to me; can comfortably walk up a couple of flights of stairs; not be the heaviest mum to pick up their kid; not having to ask for an extension belt on the airplain; fitting comfortably into a garden chair without getting stuck.... [I honestly could go on forever]).