I've been living in a life, where you all heard the quote, "I only lived to eat rather than eating to live". I ate when I wasn't hungry, ate when I was bored, and ate when I was depressed.
The truth is, I was just jealous of my friends looking better than me, girls go up to me and ask if i can hook up with my friends and I just felt bad. At one point, we were at a social gathering and my friend told me to wear a bra infront of everyone...It really hurt.
It's the fact of me not being able to raise my head up high in public, the fact of me wishing I was thin, to attract more girls into my life, the fact that I want "wow you're cute" or something like that. But most of all, I wanted attention.
The thing is I lost weight based on other people's thoughts which was 100% wrong. I should of done it for myself, but I wanted to do it for self achievement..I did something in an amount of time that no one could accomplish in their lives. And for that, I felt proud.
I learned to control myself around food, and I know how to eat and when to eat. Lucky for me, I'm tall and my metabolism is high. So really, I'm okay i guess =P
Why was I fat? Let's say I went with a friend of mine to mcdonalds on a Christmas break everyday. This is exactly what I ordered (I am not exaggerating, I really wish I was)
1 x 9 peice nuggets
1 x Supersize Fries
1 x Supersize coke
2 x Bigmac sandwhiches
2 x Cheese burger sandwhiches
1 x Ice cream cone
So that's my story.
My before :
My after :
The before pictures were taken around December 2006.
The after pictures were taken a month ago to now.
I wanna mention that the light's a lightings a little screwed with the third pic..my "Belly" doesnt look like that =x
The truth is, I was just jealous of my friends looking better than me, girls go up to me and ask if i can hook up with my friends and I just felt bad. At one point, we were at a social gathering and my friend told me to wear a bra infront of everyone...It really hurt.
It's the fact of me not being able to raise my head up high in public, the fact of me wishing I was thin, to attract more girls into my life, the fact that I want "wow you're cute" or something like that. But most of all, I wanted attention.
The thing is I lost weight based on other people's thoughts which was 100% wrong. I should of done it for myself, but I wanted to do it for self achievement..I did something in an amount of time that no one could accomplish in their lives. And for that, I felt proud.
I learned to control myself around food, and I know how to eat and when to eat. Lucky for me, I'm tall and my metabolism is high. So really, I'm okay i guess =P
Why was I fat? Let's say I went with a friend of mine to mcdonalds on a Christmas break everyday. This is exactly what I ordered (I am not exaggerating, I really wish I was)
1 x 9 peice nuggets
1 x Supersize Fries
1 x Supersize coke
2 x Bigmac sandwhiches
2 x Cheese burger sandwhiches
1 x Ice cream cone
So that's my story.
My before :
My after :
The before pictures were taken around December 2006.
The after pictures were taken a month ago to now.
I wanna mention that the light's a lightings a little screwed with the third pic..my "Belly" doesnt look like that =x
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