I've been going to the gym and doing exercises on and off since about I guess Mid Summer now after doing mainly cardio all fall and winter and loosing 10lbs, as well as taking an introductory weight training course at school. I was starting a really intense weight training regimine early September but had to stop to revamp it due to to time problems and possible inconsistencies in my planning and possibly hurting myself as it overworked muscles with unneeded exercises. And while I should be happy at seeing results, I feel like I have a more slender frame in some spots and a bit more "rugbyish" so people have called me, looking in others, but while I might be seeing results, or imagining them, whatever is really going on, it but it almost seems for the most part that like everything is doing the opposite of what I want, like with my stomach is like "dividing up" and stuff, like big crease right above my belly button now, really weird fat rolls and ****, maybe I lost some weight there and the area's still saggy, somethings going on there, i really don't know.
Also, since doing the straight weight training I forgot to do pushups, so I had lost a great deal of progression with them that I built up earlier in the year when I was doing mainly floor exercises. I've been working on my pushups for the past two weeks I think, my chest seems so bulky/puffy, it's the exact opposite of what I was wanting. You can look at my pics from former threads, I should put a new picture up, but regardless if I'm making progress or not, I still can't stand my body, it really really distresses me, I still feel fat, I still feel really inept, I've started 30 minute cardio sessions on the elliptical and then 9 minutes of interval training on the row machine, will that help counterbalance these this temporary "side effects" that I'm experiencing.
I just am not happy, and feel worthless to some degree.
I did chest and back weight training with bench press, dumbell bench press and dumbell flies and two variations of lateral pull downs and did a weighted row as well as a 10 min eliptical warm up and did the 9 min interval training on the true row machine with the sliding seat thing, anyway even though it wasnt cardio day, I included it. I all cam in at about an hour or so, is that good enough? I just, can't seem to keep up a good spirit about all of this, I feel horrible when I look at myself, I'm the only person I know who gets frustrated AFTER they workout. It's getting real trying, because all I want is to be like other guys and actually enjoy myself and look good doing it.
Also, since doing the straight weight training I forgot to do pushups, so I had lost a great deal of progression with them that I built up earlier in the year when I was doing mainly floor exercises. I've been working on my pushups for the past two weeks I think, my chest seems so bulky/puffy, it's the exact opposite of what I was wanting. You can look at my pics from former threads, I should put a new picture up, but regardless if I'm making progress or not, I still can't stand my body, it really really distresses me, I still feel fat, I still feel really inept, I've started 30 minute cardio sessions on the elliptical and then 9 minutes of interval training on the row machine, will that help counterbalance these this temporary "side effects" that I'm experiencing.
I just am not happy, and feel worthless to some degree.
I did chest and back weight training with bench press, dumbell bench press and dumbell flies and two variations of lateral pull downs and did a weighted row as well as a 10 min eliptical warm up and did the 9 min interval training on the true row machine with the sliding seat thing, anyway even though it wasnt cardio day, I included it. I all cam in at about an hour or so, is that good enough? I just, can't seem to keep up a good spirit about all of this, I feel horrible when I look at myself, I'm the only person I know who gets frustrated AFTER they workout. It's getting real trying, because all I want is to be like other guys and actually enjoy myself and look good doing it.
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