Hi there, um, I'm eighteen, and I was wondering if anybody could offer me some pointers? I'm not terribly new, I've just had a real hard time sticking with anything.
I have had since, I'm going to say the age of nine, have had a real issue with my weight. I used to be quite skinny, but then gained a lot of weight after third grade, especially fourth grade and up, so all through middle school I was quite a chubby kid. Now, granted since then I've grown far taller (now bout 6'2) and have naturally lost a pant size since late middle school, bout a 36 now, and last time I weighed myself I was about 196-198 lbs. I still however am not very comfortable in my skin, and am extremely, extremely shy and self conscious about my body in public. I have a feeling most of it is still anxiety hanging on from the "chubby" years, but, I still feel far too large (and not very attractive) and ideally would like to loose fifteen to twenty pounds if not more. I don't care about muscle so much as I just want the weight off. I think I'm rather disgusting and it just needs to go.
In that case, I was wondering if anybody, by going by my pictures, could help offer some suggestions as to what I should do? One of my friends thinks all I have to do is a little bit of running, but I'm not sure. I've tried small sets of various exercises, stationary bikes, but I've never been able to really stay in with it or get results, and I'd really like to see if I can start something and like, by the end of the summer start to be able to feel somewhat remotely better bout myself.
Anyway, here are some pictures:
any ideas? I'd like to keep it simple really. Too much and I try to cheat myself, I think.
I have had since, I'm going to say the age of nine, have had a real issue with my weight. I used to be quite skinny, but then gained a lot of weight after third grade, especially fourth grade and up, so all through middle school I was quite a chubby kid. Now, granted since then I've grown far taller (now bout 6'2) and have naturally lost a pant size since late middle school, bout a 36 now, and last time I weighed myself I was about 196-198 lbs. I still however am not very comfortable in my skin, and am extremely, extremely shy and self conscious about my body in public. I have a feeling most of it is still anxiety hanging on from the "chubby" years, but, I still feel far too large (and not very attractive) and ideally would like to loose fifteen to twenty pounds if not more. I don't care about muscle so much as I just want the weight off. I think I'm rather disgusting and it just needs to go.
In that case, I was wondering if anybody, by going by my pictures, could help offer some suggestions as to what I should do? One of my friends thinks all I have to do is a little bit of running, but I'm not sure. I've tried small sets of various exercises, stationary bikes, but I've never been able to really stay in with it or get results, and I'd really like to see if I can start something and like, by the end of the summer start to be able to feel somewhat remotely better bout myself.
Anyway, here are some pictures:
any ideas? I'd like to keep it simple really. Too much and I try to cheat myself, I think.