Fat cat to Hello Kitty - my story :)
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PussyCat1
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Thank you dear La M, I'll try not to think too much about that.
I had onion soup now, and I'll make salad for dinner.
I'm trying not to be depressed and to look forward to the future and next day's schedule.
I forgot to tell that I signed up for sport medicine examination. They are going to measure me, measure my % of body fat, check out my muscles and spine. That should end up with personal training and plan, most suitable for my build and eventually muscle or spine weaknesses.
I'm kinda excited, but terrified at the same time. I haven't been on a scale in front of someone since high school. I was among the heaviest kids back then as well, and I have a trauma from that period. I must admit that sometimes I dream about stepping on the scales in front of everyone and those are real nightmares for me.
But, I somehow have a feeling that it's going to be another step forward for my body and health. After all, these guys should be here to help... I hope they wouldn't fat shaming me or something like that...
And... La Maria, don't be jealous - walking around in the bikini is scary
I usually take my chlotes off, take my swimming glasses, and enter the water slowly. I suppose people are looking at me a bit weird, because I'm not slim and lean, and still I have those swimmimg gear.
When it comes to bikini - yup, I still wear it, in L size. I don't want to be in the t-shirt or the swimsuit which hides the belly, because I can't stand wet fabric on my tummy. It feels terrible. Also, I want to expose as many skin as possible to the sun rays, because I have learned that I'm vitamin D defficient.
So, I'm fat, and I wear bikini. And I try not to care about the opinion of the others. I just don't like when someone laughs at me, and I experienced that few times in my life.
In the last few weeks I realised that my goal is to finally have slim body. I have never had one before, even when I was slimmest, I was still chubby and bigger. So, that would be a great experience for me, just to walk around on the beach and know that I'm slim would be perfect thing for my mental health. And health in general.
I had onion soup now, and I'll make salad for dinner.
I'm trying not to be depressed and to look forward to the future and next day's schedule.
I forgot to tell that I signed up for sport medicine examination. They are going to measure me, measure my % of body fat, check out my muscles and spine. That should end up with personal training and plan, most suitable for my build and eventually muscle or spine weaknesses.
I'm kinda excited, but terrified at the same time. I haven't been on a scale in front of someone since high school. I was among the heaviest kids back then as well, and I have a trauma from that period. I must admit that sometimes I dream about stepping on the scales in front of everyone and those are real nightmares for me.
But, I somehow have a feeling that it's going to be another step forward for my body and health. After all, these guys should be here to help... I hope they wouldn't fat shaming me or something like that...
And... La Maria, don't be jealous - walking around in the bikini is scary
I usually take my chlotes off, take my swimming glasses, and enter the water slowly. I suppose people are looking at me a bit weird, because I'm not slim and lean, and still I have those swimmimg gear.
When it comes to bikini - yup, I still wear it, in L size. I don't want to be in the t-shirt or the swimsuit which hides the belly, because I can't stand wet fabric on my tummy. It feels terrible. Also, I want to expose as many skin as possible to the sun rays, because I have learned that I'm vitamin D defficient.
So, I'm fat, and I wear bikini. And I try not to care about the opinion of the others. I just don't like when someone laughs at me, and I experienced that few times in my life.
In the last few weeks I realised that my goal is to finally have slim body. I have never had one before, even when I was slimmest, I was still chubby and bigger. So, that would be a great experience for me, just to walk around on the beach and know that I'm slim would be perfect thing for my mental health. And health in general.
PussyCat1
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Thank you dear, yes, it's really beautiful place, sea is blue and clean, and there is a big mountain on the other side, full of great hiking trails. First bigger city is 100 kilometers far away. There is a lot of tourquise bays to swim, stoney beaches, no sharksIt sounds like a very special place.with LaMa. Get back on track food-wise & with all that beautiful sea air & exercise you'll be right!
, lot of sunny days and clean mountain water. I'm planing to be here during july a bit longer.