Thanks everyone!
LaMa I tried to make a big measurable goal to really get moving and it immediately blew up in my face. I decided to make a set 32 week marathon training and weightloss plan. I was going to stay on track with the modest running schedule and weightloss for 6 weeks and then shell out $100 for a marathon in November. Friday was day one of that plan with a modest 2 mile run that wreaked havoc on my back. It's so damn delicate and it has been a month.
I barely got my mile run yesterday for day 500 of the runstreak, but I did it.
The new plan:
I'm going to limp along with slow minimum runs until they feel ridiculously easy and then I'm going to increase the distance a tenth of a mile at a time and repeat. I'm going to keep my weightloss goal of arriving at 198 by November and if the back will stop giving me grief in time I will do the November marathon. 16 weeks is a normal marathon training schedule which gives me 15 weeks to get better.
IF I can't manage the incremental increases in mileage without increasing my back pain then I will end my streak with a concrete plan of rest, recovery, and an adaptive return to running.
Weightloss without the running is so damn hard, but I have to figure it out. I've gained weight over the past month and that needs to be reversed. I can still hit 198 by November at less than 2 pounds a week. That's the goal. 254.8 yesterday morning is just shy of a 10 pound rebound.
I'll share the sentiment that I'm trying to drill into my head. Just because your broken doesn't mean you're not strong. My progress will be my proof of that. It's way past due to start that trip to onderland and with the weightloss the back will get better. Hopefully I haven't already gone beyond the point of no return with my back and the runstreak, but if I have that's okay. I'll be just as happy to hit day 500 again.
Thanks for being there for me WLF friends! I was going to say "for having my back", but I don't even want it.
