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beara

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Hello everyone,

I'm beara and I'm 20 years old. So I've been a member here before and successfully lost and kept off almost 20 lbs. Except that was over 2 years ago! My life started getting really busy so my weight kind of went on the back burner. But now I can feel myself starting to gain it back and I am absolutely fed up. I keep saying "Oh...I'll start tomorrow..." and guess what? Tomorrow never comes!! I am disgusted at my lack of motivation.

It's not even so much a weight thing as it is a willpower thing. I'm not terribly overweight. I'm 5'1 and weigh about 135 lbs. So there is definitely a little extra there. Ideally I'd like to lose another twenty pounds. In fact, I'm going to lose another twenty pounds. This is time I'm taking for me. I realized yesterday that I was getting sore...from sitting around and doing nothing. How sad.

So my plan is...1200 calories a day and with a focus on cardio. It's what worked for me before, so why not. Also, I'm sure the types of exercise will change. The hardest thing for me is that I've moved to a larger city, and for some reason I hate running outside in a city. In the suburbs I really enjoy it. Actually, what I enjoy most is being on a treadmill in a room alone running. I hate gyms (though I have a free membership to one...) because at my gym I always see people I know, which just makes working out stressful. So my only options are to wake up early and go running or to go later at night. It is nice though because I live a couple blocks from a scenic lakefront.

As for a goal date, I don't really have one. Though I hope I won't need this much time, I guess by Christmas I'd like to be in tip top shape. This is just one thing I'm doing for myself to get my life on a better track. So thanks for stopping by and reading my drivel. Any support would be so, so welcome.
 
Thank you so much for the support! I guess this is my "official" Day 1 so I will be posting more updates throughout the day. I'm really excited to get this underway. Also, I'm trying to use this as a way to give up (or at least largely tone down) my drinking. It's not a huge problem but it's becoming a source of disappointment for myself. So I'm hoping to just kick it.

Well anyways, I will be back with more later! Have a great day everyone!
 
Hewwo ^_^

Hey ! nice to meet you, i must say that i feel your pain, its always hard to get started on a diet. although the best piece of advise is don't think of it as i diet, just think of it as making some more healthy changes for the long run.

I used to think of a diet as a temporary thing, but really its something you want to keep going, just with some health choices that your enjoy.

And instead of drinking, i know its hard, its better to just talk with people about some concerns, but again things can be hard when your just starting out, but luckily thats why you have awesome sites like this one !

Take care * hug *
 
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