yeaa finally!

well i just wanted to give my self a pat on the back. got new uniform pants and horray they fit perfect. hey theres always a first right! and i'm finally seeing major changes in the old ab muscles thanks to some very helpful advice thamnk you gentlemen! definition at last. feels nice. sorry had to share, don't worry no one else here cares either but i'm proud of myself anyway. cheers guys and girls. thanks for the info.. :D
 
very, very good. way to go!!! :)
 
okay nobody you think its no big deal, but some of us have a hard time finding clothes. i manage about 2 pairs of jeans evey couple of years that are not too bad. i could shop in the kids department but they are always too short and being 31 i would like to dress 31 not 13. so by getting more muscle i was able to buy pants for work that fit, as in not so big they end up over my ribcage. thats not so comfortable when you work 12 hrs and have to carry people that are atleast twice your size. but if you don't think being proud of gaining muscle and alittle size so some one feels better and yes clothing fits better then try not to belittle them . i've had enough of that in my life all ready. thank you to everyone esle though, i've been working very hard to gain the muscle that i have develop and thanks to some good advice for you all i have starterd to see some great improvements. so Thanks again.
 
yep its all part of the job. i am a paramedic in training(almost done, yeaaa) so it is very physical, emotional, stressful and requires alot of quick thinking and knowledge of patho. and treatments. i have alot of skill sets but being 115- 120 lbs with an average pt of around 250 lbs plus a strecher and equipment that weigh around 85+lbs. i'm very proud of the things i've accomplished especially coming from the life that i did less than one year from starting my training. yes i'm skinny but now i am also stronger than alot of the guys that i go to school with. it has actually (lol) gained me alot of respect combined with the fact that i am a single mom doing this without help! i came out of a very abusive relationship of 12 years- both pysical and verbal and emotional. so i've come along way baby. even at 31 yrs of age.
 
thanks though i'm not feeling so prime today! lol too many senario type exams. and tomorrow i have to deliver pretend babies and rescuscitate a newborn, and do some maturnal trauma or pediatric trauma. oh i can't wait to relax on the weekend!!
 
break time q the weekend. a breather yes. but i have to prepare for court on Wednesday! so this weekend will be nice. halloween is monday, that is always fun!! but i only have 5 more weeks left of school so after that a normal life is close at hand. lol
 
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