A Year and half ago I was at a weight I was happy with. 150 lbs. I had lost 35lbs and was finally really happy with myself. For some silly reason I allowed myself to gain the weight back.
I'm currently at 187lbs and I get sick looking at myself.
I have a vacation planned for the first week of October and I'm getting engaged at the time (so much for secrets
) and I just don't want to be at this unhealthy weight when I should be at my happiest.
I'll need to go dress shopping in December/January and I'm too embarrassed to even think about dresses right now.
The wedding will take place in June of next year and I want to lose about 50-60lbs by then.
I'm currently having a competition with a co-worker right now and she's definitely beating me. I'm down maybe 2 lbs and she's close to 10.
I don't know what to do to actually get off the couch and do something about it. I find myself saying "I'll start tomorrow" nearly everyday.
I have the Leslie Sansone videos that I used to do still laying around the apartment. I also have the Wii so I could play some tennis or something...and yet I just don't. I have smart ones in the freezer and yet I don't eat them.
I'm now at the point where I actually want to do something about the weight, I just hope I can really really stick with it.
I lost the weight originally by doing Atkins---I tried it about a month ago but found it to be really difficult to stick to it---whereas before I did it for about a year. Not sure why exactly it felt so difficult.
I'm thinking I just need to really work out and get physically, I'm not a HUGE eater--I just get off of work late and eat dinner at 10 at night. I need to plan better so that this stops happening.
Sorry for writing such a novel...just wanted to type it out and actually see it in black and white...
So anyways.....here I go
I'm currently at 187lbs and I get sick looking at myself.
I have a vacation planned for the first week of October and I'm getting engaged at the time (so much for secrets
) and I just don't want to be at this unhealthy weight when I should be at my happiest.I'll need to go dress shopping in December/January and I'm too embarrassed to even think about dresses right now.
The wedding will take place in June of next year and I want to lose about 50-60lbs by then.
I'm currently having a competition with a co-worker right now and she's definitely beating me. I'm down maybe 2 lbs and she's close to 10.
I don't know what to do to actually get off the couch and do something about it. I find myself saying "I'll start tomorrow" nearly everyday.
I have the Leslie Sansone videos that I used to do still laying around the apartment. I also have the Wii so I could play some tennis or something...and yet I just don't. I have smart ones in the freezer and yet I don't eat them.
I'm now at the point where I actually want to do something about the weight, I just hope I can really really stick with it.
I lost the weight originally by doing Atkins---I tried it about a month ago but found it to be really difficult to stick to it---whereas before I did it for about a year. Not sure why exactly it felt so difficult.
I'm thinking I just need to really work out and get physically, I'm not a HUGE eater--I just get off of work late and eat dinner at 10 at night. I need to plan better so that this stops happening.
Sorry for writing such a novel...just wanted to type it out and actually see it in black and white...
So anyways.....here I go