alika_lynn_2007
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I have no idea what I'm doing. I'm getting married in less than two months and it seems like lately, I've been sabbatoging my own weight loss journey. I'm so mad and frustrated with myself. No matter how much I want to change, I just can't make myself do it.
I hate being like this. I hate that I can't even get off the floor without being winded or needed to use the wall. I hate that I can't even put my pants on without falling over or put on a sock and actually be able to reach my foot.
I could just sit here and cry when I think about it all. It's just disgusting and I want to change. Inside I do... but something is keeping me from doing it. I don't know what to do. I'm at my wit's end.
Help me. Please.
I hate being like this. I hate that I can't even get off the floor without being winded or needed to use the wall. I hate that I can't even put my pants on without falling over or put on a sock and actually be able to reach my foot.
I could just sit here and cry when I think about it all. It's just disgusting and I want to change. Inside I do... but something is keeping me from doing it. I don't know what to do. I'm at my wit's end.
Help me. Please.