But he's an absolute genius and unfortunately is GREAT at manipulating people, so his doctor told him he could stop taking his lithium because James made him believe that he's doing better.
.....Anyways, six FRUSTRATING months and one suicide attempt later, he's decided that this might be a good thing for him and he's being quite patient with the whole process. He's back on litium, and quite lucid, plus he's initiating conversations! It's fantastic really,
he's back to the good ol' brother I knew.
So about the exercise.. 
I ran three times this week but I'm really ignoring my weights. And I'm not pushing myself hard enough. I've slowed down quite a bit just because my birthday (let's call it birthweek, haha) is on Wednesday and I've been getting ready and doing some early celebrating
Is it just false hope that I'm promising myself I'll push harder after this weekend? (Which is my BIG bash at my place) I looked at pictures from last night and ew, I'm so discusted by them.
I ruin pictures. I'm not being 21 and a constantly-fatigued blob. I have to change. That's what growing up is about! Well, until all this running around b-day crap is done, I don't have time to step it up a notch. But we'll see when it comes.
PICTURES! One is my brother James from December when my nephew Alex was born. The next two are Alex today at 9 months, (he's the love of my life) AND the last is my big boy, (the original) Homer. He's a black lab x. st.bernard. Aaaand enough of me.. off to see what you're all up to
OK, first oiff, that is so good to hear your brother is doing well! How heartbreaking it must have been to see him go through the rough times....I know several genius-types with bi-polar disorder and it is very frustrating for all of us, when they have their depressive periods--I even prefer the manic phases over that, and those can be.....trying to say the least.
Second, Happy early birthday! WOW lots of Virgos on here as well as Leos! Nice! I understand, my birth
month was the same way, which is why I have been trying to step it up and get rid of the last pounds I want to lose...
Third, don't be so hard on yourself for pictures. I despise pictures--they add 10 pounds it seems!

But everyone is her own worst critic, so step up the positive talk and throw out the body-bashing--you DO NOT RUIN pictures, girl--you're beautiful and you have a goal to get fit, right??? Now step it up anyway! MAKE time! C'mon!!! (or at least after Wed

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Adorable baby brother and doggie! Lucky you!