tomephotos
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Hi, here is my story. I have four kids. Right before the first pregnancy I weighed 105lbs. After the fourth, eight years later I weigh 205lbs. I dress in rags, i hate everything about how I look, I have no sexual relationship with my sig. other. I am so tired of not having any clothes I like, sqeezing into everyhing, and daydreaming about how I use to be. Well I have decided that it is time to stop procrastinating, stop making excusses, and do it. I need the support of others who understand. I feel so dissapointed in myself because i know what I need to do to fix my problem, i know that it CAN be fixed, I know that I will be happier and healtheir if I was fit, yet I dont do it. i am a closet eater, i am constantly thinking about food, and how I can sneek off with a donut or some other junk. I eat not because i have such an appetite but for entertainment(I have 4 kids) and because I like it, and because it is redily available to me. I want to shopp healthier, surround myself with only healthy food, but i AM A LOW INCOME FAMILY and a big big big family so for us cheep is the only way to go. And also it is not fair of me to make my family diet because I am fat. i am approching my problem with simple common since, no special diet. water is better then pop, stick to serving sizes, eat everything in moderation, use lite salts and margerine when i cook, ect... Still, this is where hopefully some new friends will come into the picture, to help keep me on top of my goals, and encourage me, support me, believe in me. I am so misserable. I pray I can do this.
