Don'tMindMe
New member
Todays the day for change, for me to stop making u p excuses and just do it, after all lying around wishing for a flat stomach won't make my tummy fat magically disapear.
So this is my first entry, current weight 78kg and feeling down in the dumps about it, my weight two years ago was a nice 66kg, but the stress of life has really got to me and i feel isolated in the world so i eat.
i have gained 2lb this week, and i can only blame myself. Scales don't lie, i had to remind myself that when i repeatedly weighed myself this morning. oh no i can only blame myself for developing such bad eating habbits. And my eating habbits are all i can change at the moment, i have no energy to do exercise due to being anemic. I know that's a poor excuse aswell but as soon as i get some more iron pills i'll be up and running again.
i have no idea what size i am at the moment, i went shopping for work clothes the other day and the things that fit me range from size 12 to a size 16! my unfortunatly DD cup size means that my jackets are all size 16.
my motivation is mainly that i don't want to get to the stage were all i can fit into is a size 16 i'm young and i carry weight well so i can get away with it at the moment but what if i let my eating get out of control and i end up with no self asteem and a poor body image, i can't let that happen. so my goal is to get back to that 66kg size 10 that i was so happy with, and in the proccess to drop a bra size or two if that's possible, i know some poeple see DD's as a blessing but i spend alot of my time in a military based enviroment and a womanly figure just gets in the way.
oh by the way i'm 14 years old still at school still studying away. the situation at homes not great, may move for the 5th time and my mum has had two new babies that drive me spare and i'm now ill with apparently anemia but i get my blood test results back in a couple of days so time will tell. (just all the background information)
i'll probably write anouther entry half way through the week, but i really do need your support.
thanks
So this is my first entry, current weight 78kg and feeling down in the dumps about it, my weight two years ago was a nice 66kg, but the stress of life has really got to me and i feel isolated in the world so i eat.
i have gained 2lb this week, and i can only blame myself. Scales don't lie, i had to remind myself that when i repeatedly weighed myself this morning. oh no i can only blame myself for developing such bad eating habbits. And my eating habbits are all i can change at the moment, i have no energy to do exercise due to being anemic. I know that's a poor excuse aswell but as soon as i get some more iron pills i'll be up and running again.
i have no idea what size i am at the moment, i went shopping for work clothes the other day and the things that fit me range from size 12 to a size 16! my unfortunatly DD cup size means that my jackets are all size 16.
my motivation is mainly that i don't want to get to the stage were all i can fit into is a size 16 i'm young and i carry weight well so i can get away with it at the moment but what if i let my eating get out of control and i end up with no self asteem and a poor body image, i can't let that happen. so my goal is to get back to that 66kg size 10 that i was so happy with, and in the proccess to drop a bra size or two if that's possible, i know some poeple see DD's as a blessing but i spend alot of my time in a military based enviroment and a womanly figure just gets in the way.
oh by the way i'm 14 years old still at school still studying away. the situation at homes not great, may move for the 5th time and my mum has had two new babies that drive me spare and i'm now ill with apparently anemia but i get my blood test results back in a couple of days so time will tell. (just all the background information)
i'll probably write anouther entry half way through the week, but i really do need your support.
thanks