Third Time is a Charm I hope

saramaria124

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Boy, I just keep yoyoing back and forth in my weight loss. When I initially joined these forums I was 217 lbs and now I'm back up at 227 lbs. A lot has happened since I stopped posting on here, and I'm really hoping that as the title suggests, my third diary experience is a charm. This first initial post will probably be a little on the long side, because I have a lot to cover.

Current Weight: 227 lbs.
Ideal Weight: 150 lbs.
Total Weight Loss Goal: 77 lbs.

Wow. Just looking at those numbers makes me feel sad.

First thing I have to look at:
Obstacles to my weight loss:
~ Living with my sister who is a junk food fanatic.
~ Late night eating due to a busy schedule.
~ I love carbohydrates...breads, pasta, rice.
~ Emotional eating- still happens every once in a while.

What do I need to do in order to lose the weight and keep the weight off?
~ Stop drinking soft drinks and coffee.
~ Drink more water.
~ Exercise frequently and consistently.
~ Walk more. During spring and summer, try walking to work in the morning or home in the afternoon.
~ Get more sleep.
~ Cut down on processed foods.

Fitness/Nutrition/Health Goals:
~ To become fit and toned.
~ To become more self confident.
~ To become more self-reliant.
~ To eat healthier, less processed foods.
~ Cut down on sugar intake- reduce chocolate intake.
~ Eat more salads and vegetables.
~ To do 45 minutes of cardio, five days a week and weights 3 times a week.
~ To tone my stomach, arms, legs and chest.
~ To work on upper body strength.
~ Take 1 fitness class a week.
~ Write in this diary my thoughts, feelings, what I eat, what exercise I do.

I have had body confidence issues since I started puberty, being the first in my class to really develop and then I seemed to gain weight with the snap of my fingers. It continued on as I got older until I got to where I am now.

I want to feel like the confident, sexy woman I know I can be. I find it hard to diet, and will often do well for a couple of weeks and then go back into old routines. I live with my sister who eats junk food and orders in practically every night.

The last boyfriend I had told me I wasn't really his ideal of what 'girlfriend material' really is. I haven't had much luck with romantic relationships.

I hate feeling like crap. I hate feeling like I need to sleep in the afternoon because the crap that I put in my body makes me crash.

I am going to try and set myself a realistic goal every week.

For this week, and next week, my goal is to cut down on my caffiene intake (both soft drinks and coffee). For this week I am going to try and go from having an XL triple, triple to a small, regular coffee. From Monday I want to try and cut down to 3 small coffees a week during the work week.

I'm going to start recording my exercise and food intake from tonight. Thank you for your support.
 
welcome back again.. :) third time will be the charm.. If I could make one suggestion.. a book I read recently on goal setting - said to make your self successful at reaching that goal is to make it something tangile..

~ Stop drinking soft drinks and coffee.
~ Drink more water.
~ Exercise frequently and consistently.
~ Walk more. During spring and summer, try walking to work in the morning or home in the afternoon.
~ Get more sleep.
~ Cut down on processed foods.

More isn't tangible - How much sleep do you want to get a night-- if you are currntly getting 6 hours -and your goal is 8 hours -make getting 8 hours of sleep a night your goal.. Have the goal be something you can measure.... :D and don't doo too much at once -maybe add in a new goal every 2 -3 weeks when you have the first thing under your belt
 
Thanks hon.

My sleep schedule varies, because sometimes I go to bed at midnight and wake up at 8:30 am, and other times I go to bed at 2-3 if I'm not tired. I guess, I want to consistently get 8 hours of sleep and work on finding out what is keeping me awake on those nights where I don't go to bed until early morning.

And your right about spacing things out. I will try and make it 2 weeks. Hopefully then things will start to progress and continue rather than lead me back to my old ways.
 
Welcome back to posting :)

I have found that if I bite off more then I can chew, I'm more apt to give up. That's why I could never go on a prescribed diet of any kind.

Being *consistent* in an effort that I can live with is what will help me reach my goals - same for you!

Mal is right - pick your goals and be definitive about what you want to do with them.

Are you tracking your calories?

You can do this - just take it one day at a time :D
 
Exercise: 30 minutes cardio, two reps of weights for arms and legs.

Food: 6 inch tuna sub, wholewheat bread, lettuce, onion, olives, no sauce. Dasani Water.

Light meal: 6 piece california roll from shoppers and small portion of tomato and cucumber salad with light italian dressing.

I ate the light meal fairly late...around 9 after I worked out, but I tried to make it fairly healthy. Had water to drink with it. Anyhow, time to go to bed...try and get 7 hours or less.

~ Sara Maria ~
 
Hello:) Good luck with your third(and last;)) diet diary. YOu seem like you have thought about this alot...I say that because of your list of goals and objectives. Just stick to what you really want...you can do it! And that thing Mal said about tangible goals is really interesting. I think I will use that myself. Happy Weight loss!
 
Ok, second day is off to a good start I think. I took a fruit, yoghurt and muesli bowl to work today- plain yoghurt with strawberries, blueberries and raspberries...yummy. I had coffee, but it was a medium double double rather than my usual jumbo triple triple. While I was drinking my coffee I polished off a bottle of water to make sure I didn't get too dehydrated.

I haven't worked out yet today, but I am planning on going back to the gym at around 8-8:30 to work out, seeing as I have to babysit this afternoon. I am currently finishing off another avocado sandwich. The plan for tonight's dinner, is to get some slices of the barbecue chicken (the white meat) and put it in a wrap, with lettuce, avocado, tomato and a teaspoon of humus spread across with a salad with italian dressing. I'll let you know how that goes...hahaha. Was a long day today so far. Am trying my best though.
 
Not sure how the picture posting thing works since I just started posting again, but these are two pictures of me at my current weight of 227.

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~ Sara Maria ~
 

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Hey Sara Maria,
You're going to be so happy you have those pictures to look back on and compare to!

It sounds like a good day planned
 
I've been lucky in that I've been more body confident lately, despite having gained some weight back. But I know I can always look and feel better, so that's what I'm hoping to come from this weight loss. I'm doing it purely for me.

Working in a gym has done wonders. I socialize more with both guys and girls, and its definitely inspiring to see people working out and losing. I also have a crush on one of the trainers, so he's a bit of added inspiration. My friend had said to me "Why would he like you, a fat girl when he can fave some gym bunny?" Well, I'm out to prove her wrong. She doesn't believe I can do it, but he says he believes in me, and so does my sister and the many other people I have talked to about this.

It feels great to be focussing on myself for a bit. I always put others first. This time its my turn.
 
My friend had said to me "Why would he like you, a fat girl when he can fave some gym bunny?"

THIS is a friend???

The hottest guy I ever dated was a fireman...he walked into a lecture of a class I was taking that had over 200 people in it - I took one look at him, turned to my girlfriend (who was the same overweight size as myself) and said "I'm gonna GET that guy!" My girlfriend said, "If anyone can, it will be you!"

He and I ended up dating for quite a long time.

It was an anatomy physiology class...
:D

*That's* what girlfriends are supposed to say ;)
I'd have a talk with her if I were you!

That being said - don't date anyone from the gym you plan on working out in long term.

Just sayin ;)
 
Hi Sara Maria I am new to the forum, I was reading your diary and just want to wish you the best of luck. I know how you feel I have been down a very similar path. You look awesome so keep up the good work!!!:)
 
Cool diary. I don't know if you have already... but the way you outline your goals and everything regarding diet and weight, perhaps check out any of Bob Greene's books. My favorites are his last two, Total Body Transformation and Best Life. He addresses diet, exercise AND the emotional side of things.

As far as "pizza cravings" what we do around here is keep individual microwave pizzas, favorites include all the South Beach ones, and Lean Cuisine BBQ chicken. We fight over that one.
 
Ok, so I gave into pizza craving, but I got a vegie pizza with whole wheat crust. Still feel bad though.

dude that is not bad.............you totally did the right thing..........cured the craving and did it in a healthy way!!!!!
you sound like you are really motivated and on yer way girl!!!!
keep on posting dude!!!!!
STAR
 
The other bad thing...did not work out like I planned, so will make up for it tommorow. Am trying to get back on track. Due to scheduling of my day, the work out didn't happen. I slipped, but I'm going to keep at it still, and work on it day by day.
 
Cool diary. I don't know if you have already... but the way you outline your goals and everything regarding diet and weight, perhaps check out any of Bob Greene's books. My favorites are his last two, Total Body Transformation and Best Life. He addresses diet, exercise AND the emotional side of things.

As far as "pizza cravings" what we do around here is keep individual microwave pizzas, favorites include all the South Beach ones, and Lean Cuisine BBQ chicken. We fight over that one.

Speaking of Bob Greene, I was just in Shoppers and saw his book about Best Life. Am considering going and buying it. Thanks Hungry Joe.
 
So today surprised me in some ways. The last couple of weeks I've been buying two small cheese buns from the bakery next door to my work. One of the little boys that I care for calls them 'Ham' and has one every time he comes to daycare. So today I bought my usual two, and started to eat a bite, when I realised, I really didn't want to eat it. What I craved was one of the fruit, yoghurt and meusli bowls I got the other day so the other girl I work with let me go grab one, and I polished it off with a bottle of water. Haven't eaten lunch yet, might grab a crustless quiche that I made for myself a while ago (single portion) and have a salad. For dinner, I'm not sure because I am babysitting. Might see what I can take with me, so I can keep up with the good work I've done so far today. I am not feeling 100 per cent at the moment, so I only did 25 minutes of cardio today, rather than my usual 45.
 
On my way to babysitting, I picked up a cold strawberry-kiwi, low fat frozen yoghurt from Dole. I am currently waiting for my order of a pasta and ceasar salad.
 
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