Shannon's Finally Just For Me Diary

Shannonpb2

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Hey Everyone-

I have been lurking this board since the summer time and finally decided to jump in. I have always been a big girl - just not this big! :eek: I was diagnosed with Hypothyroid this past sping. I was seeing my doctor and he was telling me that now my thyroid would have nothing to do with my trying to loose weight...everything I was doing to loose weight was going to start working now...next time he saw me I would have lost so much weight. I didn't have the nerve to tell him I wasn't doing anything to loose weight. I was just this fat. He really did give me a great little pep talk though and I am greatfull to him. For one time in my life I am not going on a diet. I am learning to do things that I have made part of my life.

I started this journey on the day school started - July 28, 2007. I looked around and found a personal trainer that I see on Mon, Wed, Fri. He really keeps me motivated. It is great knowing he is at the gym waiting for me - that way I have to go. I plan on continuing to see him through March. 2 weeks ago I met with a dietician. She set me up on a program that I can actually do. She is teaching me to do excahnges so that I am sure to get all the food groups I need. She told me to quit over thinking this... i really needed that. She reminded me that if I constantly make myself do without I would not be able to do this forever. Now I make better choices and fit what ever I want into my food plan.

Whelp, that is all about me. I hope keeping this journal will help me track everything I am going through.

How much weight do you want to lose? 103 pounds is my first goal.

What is the timeframe for reaching your target weight? By July 4th 2008

How do you want to accomplish your goal (what methods do you want to use)? I am going to work out at least 3 times a week and stick to my meal plan

Who or what can support you in reaching your goal? Input form others is great! I am not a good cook so I am always looking for ideas others use.

How realistic is your goal? it is almost a years time.

When will you start? Already Did!!!!!
 
welcome to your diary and much success reaching your goals... :D

Spend some time reading the stickied threads -you'll find a ton of helpful info and do ask any questions you have...
 
i got on the scale yesterday and it said i gained 3 pounds. :eek2: I hurt my knee at the gym. I went out with a friend for her birtday and ate pizza...needless to say my day was crap. I know the whole you did not gain it in a month so you can't take it off in a month. But to gain 3 pounds! As my pawpaw would say.. that is just plain horse shit!

Whoo...needed that vent. I am back up on my better way of life horse today. Brought a big ole salad with turkey for lunch and it is pretty good. I am going to strictly follow my meal plan for the rest of the week. My trainer told me to change the day I weigh on since I dont stick to the plan that great on the weekends. I really try to stay at 1600-1700 calories (100-200 more than through the week) but he thinks I am prob eating more sodium since we out out alot on the weekends. I am changing my weigh in day to Friday.

Thats is for today. S :hug2:
 
the scale is a fickle creature - that's why weighing daily can be traumatic at times, unless you are prepared for the fickleness... :D

anything can contribute to a weight gain, but unless you ate your weight in pizza, you didnt gain 3 lbs... it could come from anything - so just shake it off and keep going forward -the weight will adjust back down as long as you're consistant.
 
I have been super busy these last couple days working on the walk a thon at my sons school. I didnt do any exercise yesterday and I am not sure I will get it in today. After Saturday my life will be my own again.

Today I made a promise to not get on the scale again until next Friday. Today it said 279.6 (too low)- dont think it is right but I am not getting on it again until Friday!!

I realized something this week: I have a fear of being hungy.:eek: There is no reason for it - grew up in a house where there was always food (matter of fact we had a you must clean your plate because someone is starving in Africa rule). I realized it when i made myself 2 sandwiches. If I had made one- I would have only ate one. But, I made 2 so I ate 2. That is a fat girl habit I have to break. When we go out to eat I order the same ole artery clogging crap! I am afraid to try something else that is healthier=what if it doesnt taste good? Then I will be hungry. I have plenty of money to order again but then someone will see I bought 2 dinners and think I am a cow. I know these things but so some reason I cant make myself stop it. How do you think like a skinny person?

This whole weight loss thing is a lot more than i thought. Not only am I working on my body I have to work on my mind and I think that is the harder job.:boxing:

It is going to be a nice weekend in Atlanta. Hope it's nice where you are. Shannon
 
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