Ready2lose
New member
Hey guys 
All the success stories here are sooo motivating! All of you guys have done such a great job and look completely amazing.
I decided to make a journal because I think it might help me. I've been overweight my entire life. I developed very bad eating habits at a very young age. There was a point where I'd be eating two dinners every night.
Last summer I was diagnosed with PCOS. To make a long story short... PCOS makes it really easy to gain weight and hard to lose it.
My heaviest weight was 218lbs. I was in 6th grade! since then, I've lost 40lbs. I currently weigh 178 and I'm 5'4. Sometimes I forget that I've lost that much and I put myself down for not being able to lose any more... Even though I've lost 40, It doesn't feel like I've lost anything. I'm always thinking about food. Every day I wake up and I wonder if it will be a good food day, or a bad one. I eat until I feel sick! Then I'm tempted to throw it all up... but i never do. Instead I just sit there and feel so horrible for eating too much.
Anyways, weight has always been a huge part of my life... and it probably always will be. I'm trying to stay positive and keep moving forward even when I feel like I can't go on any longer!
Thanks for listening
Just trying this journal thing out.
All the success stories here are sooo motivating! All of you guys have done such a great job and look completely amazing.
I decided to make a journal because I think it might help me. I've been overweight my entire life. I developed very bad eating habits at a very young age. There was a point where I'd be eating two dinners every night.
Last summer I was diagnosed with PCOS. To make a long story short... PCOS makes it really easy to gain weight and hard to lose it.
My heaviest weight was 218lbs. I was in 6th grade! since then, I've lost 40lbs. I currently weigh 178 and I'm 5'4. Sometimes I forget that I've lost that much and I put myself down for not being able to lose any more... Even though I've lost 40, It doesn't feel like I've lost anything. I'm always thinking about food. Every day I wake up and I wonder if it will be a good food day, or a bad one. I eat until I feel sick! Then I'm tempted to throw it all up... but i never do. Instead I just sit there and feel so horrible for eating too much.
Anyways, weight has always been a huge part of my life... and it probably always will be. I'm trying to stay positive and keep moving forward even when I feel like I can't go on any longer!
Thanks for listening
Just trying this journal thing out.
