Re-transformation Journal!

jmimim

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Hey guys! I just joined this forum like 20 minutes ago or something, but I'm really excited about getting involved and losing weight, of course, so I thought I'd jump in and get started. Looking through other people's diaries here is really inspirational!

As an intro: I go by Jim (but yes, I am a girl! it's just a nickname that stuck), and I'm a college student. Basically the reason I'm here is because I want and need to lose weight! My whole adult life, up until the last six months, I have always weighed consistently in the 110-120 pounds range. I kept track loosely, just like once every few weeks or so, and if I noticed it going up towards 120, I would just make sure to cut down a bit on extra treats for a bit, things like that. I was very slim and in great shape, almost too skinny maybe, but I always have gotten my monthlies and the doctors never had any concern for my health (maybe I've got light bones or something, idk!). I work out almost every day of the week, and my parents raised me well so that I naturally eat very healthily. I have paid attention to my diet and fitness ever since I got intrerested in it in high school and enjoyed maintaining my great figure! But something happened just in the last year.... I stopped caring! All of a sudden I stopped exercising and eating as regularly, started slacking a bit, and before I knew it, I was eating ice cream by the GALLON and running a 9-minute mile and weighing like 20 pounds more!

I realize that I'm not really fat or anything, more like average, I'd guess (I'm 5'7" and around 140 pounds), but the problem is, I don't look or feel like MYSELF. I don't recognize my reflection anymore, and I don't like the way my body feels or moves. For how much I care about fitness and nutrition (I even want to be a personal trainer!), I don't have the body that reflects it anymore since my eating habits have gotten so bad. I've tried to do like body-acceptance things, and it's helped a bit, but I still also do not plan to stay at this weight forever. I even went to the doctor to see if there was anything wrong with me, and they were worried since my weight shot up so quickly. He said that some of it may have been due to a medication that I started, but nothing else was physically wrong. So I dunno what happened, but I know I don't like it!

Sorry for the long story, if anybody even read all that. Anyway, I guess I hope I'll stay more motivated if I can come to this site and chronicle my progress and whatnot...

So my plan to start off today is, to follow a couple of guidelines, just easy ones that I used to live by without question but have somehow fallen by the wayside. I plan to try and drink water every hour. My gym isn't open today in the morning, but I plan to do my yoga workout this morning and maybe work out more in the afternoon. And I'm going to plan out my food for the day and eat every 3-4 hours, and I think shoot for 1200-1500 calories (in the past, I would have 2000 every day, but since I'm trying to lose weight to get back to that point, I cut it down a bit). That's all, hope I can stick to it again.....
 
Good luck with achieving all that you want. I have found that writing a journal here really helps as it keeps you accountable to everybody that reads your diary. The support and inspriration you get from other people here is amazing.
 
Good luck with achieving all that you want. I have found that writing a journal here really helps as it keeps you accountable to everybody that reads your diary. The support and
inspriration you get from other people here is amazing.

Thank you for your reply! I hope the accountability will work well for me too!

Well, dear journal (and whoever else will read),

Did not have the greatest first day ever, but nor the worst. Usually I have this thing about not starting things off just so, doing it all perfectly or whatever, but I'm going to try and push that aside for now!
I at least did not end up binge eating any sweets! I had an extra evening snack of tofu, but hey, how bad can tofu be, right? It's just so funny that now I don't think anything of having "extra" whatever, unplanned snacks and meals, whereas in the past, unless I was going out with friends or whatever, I'd never go off my schedule! Got to try and get some of that dedication back. Oh, and I also did stick to my exercise plan: did 30 minutes of elliptical in the morning, plus about fifteen minutes of pilates (not as much fun by myself....I can't wait till the semester starts and so do my gym classes!).

This morning I'm starting off well by having my usual tea, although yesterday I did splurge and buy a new kind, one of the expensive types that comes in a tin. I think it tastes better....lol. I have to work the late-morning shift today, which means being there at 9:30, so I'll have to hit the gym before then. Luckily I don't have to work all day, since I AM working every day for the next 12 days or something. My plan for eating is going to be again eating every 3 or 4 hours, some carb and some protein, no more than about 300 calories each time! Hope I can stick with it today!
 
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