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pdpdrummer

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Hello, my name is Dwight. I have been overweight most of my life. I was made fun of thruout middle and high school. Which still affects my self confidence today. Im 20 years old, and just finished my 3rd year at a community college. I will be transfering to a 4 year in the fall. Over the summer i would like to lose 10-20 pounds. It will probly be tough, but doable. Last time i got weighed was at the doctors office a few weeks ago. I was at 268. As of today idk my exact weight, but im sure its around there. Im 5'10.5", wear a 2xl shirt, and wear 36 in jeans. I do not work out regulary, but probly get a decent workout in every week. Sure i could go for a walk or jog at night, but for some reason i have this mental block..well idk if you could call it that. Im just scared people will make fun of me..i know thats ridculous..but idk..being made fun of so much in middle and high school..just has effected me. Basicly when i move to go to college at the 4 year, i want to start over. I know i wont be thin when i get there, but also i wont be well known. Im hopeing by january 09, i can be down to 220 pounds. Which i think is a fairly reasonable goal. I work in a repair shop, which means this summer i will be sweating like crazy. That is if i dont move in a couple weeks to the town of the university. Thats it for now i guees...hopefully i can get the will power to go out and do somthing.
 
So i went to the gym ealier, and shot some hoops. Ran around a bit, nothing to drastic. Worked up a good sweat..ya i know im out of shape haha, and plus...being alone in a gym...at night...ya. It was also hot in there, so maybe the hotness, and the lil workout..will do good for me for now..im goin by the saying..u have to walk before you can run. I dont want to start out hard..and get discouraged..so hopefully i will get some results. I looked in the mirror today..and i was disgusted..some days i think i look fine..other days..its a whole nother story.
 
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