Pam's Weight Loss Diary

PamelaPickles

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Good Morning!

My first "real" day of taking better care of myself started yesterday and, patting myself on the back, I did quite well.
I was diagnosed with pre-diabetes...I guess my doctor came to that conclusion because my fasting glucose levels are high (112 in the morning) but my A1c is normal. She has me on Metformin and told me to lose weight...ha, so easy for a skinny doctor to say! :) Actually, in her defense, she is being very supportive...
I just turned 50...it's the new 30, you know...and I have an 11 year old son. Yikes, right? Actually, he helps keep me young and, more importantly, motivated.
My mom died when I was 19...it was and still is hard and life went down the cr*p hole after her death (we won't talk about my "daddy" issues right now :) )...anyway, I digress...I'm just saying, I want/need to be around for a long time...
Dieting to me is a tough word...it's like being grounded or having to stay after school for detention...Instead, I'm looking at it as a new way of thinking...which is hard, because, for most of my life, it's, put it in your mouth, chew, swallow, then wallow in self-pity/disgust...Right now, what's keeping me motivated are the memories of very sore fingertips and jabbing myself with a needle several times a day when I had gestational diabetes...I really don't want to do that again.
Over the course of my life I've lost and gained the same 40-60 pounds over and over again...I'm tired of that...
They way I'm going to kick start my weight loss is with meal replacement shakes/bars...three to four times a day with a diabetic friendly dinner. Last night I tried a recipe that has been circulating on Facebook...no dough pizza...probably not great for those that are trying to lose on a low calorie/fat diet...but, very low in carbs/sugar and quite good.
Thanks for reading!

Wishing everyone a fantastic day!
 
Good luck in your efforts Pam! This is a great place with positive and supportive people. Welcome!
 
Welcome to the forum Pam!
It is a very good and wise decision you made, to take care of your son's mother.
 
Dinner was salty last night...low fat beef hotdogs, chili sauce, sauerkraut and green beans (weird combo, I know, but still trying to figure out this no/low carb diabetic eating thing) It was yummy and the family didn't complain...probably won't revisit it though because of the salt...
Last night was a crazy night...around 9 pm, after letting the dog out, he comes back into the house with a bottle cap in his mouth...not a cap I recognized...Threw it away and forgot about it until the hubs let him out again before bed and asked why there was a bottle of caterpillar killer by the front door...did the bottle have a missing lid? You bet it did!! We kept an eye on the dog while we finished watching The Biggest Loser (I didn't realize they promoted anorexia/starvation...but I digress), he seemed fine until he threw up (caterpillar killer is a bacteria, not fatal to warm blooded animals), and then he threw up again...and again...and again...so, off the hubs and the dog went to the 24/7 Animal Hospital (felt pretty lucky it was only 10 minutes away). $500+ later, they return home at 2am...Dog is fine, just a few pills to pop and a diet of boiled chicken and rice for a few days...So, being that I got very little sleep and was stressed about the money I thought for sure today would have been one of those "lets start again tomorrow" days...but, here it is almost 3pm and I'm feeling good...I've been productive around the house, got some work done and, not really feeling the urge to eat...
 
An odd combo, but I've had quinoa, alligator, and seaweed today (not together) so I can't judge on weird foods. Glad the dog is okay and that you've had a good day since.
 
Aww... sorry to hear about your dog.. and the money. That really stinks. Glad he's ok though! Good job on not letting the stress get to you!

Oh, and welcome to the forum! :)
 
Welcome to the forum! Sorry about your dog :( at least he's okay. My dog died young and we weren't sure what the cause was, the vet said it was diabetes but...the way he declined...seemed as if it was a lot worse. Anyway, it may cost a lot, but pets are just like family :).

Good on you for sticking to it! Bad days come and go, there's no use in making it an even worse day by falling off the wagon.
 
Thanks everyone for the welcome and support! The dog is fine and back to his usual antics...he's only 5 months! My first puppy!

Quercus: Alligator, quinoa and seaweed...sounds like a new type of sushi roll!! :)
BigLadSteven: Thanks for the link...#6 is a tough one for me!
 
I'm glad your puppy is okay! I'm an animal lover! :)
And OMG... I watched the biggest loser too. That was CRAZY!! Rachel looked healthy when she left the ranch. She was 150 lbs. Only to come back only 2 months later and be 105 lbs?? She looked sick! And I hope the coaches get her some help!
Anyways- good job on sticking with it... Oh... And welcome! :) you will get a lot of great support here!
 
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