Hello everyone!
Well where to start off. As a little girl, I was never very big. I was a bit twig-like and short. But when my father passed away in 2004(I was 13), I began eating to ease my long-going depression. I no longer binge eat, just normal, but the damage was done. It was last year when I weighed myself and saw the numbers 175 that I decided that it was time to change. I immediately went on a diet after that, losing 15 lbs. I suppose you could say that I became unmotivated and stopped, but maintained the weight because like I mentioned earlier, I don't binge eat anymore.
Now I weigh 158(lost two pounds this past week) and am going to finish what I've started. Presently, I feel unconfident and disgusted with myself and my body. Because of this, I've developed a bit of a social disorder; trembling and blushing terribly while around strangers. I'm hoping that my weight loss will help me become a more confident person that can walk around with their head held high instead of always looking to the ground.
My goal is 125lb, but that might be pushing it a bit with my height. I'll stop when I feel happiest, but that is my max.
Anyway, wish me luck everyone! I will post follow-up pictures when I get halfway through my goal.
Here are my current measurements and such:
Height: 5'9
Weight: 158
34-27-37
Body Frame: Small
Current pictures:
Well where to start off. As a little girl, I was never very big. I was a bit twig-like and short. But when my father passed away in 2004(I was 13), I began eating to ease my long-going depression. I no longer binge eat, just normal, but the damage was done. It was last year when I weighed myself and saw the numbers 175 that I decided that it was time to change. I immediately went on a diet after that, losing 15 lbs. I suppose you could say that I became unmotivated and stopped, but maintained the weight because like I mentioned earlier, I don't binge eat anymore.
Now I weigh 158(lost two pounds this past week) and am going to finish what I've started. Presently, I feel unconfident and disgusted with myself and my body. Because of this, I've developed a bit of a social disorder; trembling and blushing terribly while around strangers. I'm hoping that my weight loss will help me become a more confident person that can walk around with their head held high instead of always looking to the ground.
My goal is 125lb, but that might be pushing it a bit with my height. I'll stop when I feel happiest, but that is my max.
Anyway, wish me luck everyone! I will post follow-up pictures when I get halfway through my goal.
Here are my current measurements and such:
Height: 5'9
Weight: 158
34-27-37
Body Frame: Small
Current pictures: