Osiris's Journey...

Osiris2

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Hello everyone!

Well where to start off. As a little girl, I was never very big. I was a bit twig-like and short. But when my father passed away in 2004(I was 13), I began eating to ease my long-going depression. I no longer binge eat, just normal, but the damage was done. It was last year when I weighed myself and saw the numbers 175 that I decided that it was time to change. I immediately went on a diet after that, losing 15 lbs. I suppose you could say that I became unmotivated and stopped, but maintained the weight because like I mentioned earlier, I don't binge eat anymore.

Now I weigh 158(lost two pounds this past week) and am going to finish what I've started. Presently, I feel unconfident and disgusted with myself and my body. Because of this, I've developed a bit of a social disorder; trembling and blushing terribly while around strangers. I'm hoping that my weight loss will help me become a more confident person that can walk around with their head held high instead of always looking to the ground.

My goal is 125lb, but that might be pushing it a bit with my height. I'll stop when I feel happiest, but that is my max.

Anyway, wish me luck everyone! I will post follow-up pictures when I get halfway through my goal.

Here are my current measurements and such:

Height: 5'9
Weight: 158
34-27-37
Body Frame: Small

Current pictures:

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hey, don't be so harsh on yourself; you look like a lovely girl and even now - quite a stunner with not much need for change. if you do feel like losing weight might help you feel more comfortable in your own skin, than do it! but don't forget that you always first and foremost must love yourself so other people would love you too.

good luck, anxious to see the betweens! :)
 
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