Christina1
New member
I was feeling so good about myself. Doing what I wanted when I wanted and how I wanted to do it. It seems that all of a sudden, I became lazy without even realizing what I was doing to myself. I became more and more unhealthy and made a monster out of myself. 
Now I am stuck in a rut. Bigger than I could ever imagine. I have to lose weight before my daughter ends up motherless, and my fiance single.
I am on a journey, a quest to healthiness...
I have to eat healthy but by doctors orders cannot eat any green leafy vegetables and stay away from Vitamin K completely. I must omit fatty foods and all fast foods entirely. I must limit my salt intake dramatically. This is where I find myself hiding where no one else can see me. Somewhere in the back of my mind I thought that if no one sees me eating then the food will not do anything... HAA! Where does this thought come from? I think of myself as a fairly inteligent person. Yet I make the wrong decision day after day.
And so I find myself here. This is the one place where I have made friends, and met great people. (and maybe an enemy or two, which I will try and fix later).
I hope that you will welcome me back and push me to get back on track. I NEED HELP. I admit I can not do it on my own. I have gained ALL of my weight back. I am a complete UNHEALTHY MESS...
I have been in and out of the hospitol so many times this year, and am so sick of it.
I think coming back will help me, but I am affraid I dont have the time to be on here as I was b4. my schedule is pretty tight for the most part.
I am now a
School Bus Driver/Girl Scout Leader/Head Room Parent/Puppy Trainer/Housewife/Mom
I'm tired as hell, but also sick of feeling sick and weak.
The forum is different. I will be looking around... checking it out... But I will not be up to date on everything as I once was so bare with me.
I can not wait to start challenges again. I think those helped me the most.
Ok, I am off to explore. Wow, I can't believe I came back.....
Now I am stuck in a rut. Bigger than I could ever imagine. I have to lose weight before my daughter ends up motherless, and my fiance single.
I am on a journey, a quest to healthiness...
I have to eat healthy but by doctors orders cannot eat any green leafy vegetables and stay away from Vitamin K completely. I must omit fatty foods and all fast foods entirely. I must limit my salt intake dramatically. This is where I find myself hiding where no one else can see me.
Somewhere in the back of my mind I thought that if no one sees me eating then the food will not do anything... HAA! Where does this thought come from? I think of myself as a fairly inteligent person. Yet I make the wrong decision day after day. And so I find myself here. This is the one place where I have made friends, and met great people. (and maybe an enemy or two, which I will try and fix later).
I hope that you will welcome me back and push me to get back on track. I NEED HELP. I admit I can not do it on my own. I have gained ALL of my weight back. I am a complete UNHEALTHY MESS...
I have been in and out of the hospitol so many times this year, and am so sick of it.
I think coming back will help me, but I am affraid I dont have the time to be on here as I was b4. my schedule is pretty tight for the most part.
I am now a
School Bus Driver/Girl Scout Leader/Head Room Parent/Puppy Trainer/Housewife/Mom
I'm tired as hell, but also sick of feeling sick and weak.
The forum is different. I will be looking around... checking it out... But I will not be up to date on everything as I once was so bare with me.
I can not wait to start challenges again. I think those helped me the most.
Ok, I am off to explore. Wow, I can't believe I came back.....
