Hello everyone 
Sorry this post is really long...
I'm new to this forum (obviously
). I am a 21 year old Female (22 on the 22nd of September) . I have always kind of struggled with my weight, being the biggest in my family. At the age of 17 I was about 135 pounds, I felt it was an OK weight until I started to get teased. I tried to lose weight but was never really successful. At the age of 19 I met my boyfriend and went on the birth control pill and gained about 43 pounds . So currently I weigh 178 pounds. I would like to lose 63 pound to reach my goal of 115 pounds. (impressive math huh? )
I recently graduated college
but have yet to find a job . This can be seen as a positive cause I plan on started to go to the gym during the week. It is however really stressful as well. My boyfriend and I want to buy a house soon and not having a job kinda puts that to a stop. Currently we live in his mothers basement 
(but we won't get into that). To say the least, it stresses me out living here and I would love to move out. I know that's not an option right now so I will try to make the best of it. The thing I am really nervous about is the fact that when I do get a job I'm afraid I will be so overwhelmed about changing my routine and finding time to work out. Ten buying a house on top of that (even though I don't have a routine to speak of just yet lol). The thought of loosing 63 pounds really scares me because it is a lot. I'm not really sure where to start, so any suggestions would be very welcome.
Again sorry for the long post, but thanks if you took the time to read it!
Sorry this post is really long...I'm new to this forum (obviously
). I am a 21 year old Female (22 on the 22nd of September) . I have always kind of struggled with my weight, being the biggest in my family. At the age of 17 I was about 135 pounds, I felt it was an OK weight until I started to get teased. I tried to lose weight but was never really successful. At the age of 19 I met my boyfriend and went on the birth control pill and gained about 43 pounds . So currently I weigh 178 pounds. I would like to lose 63 pound to reach my goal of 115 pounds. (impressive math huh? )I recently graduated college
but have yet to find a job . This can be seen as a positive cause I plan on started to go to the gym during the week. It is however really stressful as well. My boyfriend and I want to buy a house soon and not having a job kinda puts that to a stop. Currently we live in his mothers basement (but we won't get into that). To say the least, it stresses me out living here and I would love to move out. I know that's not an option right now so I will try to make the best of it. The thing I am really nervous about is the fact that when I do get a job I'm afraid I will be so overwhelmed about changing my routine and finding time to work out. Ten buying a house on top of that (even though I don't have a routine to speak of just yet lol). The thought of loosing 63 pounds really scares me because it is a lot. I'm not really sure where to start, so any suggestions would be very welcome.Again sorry for the long post, but thanks if you took the time to read it!