danielpm1989
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My name's Daniel. I'm 22 years old and a college student. I'm about 130lbs over weight, i weigh about 300 and i should weigh around 180. My reasons for wanting to lose weight are both physical and spiritual. I want to lose weight because i don't want to be gluttonous anymore, i'm not the most religious person in the world but i am a christian and i try to follow the ten commandments and one of the 7 deadly sins is gluttony. Another reason i want to lose weight is because my mom recently died of a combination of heart disease caused by obesity, and diabetes. I live a fairly un healthy lifestyle. I am trying to become a vegetarian and i try to follow an Ital diet. I don't smoke but i chew tobacco and i'm not ready to quit that yet, i think i need to lose weight first. The biggest reason i want to lose weight is because i need to be healthy for my sister who doesn't have a mom anymore and when i graduate from college i want to be fit to finish raising her, although there won't be much left since she's already 11. I'm very strong and feel blessed because of that, i'm able to do a lot and i can be very active without hurting myself, just getting tired. I work at a horse ranch in the mornings before school and i try to use that to my advantage, i connect with the horses and i am able to exercise there very well, and the daily work that i do is very good exercise in its self. I am very addicted to food, the urge to eat is worse than any nicotine or alcohol addiction, and i've expereinced both. I can only compare the urge to the urge a cocaine user gets when he stops. you feel like your literally starving to death, but i know i'm not. Its beyond words. its scary how something as common and simple as food can create such a problem. I hope i can find support here and hopefully i can lose weight