Hi everyone, I am new here and need some motivation!
Long story short, I am 24 years old and grew up 'fat'. I was called all sorts of names pertaining to my weight by my mother and it has stuck with me. About 3 years ago I decided to do something about it, started Weight Watchers and lost about 80lbs. I was originally 250lbs and got down to 170lbs. I am around 170lbs right now but want to get down more. I used to go jogging and to the gym all the time but have since moved and have been busy and havent gone in a year. I also have body image issues and am very negative towards myself. This affects me daily and I cant be myself around my boyfriend when I feel and look the way I do. He is fit and played soccer on a National level and I havent told him my issues yet. I am embarassed to and I dont think he will understand as he has never been fat. I dont like to let him see my body. He will say I like this, or I like that and try to touch me there and in my head I am panicking thinking OMG, WHY would he want to touch there?! I am constantly moving his hands away from my perceived fattest areas. My friends think I am crazy when I tell them that I wish he were fat!
Anyways, looking forward to sticking around.
Long story short, I am 24 years old and grew up 'fat'. I was called all sorts of names pertaining to my weight by my mother and it has stuck with me. About 3 years ago I decided to do something about it, started Weight Watchers and lost about 80lbs. I was originally 250lbs and got down to 170lbs. I am around 170lbs right now but want to get down more. I used to go jogging and to the gym all the time but have since moved and have been busy and havent gone in a year. I also have body image issues and am very negative towards myself. This affects me daily and I cant be myself around my boyfriend when I feel and look the way I do. He is fit and played soccer on a National level and I havent told him my issues yet. I am embarassed to and I dont think he will understand as he has never been fat. I dont like to let him see my body. He will say I like this, or I like that and try to touch me there and in my head I am panicking thinking OMG, WHY would he want to touch there?! I am constantly moving his hands away from my perceived fattest areas. My friends think I am crazy when I tell them that I wish he were fat!
Anyways, looking forward to sticking around.
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