My name is Kellie. I have been overweight my entire life. I currently weigh 314 pounds. I've tried to lose weight for ego reasons and I would lose some and quit. For the first time I am loosing this weight for my precious autistic daughter. I'm all my daughter has. Her father never met her. He cheated on me when I was pregnant and I've been single since. It's a terrifying feeling and a overwhelming feeling thinking I will drop dead due to my weight. My daughter would end up in a group home. Not a day passes without me shaming myself about my weight and feeling guilty because my daughter relies on me for EVERYTHING! I cry everyday, some tears are about My daughters Autism, then some tears are about my weight. My daughter deserves a better mother. I also suffer from PTSD and Major anxiety. I do not go out anywhere unless it's something I HAVE to do. I've been hiding from the world my whole life by living in my bedroom. Sorry if this comes off as a pity party, I really need support from anyone.
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dudeitstime
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Today is the day you don't quit and achieve what you want, so welcome to the forum! Your story sounds tough so I really want to see you succeed and I believe you will. You have the perfect motivational factor in this equation and I can tell you're determined. We're all here for you and we'll be with you when you cross that goal finish line. So what will be your plan? Exercise? Typical eating day? I started off around your weight as well in February, if I can do it (down to almost 260 now), literally ANYONE can. I'd suggest going to the diary section and opening up your own little blog post. Can be a great way to garner support, inspiration, tips, etc... you can do this. Love who you are, set realistic goals, and prepare for a new you.