My turn

[unbreakable]

My time to shine...

I was on this board a little over a year ago and had great success. I lost around 30lbs in 2 months!!! My life got complicated and stressful as life can get and I got lost in the shuffle on practicaly all levels. I gained 10lbs back that I had lost...

I decided I'm not going to let this happen, I liked feeling impowerd and I started to do what I know I had to for me, monitor my eating and water intake. I have an issue with eating to little, so I stay fat... I lost the 10lbs... Small mile stone...

I'm back because I need motivation and accountability. I need to keep in my mind at all times what my goal is and that I can actually make it. I am going to quit smoking yet again (something else I picked up with those 10lbs this last year)... And then I'll be able to get my ass in gear and work out which I found out the last time I loved so much, the sweat the burn everything about it.... It's just getting started that's hard...

I took my first step with getting off the regained 10lbs, and now this is my second step... Wish me luck I have a long long way to go.

I need to loose around 80lbs

 

[lindethiel]

You're going to do great! I'm new, but I think it's fabulous to have you here! It's admirable that you're coming back after you gained some weight back that you had already lost. That would be hard, but it sounds like you're definetely making the right decision.

 

[unbreakable]

Thank you for your kind words...


Ok today's the day... No more smokes...


You know what irritates me more then anything, loosing weight looking better and better in clothes but being way more jiggly. It's like my fat cells aren't sticking together anymore, so I weigh less, look better in clothes but I think look heavier without clothes.


Anyway wish me luck going cold turkey

UB

 

[unbreakable]

Get your decoder rings, I'm a horriable speller and a fast typer

Well I'm back again, got a little distracted. My husband and I are getting devoriced which is a replay of what I was going through the last time I was here. I just moved out last week and this is Definatly happening this time. His girlfriend has just moved in, ahhh my life..

Anyway I'm seriously totally fine considering I littleraly rearanged my whole new life the last time we were seperated for a real reconsiliation just to end up with a whole lot of, hugh a year later...

Been busy with my kido's and definatly makeing sure I am eating. I'm not exercising yet, but I will be starting after my brothers wedding this weekend.

Loosing fat slowly right now without exercise but a loss is a loss, it's allmost time for a new size. Though I swear even though I'm thinner I look fater! It's so agrivating, it's like I'm made out of playdo and I'm litteraly melting.

All I know folks is this year is going to be super great, I have a new career path which is going to be perfect for my life. I'm going to be coaching a Odessey of the Mind team again with my kids this year. And I'm getting this friken weight off of me once and for all..

My new montra : This weight does not belong to me

I tell myself this all the time now. For years I was like " well you have 5 kids, this is all baby weight" but actually I gained 75 lbs on birth control about 13 years ago and that's what I'm lugging around! Well that and about 20lbs in actually baby weight. Seriously frestrating, what I wouldn't give to have just and extra 20lbs on me, oh well. TIME TO GET IT OFF!