My Diary

animallover91

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My name is Meg. I'm 17 years old, 5'7 (or 5'6 1/2) and 160 pounds. I'm home schooled and have been my whole life.. I was very active and very skinny growing up. But for my freshman year I started doing a school program on the computer. That whole semester AND the next school semester I spent sitting around on the computer and I began gaining weight quite a bit. So, now here I am. :p in a place that I really hate being. I have pudgy love handles that destroy every outfit I try to put together .. chubby thighs and flabby arms. I'm not overly worried about the way that I look but I'm just sick of thinking about clothes all the time.. "what will cover up this? what will cover up that?"

My eating habits are very bad. I'm in this terrible cycle where I start a diet and I do GREAT on it.. for the first four or five days.. then all of the sudden I have a little too much cake and I think it's the end of the world and I quit the diet and think "uhm.. well I already ruined my diet today might as well eat WHATEVER I want to.. and keep on eating whatever I want for the next three days and then feel like crap and start starving myself." okay.. lol... so that's how it is right now.

I'm tired of being chubby.. I want to go back to being the thin young girl that I was for more than half my life... and I know that that requires a whole lifestyle change..

I've figured it out the hard way... there are no quick fixes... so...I thank god I figured it out at this point...

anyway... this is my intro.. -- the end. :beating:
 
first entry

the day isn't over yet but so far I haven't eaten much of anything at all.. which probably isn't very good.

I had about 15 crackers with some light cheese and it's 2:09 pm.

I walked to the library which is NOT very far at all... but it was a little workout, I suppose.

I'm feeling hungry. :ack2:
 
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