My Critical Two-Year Journey

Since I'm new to this forum, a bit about me first. I'm 33 as of last Thursday, hence the title of this thread: I aim to achieve my goals before my 35th birthday. I was a semi-serious athlete in high school, basketball being my sport of choice, at which time I was at a very healthy 210-215 lbs.(6-4, big-boned frame). I was never particularly strong, but overall cardio fitness was solid and I loved to play(still do), focused more on the skills aspect however. My senior year, a series of ankle injuries demonstrated that my serious playing days were over.

I turned the 'freshman 15' into 25 my first year in college, and gradually gained about 10 lbs. a year throughout most of my 20s. Poor diet over the years led to a very minimal muscle mass and lack of exercise to basically non-existent cardio-vascular conditioning. Finally, a couple years ago, I got sick enough of my life to make a change(not just in fitness, although that's the focus here obviously). My peak was 333 lbs. in September '07. I eventually lost about 50 lbs. to 282, gaining significant strength and some cardio conditioning as well. I began slacking off the program last summer, and then was forced to take on a second job earlier this spring.

At that point my diet went completely out the window, both for financial and time reasons. An accelerated weight gain over the last few months didn't stop until about a month ago, when I had one of the scarier moments of my life: my first, and I'm determined to make it my only, eating disorder experience. I was so disgusted with myself that I made an emotional and stupid decision, basically starving myself and losing 14 lbs. in 5 days in the process, making myself quite sick. Of course I gained it all back once I started eating normally again anyway. Since then I've eaten mostly healthy, but with enough lapses in self-control to basically break-even.

As of today, there is only a little over 10 lbs. left of the original 50 that I lost. This will be a daily journal of my successes and failures in what is really a crucial part of my life right now: getting myself into healthy shape so that I can have quality of life for the rest of my years on earth. I have goals in three categories to reach in the next two years: weight(230 lb. at most); core strength(200 crunches, 200 squats, 100 pushups); and cardio fitness. For the cardio matter I'm going to(VERY slowly) work into the basketball training routine I developed in high school. Essentially a series of sprints, would probably qualify under interval training.

My goal is 4 cardio workouts a week, core strength exercises(5 sets) 3 days a week, daily stretching(10-min. routine) for flexibility, and of course strict adherence to my diet. Right now that is set at about 3200 cal/day, 38% protein, 37% carbs, 25% fat. With sufficient discipline, I can achieve the above almost any week: depending on my work schedule, I will sometimes be able to work in more cardio.

I appreciate and welcome all comments, suggestions, questions, etc. I'm extremely out-of-shape compared to most if not all who post here, but that's part of the point: I want to be part of a community of people who take care of themselves.

My particulars as of today:

BW: 321.6
Pushups(test): 4(up from zero 3 weeks ago)
Crunches(test): 7(3)
Aided Squats: 6(4)

** By aided I mean that I don't have the proper balance yet with my legs without using my arms on other objects to help balance. I don't use them for the necessary lift **
 
Bryan,

It is pretty brave of you to put yourself outthere like that. I feel you pain though. I'll recipricate with a story of my own.

I'm 30 so you have a few years on me. I too played sports in high school, but went on to play a bit in college. I wasn't too successful though. I went in with too much to prove and burnt out of football my second year. I finished school though, so that's a positive!

Anyway, I'm 6'2" and now flux between 185-190lbs. That's lighter than I was as a freshman in high school. I've always been physically active but after a crazy ankle injury in 2001 and an acl tear in 2007 I found myself between 230-240lbs.

Spring of '09 I decided enough was enough and began the p90x program with a buddy of mine. He only lasted about 2 months and lost interest. I stuck with the physical part of the program for a full year (4 full cycles). Nutritionally I was concious of what I was eating but through summer and fall I still wasn't eating all that great. Between finding out my eating habbits were detrimental to my fertility and heart (found out from mother about a family history of hypertension and heart disease). I decided to eat better too. I don't follow p90x anymore, mainly because I worked it to death. It does still influence my workouts, mainly because its philosophy works. I've acquired a training education now and create my own workouts. But I definitely attribute my current success to begining with that program.

I was listening to ESPN radio one afternoon while driving and Tony Gonzalez was a guest on the Colin Cowherd Show, promoting his new book "The All Pro Diet". Gonzalez sounded genuine and the book sounded good, so I picked it up. It was short, interesting, and invormative. I was already in an effective workout routine, so I never really took his excerises and incorperated them. But the nutrition and eating portion of the book changed my whole outlook. I followed it to a tee for a month or two, and before I knew it I was feeling better, and more energized. I won't get into detail here but it opened my eyes to foods I'd never heard of and others I thought I didn't like.

So I've talked exercise and nutrition, the last portion of my personal philosophy is the mind. In the past year I've learned that above all else, without a burning desire originating in your own mind, backed by true faith in yourself, you cannot achieve your goals. Getting stuck in your own mind in a negative way is the number one trap of failing to gain success. I work through 13 principles that I've adapted from a book published way back in 1933. I believe that by sticking to these principles it is impossible to fail. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a kook or anything, but I submit that when people can't master the the way they think, they leave themselves open to failure and misfortune.

You definitely sound like your on the write track. Keep up the hard work. Anytime you want to exchange war stories, feel free.

I'm currently working personal challenge. One of my best friends is in the Air Force and he shared with me what Airmen under the age of 30 have to test at. That's what I'm shooting for. I'm in week 3 of a 4 week training period before I test.

Remember,

think good. eat right. work hard.

BC
 
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Thanks for the thoughts Brian. I totally agree with you on the mind part. I personally tend strongly towards negativity and depression, and the mental side of it is where the battle is for me. I know I can do the work as long as I stay motivated.

I believe mastering the way we think is the key to life in all areas.
 
Kind of a rough day today. Didn't sleep well last night, and had a couple RL interruptions that made it hard to fit everything in. Fatigue showed particularly in my legs, but I did manage to get everything done I planned on so all in all it still has to be considered a success. So far so good on eating properly as well.

Core Day 1(60s rest)

Knee Pushups: 4/6/4/4/3, 21/24 tot.(--)
Crunches: 3/4/2/1/1, 11/18 tot.(+1)
Aided Squats: 3/1/1/0/0, 5/18 tot.(-7)

Cardio L1(Sprint x1)
 
Bryan,

I commend you for taking the first steps toward a healthier life! Sounds like you've got a good starting plan dialed in. Stick to it, stay disciplined and remember that with each push up, squat or sprint, you take yourself one step closer to your goals. Just a little advice from another 30 something that made some significant fitness changes in the last year....starting was never my problem, just seeing it through. The world is full of starters but very few strong finishers....always have the mindset of a finisher and know, for that alone you put yourself into a very small percentage of the population. Discipline and consistency are your best friends and although they'll put you through the ringer physically and mentally, when embraced, they'll make you feel more powerful than you've ever been. I look forward to tracking your progress and sharing in your successes. I love to push myself to the limits of what I thought was possible because I know my success gives others permission to succeed. View your own journey the same way and you'll find it almost impossible to falter. Best of luck to you bro!
 
Hi Bryan

It's brave of you to be honest about your situation and how you got there. I wish you every luck in getting that weight off and turning things around
 
Bryan, it took you years to get in your condition, so it will take you a while, but less time, to get in good condition. Everyday, you should ask yourself, "If you ask what did I do to improve myself?" and can honestly answer positively, you will get there. I would not look for any major improvements in the short timespan because that would be setting you up for disappointment and failure. Look for improvements over a month or even 3 months.
 
Discipline and consistency are your best friends and although they'll put you through the ringer physically and mentally, when embraced, they'll make you feel more powerful than you've ever been.

Totally agree, and thanks. I already feel better mentally after a couple of days that have been fairly taxing physically and emotionally, but I made the choice to stick with the plan anyway. If it can make that choice a few hundred more times, I'll be in a much better place.

I also agree with the last poster on the long-term timeframe. Process not results needs to be my focus -- when I screw up is when I lose sight of that.

As far as today goes, thursday is basically a pay-the-bills day, so the only real activity is staying on course with a proper diet and getting my stretching in. Accomplished today, though I feel a little sore all over after yesterday and espescially my right calf which doesn't even like the idea of me walking right now.
 
Slept in a bit more than I should have today, but other than that another good one. Feeling a bit on the nauseated side, and my legs still don't have their normal energy, though the soreness is better. Normally doesn't take this long for my body to adjust to the new routine, but I'd been off it for longer than normal as well. Hopefully I'll get there soon.

Core Day 2(90s rest)

Knee Pushups: 5/6/4/4/6, 26/27 tot.(-2)
Crunches: 5/4/2/2/2, 15/25 tot.(+3)
Aided Squats: 4/3/3/1/0, 11/25 tot.(--)

Cardio L1

It's starting to get just a hair easier to recover after my sprint.
 
A little sore today -- overdid some of the holiday festivities yesterday. Stayed nearly completely on course with eating properly though(despite the best efforts of some of my relatives). My overall energy has really been excellent lately as compared with a couple weeks ago: this is usually the first hurdle and it looks I'm finallly past it.

Core Day 3(120s rest)

Knee Pushups: 5/7/5/5/6, 28/30 tot., NA
Crunches: 6/5/3/3/3, 20/33 tot., NA
Aided Squats: 6/3/1/3/1, 14/33 tot., NA
 
Didn't post yesterday as Monday is a stretching-only day, as I work two shifts.

Well it's weigh-in and test day, the best day of the week as it's the once where I get to see progress, if there's been any. But before I get into that, the most important measure is whether I stuck to the program during the week, and this week was as close to perfect as can be so I'm extremely happy with that. Now I just need 100 more just like it! :)

Also, my soreness has been down to almost nothing the last 24-36 hours, and with my body appearing to respond well I'm upping the cardio to L3. I do 60s rest in between each element, and I'll be up to two sprints now with a simple ballhandling drill that we call Purdue in between. That makes my total spring distance 376 ft., or .071 miles(eventually, my goal is to get that up to a hair under .9 mi, for reference).

Weight: 317.6(-4.0)

This is a little shocking, and is actually too much of a drop. I'll be watching this next week, if it's close to this amount I'll need to up my calorie consumption. Definitely a good problem to have though, to be worried about losing too much too fast.


Core Tests(1 max set each)

Pushups: 5(+1)
Crunches: 8(+1)
Aided Squats: 6(--)

5 pushups is the magic number -- another small milestone as I'll be 'graduating' to doing regular pushups, not the knee variety, on my core days during the week.

Cardio L3(60s rest)
 
Hi,
Great to have you here.

I’m a little confused about your current workout. Could you post what your schedule is? I’m lost with your Core this and L2 to L3 comments. I read that you want to do strength training 3 days a week and cardio 4, but it looks like you have focused only on a few core movements for your muscles and just sprinting for your cardio.

Share exactly what you are up to and I may have some ideas for you. There are others around too that are more than willing to give input as well.

You are doing great just by being here, eating right and sweating.
 
Thanks. Hopefully another explanation will help.

You are correct that I'm doing only a few core movements -- pushups, crunches, and squats, 5 sets a day 3 times a week.

The 'cardio' part is indeed just doing sprints with a drill in between. Along with cardio it's also a way to reawaken my old basketball skills.

Now obviously I could do more, but I frankly don't have the time. I'm open to suggestions, but they have to be things that can be done quickly and at home(hence the sprints, since I have an old bball workout that was very effective in HS and a court right outside my door). With working two jobs, commitments at my church, extended family, etc., I don't have the time anymore to do what I used to(lifting every day, 3-day rotation with about a dozen different lifts, 40 mins on the treadmill daily, etc.) -- I just can't get to the gym often enough. As it is there are only 4 days I can fit in the time to run, and that will probably go down to 3 in the fall.

Thanks for taking the time to read my journal and comment.
 
FYI I use things like L1, L3, etc. just because I figure people would find it annoying to read basically the same thing every time I do the same workout, espescially as it gets more involved after time. It's just shorthand, I defined what L3 is in post #12.
 
Core Day 1(60s rest)

Pushups: 2/3/2/2/2, 11/12 tot., NA
Crunches: 3/4/3/3/2, 15/18 tot., +4
Aided Squats: 3/4/3/3/4, 17/18 tot., +12

Cardio L3(60s rest)

Although overall energy is still very good, my legs were sluggish and a bit sore today. I surmise that's probably because of the added sprint this week.
 
Okay, that clears things up for me a bit.

Because you are time crunched you may want to look into “Grease the groove” workouts. You could add them to what you are doing or just use them for a break in your regular routine. A key to keep things interesting in your workout is to mix it up a bit. Great that your plan is working!

Grease the grove would be something like:
Push-ups on the hour at below your regular rep range.

i.e. 2 push-ups every hour. This low rep range makes it achievable every hour without the sweat factor and your volume over the course of a day could actually be more than your regular workout. If you are up for 15 hours you could get 30 push-ups in for the day, give or take. I’ve done this myself over a day doing 10 push-ups and 10 squats every hour for a day’s total of 150 each for the day. No sweating for the day either but boy could I feel them at the end of the day.

Others use different triggers than just every hour. I could go with every time I climb the stairs at home, I do a set. Going up 10 push-ups, going down 10 squats. Something simple like that can be done every day along with my workout. My own mother used this method after giving birth to me. Every time she walked through a doorway she would suck her belly in and tense it up for a few seconds using isometrics. Nobody could tell she was working out.

Keep up the great work! Have you found any people to play ball with?
 
Thanks for the support and ideas! Most of that won't work for me but I do think I can implement a couple-few basic isometric exercises at one of my jobs(call center -- I basically sit at a desk four shifts a week). My days there may be numbered but it's definitely something I can do right now to add a bit.

As for the last question, I do play with my brothers some, but mostly solo at this point. Maybe I'll be able to change that down the line -- I still love the sport -- but right now as with most things time is a difficult thing to find.
 
I've been quite tired the last couple days, sleeping somewhat more than I should indulge myself, but other than that all is well.

Core Day 2(90s rest)

Pushups: 3/4/2/3/3, 15/16 tot.(NA)
Crunches: 5/5/3/3/2, 18/25 tot.(+3)
Aided Squats: 5/6/3/4/3, 21/25 tot.(+10)

Cardio L3(60s rest)
 
What a day. I'm usually the most tired on Saturday and this was no exception. Got through my sprints, but my hamstrings are definitely feeling it, as well as the outside of my right leg. Since this was the last cardio day of this week for me, I'm not going to be adding any more distance next week -- definitely need more time to adjust

Cardio L3(60s rest)
 
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