Musicalgirl - Start 280 ----Current 215-----Goal 140

musicalgirl

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Hey everyone on the internet!!!


I'm Musicalgirl and I finally decided to post all of this.


My story is a lot like many people here. Growing up, I was always the chubby kid who ate their feelings. My dad would praise me for eating and look down on healthy eating as "weak" in way.


After my parent's divorce, I lived with my mom and she became very ill. At 13 I was responsible for the grocery shopping and feeding myself. Everyone knows that if you give a 13 year old free reign on their food, they wont eat anything but pizza, ha ha. Because of this, I got bigger and bigger. When I was sad, I would eat, happy; eat, bored, eat. Everything ended with a cheeseburger and it took its toll.


By 22 I was 280 pounds at 5' 6" and knew I needed a change. I changed my diet and started exercising.


This is me around 260, I hid from the camera when I was at my heaviest, 280, so I don't think I have any pics of that.







During: In these pictures, I am at 215-220





Nothing says weight loss like an extreme tree-lean, amiright??





I still have a long way to go, but I'm showing progress. I look a side/front/back underwear picture at 255 and then again at 220, but I am having trouble with the computer they are on, so I will post them ASAP.


For exercise, I did the couch-to-5k program and found out that I actually realllly love to run. All this time I thought I hated it. Sometimes you can really surprise yourself.

I've been lifting weights, running and taking a variety of classes offered at my gym; yoga, zumba, step, etc. I found out that the gym can be fun, as long as you don't care what people think of you, ha ha. The first step was the hardest, then I realized that I really don't care if someone thinks I'm out of shape, or too big, because I'm on my way and I don't need to listen to their crap, ha ha ha!


My nutrition has changed dramatically as well. I've always had digestive issues, but instead of avoiding the foods that I know I can't eat, I would just eat more of them and get sick......makes sense, RIGHT!? *shakes head*


I've cut out dairy and wheat (which I am allergic too) as well as processed sugar, alcohol, fried food and red meat. I don't follow any specific diet plan, I just look at what I'm about to eat and say "now is this REALLLYYY something I should be eating?" I always know the answer (whether I like it or not).


I fell off the horse for a few months and gained back 10 pounds, and before it can get any worse, I'm jumping back in the game. I will NOT let myself go back.


Now that I am posting here, I plan on having picture updates (the scary underwear kind) once a month to track my progress better, as well as post my measurements.



Highest weight - 280, measurements unknown.


Start weight - 255, measurements 47-44-53 (May 2011)


Current weight - 215, measurments 41-37-48 (January 2012)
 
ALooks like you are doing great!!! ...you look awesome!! ...way to take control and get back on track!! I am looking forward to seeing your progress!!:hurray:
 
Heya musical! :biggrin:


I'm glad to see you back and ready to tackle this head on!


You sound like you have a great and positive attitude, and that goes such a long way! Living healthy is all about loving yourself and enjoying life.


I can certainly relate to how you felt growing up. I had pretty much the same relationship with food. Of course, that has all changed now, but temptations still surface from time to time. If you fall victim to it, which we all do at some point, don't let it discourage. The fact that you keep getting back on the wagon and don't give up shows that you will be successful in the end!
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Don't be afraid to vent or lean on any of us as we're all here to support and encourage one another, in the good times and the bad!
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Your pics are so wonderful too! You're so pretty and you're ~45lb change is AWESOME! I can't wait to see your updates!
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Best of luck to you, musical! :hurray:
 
Originally Posted by musicalgirl


Hey everyone on the internet!!!


I'm Musicalgirl and I finally decided to post all of this.



My story is a lot like many people here. Growing up, I was always the chubby kid who ate their feelings. My dad would praise me for eating and look down on healthy eating as "weak" in way.



After my parent's divorce, I lived with my mom and she became very ill. At 13 I was responsible for the grocery shopping and feeding myself. Everyone knows that if you give a 13 year old free reign on their food, they wont eat anything but pizza, ha ha. Because of this, I got bigger and bigger. When I was sad, I would eat, happy; eat, bored, eat. Everything ended with a cheeseburger and it took its toll.



By 22 I was 280 pounds at 5' 6" and knew I needed a change. I changed my diet and started exercising.



This is me around 260, I hid from the camera when I was at my heaviest, 280, so I don't think I have any pics of that.



I just found you on my thread and came to have a nosy at you haha! Thanks again for the kind words
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You have got a lovely smiley face...even on your heavier photo's you look really happy and pleasant.

It's great that you trying, I look forward to seeing your progress pictures, as for the before pictures, I am now wishing that I did have more full length photo's of when I was at my biggest but I was just like you I either hid from the camera OR I would say "only take a picture from the shoulders up", that makes me laugh because when I look at the pictures I still had an overweight face haha So it made no sense when I look back now.


Good luck...you are already pretty so imagine how awesome you will look when you hit your goal.:biggrin:


-minimee
 
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