I'll do a brief intro on how I got to where I am and why it is hard to maintain a decent amount of weight.
2008 was the toughest year of my life emotionally. I was 30 at the time and the entire world came crashing down around me and I was a wreck.
January I went through a really rough breakup with an amazing girl that I was living with.
In April my grandmother died
In June my mother died at the age of 55
In July I was cast in the premier improv comedy theater in NYC
In December my 40 year old cousin, who I was close with, died.
So the first half of the year was spent mourning and drinking to mask a lot that was going on. 2nd half of the year was spent partying and drinking to mask a lot of the previous half of the year. I've always been a pretty heavy drinker, but all of these piled up and it has become a mainstay in my lifestyle.
Now being in the comedy scene life is surrounded by late nights and hanging out with friends after shows. Socially we all get pizza/wings/beers etc etc often. More often than most people.
So that is what makes this a challenge. I have a full time day job, and as soon as I get off work I run straight to the theater to perform or do more work. Weekends are more busy than the weekdays, so my time is short. Waking up early enough to exercise before work is tough because I'm extremely drained.
Anyways, thats pretty much the gist of it all. I'm tired all the time and have very little free time. I hope to get back to the 180s so my natural energy levels are higher and I can be more motivated to use my (little amount of) free time exercising. We'll see.
