Moofee's Diary Thing

Moofee

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Hello, hello... I've never really tried this kinda 'public' diary but what the hell! Seems like a nifty wee tool. I'm a relative newb to this site but WOW - so much inspiration is to be had with all the before/after pics here! I've taken my own pics but I'm still definitely in the 'Before' category.

Anyway, here I go with the starter questions:

How much weight do you want to lose?
I started a week ago at 84 kilos (185 pounds)! My highest weight ever... it scared me. In the last year I had slimmed down to 66 kg (145 pounds) but then went completely off the rails and gained it again. I guess I went too hard and too fast? It was depressing to know that I had unraveled all that good work and there was no one to blame but me. :nopity:

I would eventually like to get down to 55 kilos (121 pounds) but am setting a soft target of 60 kgs (132 pounds).

So I would like to lose 24 kilos initially which translates to 52 pounds.

What is the timeframe for reaching your target weight?
I hope to achieve this by Christmas this year

How do you want to accomplish your goal (what methods do you want to use)?
Counting kilojoules/calories, moderate cardio workouts and a bit of weight training.

Who or what can support you in reaching your goal?
My partner is currently supplying a lot of support. Today we went out and hired a treadmill. Previously I had a gym membership but the only cardio I actually enjoyed doing was walking/running on the treadmill... I also have some freeweights and a swiss ball... oh! and playstation dance games :). Unfortunately NZ doesn't have any great dance games like dance dance revolution.

How realistic is your goal?

Considering I was 6 kgs away from my target weight last time I am hopeful I can achieve the weight loss within the time frame. But most importantly I will need to maintain it! Unfortunately last attempt, I used the weight watchers system but couldn't afford to continue... then I didn't lose the last 6 kg, hence I didn't learn how to maintain the weight loss. I'm a bit more prepared this time and have calculated the kilojoules needed to maintain weight.

When will you start?

I started a week and a couple of days ago and I have lost nearly 3 kg. I'm hoping I can continue.

Anyway, some thoughts.

At the moment I'm trying to keep my kilojoules to be between 4000 - 5000 kj and it's working quite well. I have a bowl of cereal in the morning, a light lunch and then a heavier dinner. I tend to spend about 1000 kj on snacks. Though they're not the best snacks... little bits of chocolate, a small bag of chippies but they keep me sane! I've been drinking a ton of green tea and one of it's effects is that it makes me even thirstier!

Hmmm... I don't know how these diary things usually work...

Oh! I guess I could write about my stats and motivations for losing weight.

I am 5'7 (171 cm), which is quite tall for an asian girl! I have small bone structure but biggish boobs and a huuuge ass and thighs, I get those from my mum, haha. I want to lose weight because I always feel out of place being a largish chinese girl and also because my clothes don't fit very nicely and I have some clothes from last year when I was smaller, that I'll like to wear again.

My self esteem took a huge plummet recently, I'm a little reclusive and have very low confidence. I hope that losing weight will make me a little less wound up about my appearance and grow some self-confidence. I'm 23 and should be able to wear cute clothes but feel like I can't at the moment.

Anyway, that's all for now!!
 
Today our hired treadmill arrived! It came in a massive box the size of a small wardrobe. It was much easier to assemble than I'd thought but is still quite large and bulky. I had a wee bit of a go on it before I went to school but I'm excited! I think I'm going to start to 'Couch to 5K' program.

So far today I've been on track. I had Cocoapuffs for breakfast (770 kj) and for lunch had a small packet of green onion chips (870 kj) and some kind a salad thing (500kj). A total of 2140 kjs so far and I'm not feeling hungry at all. That salad filled me up much more than I thought it would and it didn't have meat. I still don't know what I'll have for dinner but I have more than half of my kilojoules to go so it shouldn't be too bad.

Anyway, feeling quite optimistic so far... I haven't had any 'challenging' situations yet. The Boy's parents are coming down to visit in a while and a couple of my girlfriends are coming to visit in a few weeks so I have time to plan in some attack strategies to avoid too much fallout from the boozing!

I should get back to work :D
 
haha @ cocoapuffs.

good luck, if you have any questions, feel free to ask, everyone is pretty friendly and will try to help out :p
 
Thank you! That's very kind. I find that by just being on these boards I'm 'absorbing' the good energy, haha.

Hey, if I can't have a proper milkshake, I can have one that's just like it... only crunchy. :D
 
Feeling a bit blah today, it just seems that I have such a long way to go and there's no guarantee this would even work again. I know it rests on my shoulders alone but I just wish it was easier... it feels like I have to climb this massive-arse mountain and at the moment I'm just playing around at the base of it. Melodramatic eh?

Anyway, yesterday I walked on a treadmill for 15 min and then did the first workout of the Couch to 5K thing. I can't believe I got through the first workout! I ran in bare feet and ouch!! Also I was over eager and forgot to put on a proper sports bra so for the jogging sections I literally had one arm over the girls to stop them from flopping everywhere! The treadmill was in front of my mirror too which wasn't too nice, I could see the way my thighs rubbed and learned that my hips swing a lot when I walk. Yikes!

In terms of my food intake, I had a dinner of small steak and wedges and then two tiny wee bags of chippies. So my intake was about 4500 kj or thereabouts.

Today I've had cereal and two more wee piddly packs of chippies, which is 1554 kj. I think I will have a salad for lunch and a weight watchers frozen meal for dindins.

Argh. My major weakness - Chippies. WHY? Why? I tried rice cakes as alternatives but they're not as good.
 
Today so far I've had:

Cocoapuffs + milk - 770 kj
2 x chippies - 784 kj
Salmon Sushi - 1500 kj

= 3054 kilojoules, with 1446 kilojoules left for dinner

Feeling not too bad today. I think I feel better when my biggest meal is lunch.
 
Steak and coleslaw = 1170 kilojoules

So the total is = 4224 kilojoules

YAY! Not a bad day today. I also did the second workout of the first week of the Couch to 5K thing.
 
Feeling down again today.

The scales aren't moving... if anything they're moving slightly up! This is the second week of my weight loss so surely I should be losing weight? Why have I hit a plateau so early on? I've been eating an average of 4500 kilojoules per day which is over the 'starvation' mode limit and in terms of exercise I've just been walking/jogging 20 - 30 minutes a day. Has my body gone into shock?

It's just frustrating. Any help or advice would be appreciated.
 
OMG! The scales went up by more than half a kilo! How does it even do that? Maybe I'm not drinking enough water, maybe I'm just bloating a little but I've been eating healthily and exercising. Why is my body doing this to me?

Rawr. I'm not going to give up, I'll just continue and hopefully results start showing. I guess I shouldn't rely on the stupid scales so much.

Yesterday I got a game called Dance factory and a dance mat. I'm utterly uncoordiated! It's ridiculous. I'm slooooowly getting better. I had a fair go on it yesterday and got quite puffed and I tried it again today. I'm still terrible and I was stupid. I ate 1 and 1/2 hours beforehand and also drank quite a lot of water. After all that jumping around I feel quite queasy... yikes.

Anyway, today I've eaten -

Cocoapops - 770 kj
2 x glasses of metamucil... in a lame attempt to maybe think I have some 'blockage' contributing to why my weight is accumulating despite the calorie deficit!

Off to go get some lunch now!
 
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